YeS iT's Me~!

2008-12-26T23:28:00.000-08:00

26 Dec 08

Been out with Dear for the whole day.. long time nv really spend quality time with him le.. Accompanied him to go for bike inspection and to renew his road tax and buy the yearly insurance for the bike.. Everything total up to $200plus.. so ex.. after tt we headed down to vivo to catch Twilight movie.. It was a long queue for e walk-ins.. I was worried tt the tickets will run out.. Thank God we managed to catch the show at 1.50pm.. We saw jasmine! she saw going to watch e same show with her mum too.. but its at a later time.. her mum so on.. hahaha..

I like e movie.. but i guess guys wun really appreciate this kind of romance show.. esp Jian An.. hahahaha... When I asked him how was the show, he jus smiled smiled back to me.. Din made any comment.. hahaha... After tt we jus walked around VivoCity.. bought 2 donuts.. so awful.. donut factory is still the best!! Double Chocolate is my all-times fav!!

We rode bike to his workplace to take the pick-up.. it was such a long journey from vivo to mandai!! I almost slept on the bike!! and my buttock ached!! Finally gotten the pick-up and went to Thomson road to eat our fav Chili crab!! I TEOW YOU.. Its superb!!!.. fantastic!!! Love it!!!

its not very very ex also.. ALot pp went to tabao food from the restaurant oso.. anyway there is always alot pp eating there... think mus reserve if going there at night for dinner.. its very very nice =)

I need a new 2009 organiser man....... going to buy it asap!!!

Edward looks so cool!

I like Edward's dad too haha.. charismatic guy..

My CHILI CRAB!!!

PLus the crispy buns!

2008-12-25T23:18:00.000-08:00

25 Dec 08 - It's Christmas!!

Nice shot

2008-12-24T22:42:00.000-08:00

24 Dec 08 - Christmas Eve!!

We had our Christmas Drama Service! Had candle lighting as well.. Btw I managed to brought my parents too!! so happy.. my dad was kinda open and responded.. The bible says that when one is saved, the whole household will be saved!! Now Jing Yan, Jing Hui, William are at church already.. I believe my mum will be saved one day too.. as well as my other cousins and relatives!! Its a Mission impossible! I wanna them to know Jesus and get their lives changed too!

So sorry Eileen.. Very blur picture =(

Xiao Qing, Xiao Hong, Xiao Huang WAHAHA

e loving couple =)

vivian, von, maggie's cousins, maggie

tt's my family hahaha..

Eileen, Me, Junhao!!

At Orchard

Merry Christmas!!!

Whoa!!! So fun!!! hahahaha

Beautiful lightings

i'm in Singapore.. but i miss taiwan more hahaha..

My ai ai cum an an!!

OMG.. look at e mess..

2008-12-23T22:07:00.000-08:00

Haha some random pictures..

Why dun wan take picture??
VaNaTa

So CUTE!!!

I took this when I was in Orchard!

Evengeline brought this to hospital to acc her mum.. but her mum jus threw it on the floor HAHAHAHA.. it was so funny lah.. but den poor little bear... hahahaha

2008-12-22T09:27:00.000-08:00

21 Dec 2008 - Candlelight Svc + Lynn's Bday! :)

2008-12-22T08:42:00.000-08:00

My Hope on 20 Dec 2008!

Eileen, Jun Hao, William

2008-12-19T21:42:00.000-08:00

I took this pic secretly hahaha.. Isn't tt boy CUTE??

Dear's complete set of nieces and nephews!

2008-12-11T17:40:00.000-08:00

6 Dec 2008! Quite blessed coz my 21st Bday falls on a Sat and the following Mon is a Public Holiday! Yeah and My chalet stretches from Sat to Mon WAHAHA
My ready-to-BBQ marinated chicken wings by me and Fang.. I'm so proud of it.. It tastes very nice!!
As if moving house hahhaa..

Setting off from my house.. my family and Jing and Wei Lin

Jie Neng and Bro

Sexy pose by Wei Lin and Jing

This is the place! A10 Costa Sands Pasir Ris

These are my parents.. haha they look so cartoon~

Handsome!

When we first entered the room..

Buffet setup!

My Bro and Dear

My family plus Jie Neng

Naughty Boi

Oh my gosh..

Erm.. too free lah..

Preparing for my deco team haha

I like the air-con room! So shiok!

Preparing the seafood for BBQ

My fav Coco exotic Cake!

Deco Team very serious seh~

Jia You! Even Jie Neng wants to help blow too

Wah.. MEssy haha

This is Dear's Father

Jing, Me, Wei Lin.. Miss those times when in Sec 1 hahaha... After sch, we would always buy bubbletea from Each-a-cup at the market near sch.. Then would go to foodcourt to eat Qiu Lian Ban Mian tgt hahaha..

Wei Lin is holding a piece of Stingray

Jing and Hui Leng

My Sec Sch besties!

Me, Kehui, Jiaxing

Me and Teo Tee Yong

Me and Christine Ong.. Love the card you made for me.. Thanks so much!!

Me and AH Ong

Ah Ben and Jun Qiang taking pic with us

Busy Busy~

It's not cutting wedding cake ok.. It's my Bday cake haha

Both are my Fav boys

Me and Jie Neng

He looks so cute!

Me and my fav boys

Jun Qiang is my cousin..

Cousins

Of coz everyone knows that this guy is my cousin too.................

Rachel, Jing Hui, William, Seow Li.. All Chongs-ters~

They look so alike

My relatives

One of them is my mum, one of them is Jing yan's mum

Er.. Stop acting cute..

Junqiang carrying my Er Jie's daughter.. So cute right.. Da Jie, Er Jie, San Jie (Me).. All of them are my cousins..

Er.. is my guitar SPOiLT??

Ash cutting ryan seah.. hahahaha

Wee Kiat, Lynn, Me, Germaine!! Thanks so much for coming!! Let's meet out again!!

Want to fight izzit?

My cg pp hahaha... Weiting, nice smile!!

Ash in a shock

Me and Justine

Vivian Me Justine

GentleGirl Me Weiting Ryan

See... I have evidence of who are the two culprits who bit me!

Du Shen!

Is that elis?

I was kana SABO lo.. You girls are supposed to do it with me!!!!! haha

Vivian act only!!

See.. I do until so happy.. hahahaha.. actually I looked so retarded

Vivian and Von

LOV3

Mel, Vivian, Von, Elis

Mel and Vivian

One

Two

Three

Four

Five

Lynn Tan and Me

Jas, Me, Cy

Chai Ying and Me

Me and Xiao yu's gang haha Elaine Wong, ME, LOH MINHAO, Jing Yan

Olulu, Bei En, Me.. ok lah sorry.. his name is actually Olu

Minhao and Me

Weishan Me Wendy

Alberto, Falala, Watiti, Domimi and Me

Nice~

Clara and Me

Me and Wendy!

Me and Ronald with Mr MacDonald's smile

NICE!!! Waiting for WL and QY to join our Gang hahahahah

Yeah Jing Yan.. i thought u shld be helping my bro..? hahaha

W376.. Miss u guys sia..

Aaron!!

Me and Mr Zhipeng!!

Carrie, Me, Lawrence

Ah hwa, me, Miss lulu

Fang and Me!!

HAHA gek-ing my eyes

Yang Guang Nan Hai and Me wahahaha..

Aaron and me.. He's so cute!!

Thanks to Elaine Goh for making this for me!!

Dear's friends: Lai Boon and Baozhong

Me and ade and jas

Yummy chicken wings!

I "TEOW" (Tell) you..

2008-12-10T18:08:00.000-08:00

Bennie!!!

Thanks for helping me to cut the cake!!

Me and Jen Hu!! Miss you!!

Keke, me and Jamie

You could have guessed who asked me to take this picture

Qian and me!!

Jen and me again

Carrie and Chai Ying

Gentle girl and me.. I mus act gentle too wahahaha

Mel and Zhipeng!! My leaders!!

I like this picture!!

Males from W376

Their faces very cartoon right...

Xiao Yu and BF (weijie?).. Yao Xin Fu hor!!

Xiao yu and germaine

Jen and her bf.. cool!

Me, Law, Carrie

HAHA Jasmine..

Wait.. I'm not ready yet!!

Sunny Boi in action haha..

Wah... Sunny Boi.. Relax lehz..

Huat ah~!

Emo~

My Coco Exotic Cake! Love it~

Somehow it looks pretty funny hahaha

HOHOHO!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!

Now the whole world knows I'm Seow Li hahaha

Couple shirt? Anyway its's so sweet together =)

Zhipeng

My family and relatives from father's side.. Not full attd wor..

N399

Look at what ashleen is doing wahahah..

Ex-E409.. I miss those times tgt!! Where are you XUETING???

Ex-E307

See u guys soon!!

What gossip again this time?! hahaha

Nice~ BRASS

With Dear's Friends

HAHAHA.. W376.. Standard jump hahaha..

Sec Sch!! Junyuan Sec Rocks!!

Love you girls and guys!!

Jasmine and Adeline.. Uni Friends!!

W376 again!

Hahaa somehow I felt lonely hahaha...

2008-12-10T07:05:00.000-08:00

Anyway last Sat 6 Dec 2008 was when I finally turned 21yrs old..!! Well I had chalet over 3 days from Sat till Mon.. So Shiok coz e actual day is on Sat and Mon is a Public Holiday as well.. Long holiday and celebration haha.. My friends, Jian An and I had everything prepared before we went to the chalet: Bday Cake, Marinated Chicken wings, BBQ food, Buffet catering, logistics etc.. All prepared and we set off at noon with the help of Jing Jing and Wei Lin and of coz my family members.

When we reached the chalet, we couldn't check in yet. There was a commotion about we have to top up public rate as the card we were using is not considered member over at Costa Sands. But we already paid for the chalet at the member's rate liao.. In the end, the reception pp gave in to us hahaha.. My chalet unit was A10 over at Costa Sands Pasir Ris. We checked-in at bout 2plus and unpacked everything out. It was quite free and easy at first. In the evening, we began to set the fire and bbq chicken wings.. Soon my guests slowly came le.. I got busy into serving them liaoz.. Then it rained very heavily.. quite burdened haha.. but i believed in my heart tt it will stop coz its my birthday.. true enough.. it really stopped after some time..

Initially not alot of my relatives coming for my Birthday, but it turned out really alot... it was almost everyone from my father's side.. Most of my cousins came.. so happy to see them.. Of coz alot of my friends and church members came as well.. Thank God was that my chalet was at e end so there were alot space.. and also for the chalet opp and beside us.. e pp were not using the space there... so my guests were all spread out over total 3 chalets!!! I counted and it amounted to 100pp!! hahahaha...

Overall I was very very happy bcoz I felt quite blessed that everything went well and also most of my close friends and church members came.. So happy to see them.. I received alot of presents and hong bao.. I spent alot on the whole but I had fun!! Taken alot pictures with e pp too!! I think it is all worth it at the end of the day. I will still remember how I celebrated my 21yrs old Bday even when I am 80yrs old haha.. I never really bother so much about the hong baos and presents I will get, my mind was too focused on the plannings etc.. the food, the logistics etc etc..

First night quite fun haha.. Wei Lin, Me, Jian An slept upstairs.. e air-con super cold.. and it was very very shiok... I slept at 3plus? Before I slept, I had to clear up the place. Thank God my bro, Jing yan, Jian An and Wei Lin helped me out. I had to practise guitar last at night for the next day Prayer Meeting.. Super tired.. When about to sleep, 3 of us talked talked on e bed.. Jing Yan and my bro were sleeping downstairs.. Jing Yan super Noisy and loud lah!!! hahaha

Next day woke at early at 7plus to go airport to send a friend off with Jian An, Wei Lin and some friends.. den go church.. During Worship I suddenly remembered tt I had forgotten to buy battery for my guitar for plugging-in. If I had not rem it, i dunno how to play for PM later.. After Service, Jian An and I quickly went to buy and went straight to riverwalk.. Overall i rested and closed my eyes awhile. I really slept awhile!! Eyes quite heavy.. but after tt quite awake coz got to prepare for the PM!! By faith whack.. hahaha thank God everything went well =)

Then I went back to chalet to rest awhile and had BBQ again with Jian An and few friends.. still have alot food leftover.. I love the chicken wings...!!! I marinated with Qifang de!! had an early sleep till next morning.. Overall I enjoyed myself!! really!! Finally turned 21yrs old le!! Yeah!!

2008-12-09T19:40:00.000-08:00

Some remaining photos taken when we went to escape..

I'm up there screaming!!!

Suddenly my hand seemed big..

2008-12-09T19:06:00.000-08:00

I have jus gotten these photos from Fang yesterday.. Taken during Sept.. It was actually my farewell CG with W376 b4 I flew over to N399. Memories hahaha...

I think we were playing games..
Yeah I am right.. We were playing scissors, paper, stone..

RUOYI!!! OMG!! Act cute lah..

W376

Lemon Lemon.. Shiok?

Like tt also can eat?? hahaha

Manhunt?

OH My.. So sexy..

2008-12-04T02:57:00.000-08:00

Mel, Yishi and I went to send Xueting off over at airport.. Initially Xueting din know tt Mel and Yishi coming too.. Shi Shi wanted to surprise her BFF haha.. We were supposed to meet at 5.30am at T1.. Guess wad? I reached T1 slightly before 5am!!! Crazy!!
I called XT and she jus woke up.. I spoke to her very normally.. Den I called Yishi.. haha she jus woke up too... after I have heard her voice "Hello?".. She sounded Super gentle lah... At tt moment I quickly changed the way I speak.. I replied very gently to her back too hahaha... I was afraid tt I might scare her if I just talked normally... coz she jus woke up oso.. den voice so gentle... I got to PEI HE her pattern sia... BUT it was super funny lah.. hahahahhha

Look at the size of her luggage!!

Blur Blur haha..

Counting the number of people under her group..

Xueting and her BFF!!

Xueting and me!!

Xueting and Mel

2008-12-04T02:21:00.000-08:00

I went to ESCAPE theme park with Qifang and her sch mates! All from Christ Church!

I was free and Fang has an extra ticket.. so why not? Had fun with them

Got to know them more hee

Fang and Me!!
Hello Kitty and Fang

I screamed like dunno wad when I was sliding down....

Waiting to aboard the Viking

I was actually WET all over!!

Dont you think Kitty really looks like Hello Kitty??

Jessie!

He is Raymond

Can you dun act cute???!!

Jessie and Fang

Oh My GoSH~

They were enjoying the show~

I like to move it move it~~

Cass and Fang!!

Christ Church pp and Me!

It's so dirty lah~~~~~~

I like this Pic!! =) Me and Fang

Look so emo lah haha...

2008-12-04T01:37:00.000-08:00

Look at the crowd...~ Queueing to go for Session 1..

Cheers.. ASIA CONFERENCE 2008 ROCKS!!!

2008-11-26T19:41:00.000-08:00

Today is 27 Nov 08! My 21st Bday is just next Sat! Oh my Goodness.. suddenly it jus came so fast.. I guess probably because the week for Asia Conference was simply too busy to bother about my Bday.. HAHA.. Yeah man I'm so excited but I even smiled to myself to sleep last night.. I kept thinking what is going to happen next Sat.. From the checking-in till I meet up with my friends.. I can imagine I'll be so happy to see my friends!! HAHAHA.. I dunno how to contain so many many pp on tt day.. BUT I DUN CARE hahaha.. there will be a way one..

Thank God for my bestie sisters like Wei Lin, Qian Yu, Chai Ying, Jasmine, Mel etc etc who offered so much help for me..!! I really pray tt it wun rain on e day.. Based on past experiences, normally it din rain on my Bday de.. serious! So this year shall be e SAME too! BY FAITH!! Jian An can foresee I'll be such a happy girl haha.. of coz a tired girl also.. HAHAHA.. But i'm truly looking forward to it as it is a significant moment for me when I'm finally turning 21!! After tt I can officially embark on my new career over at NGO le! CHIONG AH!!

Asia Conference 2008 is over.. It's awesome!! Though its bit sian to always queue up to chiong for seats, its all worth it when we can actually secure seats over at main hall for CG.. I really feel that N399 has become more united through this conference.. alot funny things happened too.. I'm proud of the pp from N399 too.. they really chiong for e sessions.. Though tiring, they are still so excited.. Really want to thank all the pp who have helped to take care of the group oso.. Not easy but they made things happened! I feel it was really a time when they stretched their capacity!! Got to know Evengeline and Ivan too haha.. fun pp!! I guess its not just a time to listen to preachings but also to receive e anointing! I am sure many pp from various countries were impacted. Touching Asia, Transforming the world.. that is what its all bout.. No matter how much we have listened to preachings or how many sessions we have gone to, things still remain the same unless we put into actions of the word and anointing.. "..Hearts are healed, Christ revealed.."

Life is so exciting~ Yeah~

2008-11-03T20:19:00.000-08:00

I'm here to revive my blog after it had been abandoned for more than a year. Actually it was all under the influence of my CG N399 haha.. if not i would not have thought to touch it again.. Now i'm stuck haha.. dunno where to start from..

About my life? Well I had been transferred to the most exciting youth CG N399 in CHC!! Under leadership of MEL!! And of coz i'm back with ASHLEEN, XUETING, RYAN SEAH, SARA, LYNN, WEITING, YISHI, JIAYU, ERWIN, JIAN KAI. I love this CG now hee.. so fun to talk to the cg members =) laughter will always be in the air HAHA

I was from ZHIPENG's CG (W376)!! Had great friends there: MISS LULU, QIFANG, WEIJIAN, CLEMENT, JUN HWA, LOGAN, JING AN etc.. Of coz my Dear Jian An is there as well.. it has been so fun over this cg where i have learnt alot from the members and zhipeng! I miss hanging out with u guys! Not forgetting our trip to JB after our exams.. haha

My Dear Jian An and I have been together for 2yrs 5months liaoz.. suddenly time flies so fast.. haha those who wanna be the Gan Ma for my children in the future, please book quickly hahaha.. So far I've got 4 liaoz hahahha.. Anyway there have been alot Ups and Downs for both of us.. but I feel both of us did progress in every area of our life.. of coz our relationship went strongly too.. Yeah.. haha... Really looking forward to out future haha.. our future nest.. We have bidded for an apartment over at Cantonment Rd.. e location is very good.. between Tanjong Pagar n Outram mrt.. and its super near my office at Tanjong Pagar!! Its very expensive.. But we are trusting God for it.. If this house is really for us, God will surely bring us thru with the cost!!! It's very centralised.. If we really got it, I want to hold CGM at my house next time if I have my own CG haha..

I'm joining NGO (Prudential).. Nicholas Goh & Associates! I'm believing for a greater soar in my career under the guidance and leadership of Nicholas, other colleagues and CGLs! My dreams and vision will come to pass one day in my career! Of coz I'm going to work very very hard as well =) Will provide best service for my clients. Pray that Big deals will keep coming in! Numerous referrals from my clients! Breakthrough! Bonuses! I believe that this Organisation is in good hands and God's blessing is hovering over it. I have passed all the required exams le: M5, M9 and HI in just merely 5weeks. However I have to wait until 6 dec to turn 21yrs old den I can be contracted! Meanwhile I'm thinking to take up M8 exams as well.. to qualify myself more.. =)

Meanwhile I'm still taking my Degree study in Molecular Biology & Biotechnology.. So far so good... have been achieving Distinctions and Higher Distinctions. You may wonder why did I go into Prudential line since my scope of study is Science. Well science is my interest. It is a privileged that I can study what I am interested at, isn't it? =) It is a very specialised course and it will be as a back-up as well. I'm doing the unusual now which is to move out of Science and venture into Insurance as my career. "The unusual response brings the manifestation" by Pastor Kong. I believing for a breakthrough anyway. Have been visualising and confessing where I want to see myself at in 2years time!!

There has been alot transition in my life.. but i'm still coping and adapting well!

One of the goals that I have achieved this year is that I have passed my Driving Class 3 in April! And I passed it for the first time! PTL! I took only like 25 practical lessons? coz not enough time oso.. HAHA..

Oh yeah I went to Taiwan this July for 7 days. Went to Taipei and Hua Lien. I miss e place so much! I wanna go there again!! e food is super nice and cheap! I miss the shopping over there. Miss Shilin night market. Miss the magnificent 101 Building! e scenery at Hua Lien is beautiful! I went out into the Pacific Ocean to view dolphins and whales on a yacht but no whales haha.. My resort at Hua Lien was just facing the Pacific Ocean sia.. It was super nice.. I woke up early to see sunrise.. it is at 4plus close to 5am~! Taiwan 6am is just like our 8am in Singapore.. quite bright liaoz..

It's impossible to share everything bout my Taiwan Trip! But I can tell u that it was super fun and memorable! Quite blessed also coz not a single drop of rain for e whole trip. That season was full of news of Taiwan typhoon. But when we went there, the weather was good! Then after we came back to Singapore, Taiwan got hit by typhoon again and we got the news that Hua Lien was flooded... I felt so protected!! And also, b4 i went to this trip, I secretly prayed that I can get to see Jay Chou and Jolin Tsai!! haha guess what.. I really saw Jay Chou!!! Near 101 Building HAHAHA. Dun get jealous!!

ok lah i'll stop here first haha.. got to study liaoz... Be back soon haha..

2007-08-18T12:49:00.000-07:00

Business world~
Dear eating Beef Hor Fun.. *smile*

Tt's me again.. haha

4 female hiders! me n sara cannot find them!

in e end, poor sara got to be "punished"

after running around with e sushi at e mouth, she can finally swallow it

after our game at suntec haha.. really fun =)

e cute performers being so excited for NDP

Vigilant contingents marching by~

I'm so near e helicopters n Singapore flag!

xiao yu n me sitting at grass patches..

2 hunks

i love this pic =)

fireworks.. how i wish e trees are not there haha

2007-08-18T12:32:00.000-07:00

I know whose hand is that..!

going for FOP le!

outside SIS

Me and xueting

we have alot cups of e same kind.. to be thrown on Mr Loh Minhao..

Mr Loh attacking me! Argh!

I'm wet!.. washing my hair with water..

I've eggs n flour over me!

retarded E409 haha

haha my loving cg members..

me and mr freak

Yummy!

its Cooked!

Egg yolkS came out from an egg

2007-08-18T12:11:00.000-07:00

This is my E.coli culture plates. Nice metallic green!

My colleagues

6 hunks.. haha.. e one on e far right is my leader... cute rite..

After eating our steak, its time to act cute haha

At outback Steakhouse

Some of my guys at Brass.. jus so funny!

Heart-shaped shadow =)

my dear June.. going to Aussie..

Donuts.. looks like da bian.. i ate e one on e right..

Mongni ate my fav double chocolate!

2007-08-14T01:05:00.001-07:00

whoa.......

I'm very sian now.. at workplace.. haha.. nth to do today!!

No test for me today and tt my project is ending soon le hahaha..

e more free i am, e more tired i will become!!

so i like to keep myself busy!!

wahaha

2007-08-10T12:14:00.000-07:00

haha where to begin lehz?

hmm ok i shall start fr my family first.. nothing much.. still e same old Chong's family haha.. jus tt everyone is growing up lo.. my bro and all my cousins.. my youngest cousin is really very cute.. tink nt even one yr old.. my bro going more handsome! quite blessed to have a bro like him.. he's quite nice to me one.. coz i seldom hear fr pp saying good things bout younger bro one.. but i can say he's really a nice n sensible person lah haha.. i was talking to another cousin who got into a relationship which is opposed from almost everyone.. i cannot say much too but jus there to show guidance..

oh ya Jie Neng has grown up.. my mum has been taking care of him ever since he was just few months old.. and now he's already 7yrs old! In pri one! haha saw him growing up.. so wen xin.. love him alot.. my heart will ache whenever he's sick or when he got scolded.. haha

time really flies and its already August! FOP is already over

A.R Bernard and Joyce Mayer will be coming this August to minister.. yeah.. SOTM series will be ending next month too.. really fast.. really love SOTM.. coz i learnt alot of things about being e salt and light in our marketplace.. yes its really true tt u can influence pp easier when u have achieved leadership! and we have to be aware of not having cheap grace and therefore compromising the works of the world! jus have to be careful and check ourselves! renewal of our spirit daily is really essential as we will draw e strength that we need for e next day.. e strength i'm talking bout is nt jus physically.. its all-rounded in terms of physically, spiritually, emotionally and mentally.. this will ensure the well-being of our souls and bodies.. being prepared for e challenges ahead.. Preparation is already half of the battle won! We shall leave the other half to our Saviour den! For we already have the promise that we can do all things thru Christ who strengthens us!

i believe my cg will start having revival! our members are good and faithful! just a little bit more prayer and fasting, i believe miracles will happen! E409 rox! i shall help carrie gather e pp and pray tgt more le! we have to make things happen! its not bout just words, but actions! i'm glad some of my members are ok now.. coz of difficult times they have met recently.. they're still growing strong now! Praise God!

so now let's talk bout my work in BRASS.. so far i'm doing HPH project.. its finishing soon.. its nt a difficult one but its very ma fan! i'm glad e results are good =) sometimes i will hop around to help out whenever any of my colleagues need help.. i'm like e "wandering ghost" sometimes haha.. but coz i'm trained in alot of areas.. tt's y qualified to do e diff testings.. its fun lah.. learnt quite alot thru out my 5months over at BRASS.. really.. having great friends and leaders over there.. i wan do well n shine in my workplace! to gain experience and leadership.. of coz i have to upgrade n increase my scientific knowledge too! well success doesn't come without hard work.. so i have to work hard! so far so good! =)

oh ya i'm be starting sch at end at sept! Taking up degree in Molecular Biology and Biotechnology at PSB academy for 3.5yrs! accepted by University of Western Australia! i'm qutie glad tt i got in.. coz there's certain requirements to be met to get in.. den i'm jus barely there.. e chances nt very high too.. but in e end i got in!!! very very happy i can pursue a degree! i can have 4 modules exempted! praise God! but of coz sch fees nt very cheap.. sci courses are nt cheap.. i will have to half work half study! guess it'll be quite xiong! but i'm leaving everything to God.. trusting in Him tt He will bring me thru.. esp financially! and i wan n will do well for my degree! i will excel in my workplace and in sch too! =)

so i will have to delay my SOT le.. i shall see how.. if i can manage.. i will still consider..

ok last but not least.. time bout my relationship with my dear Jian An.. save the last for e best.. haha.. to date, we have been tgt for one yr n ~2mths le.. really happy to be with him.. very blessed coz he's really very good to me! a hao hao xian sheng.. he'll make a good husband and daddy in future one! haha.. let me jus promote him awhile.. i tink he grew more gd-looking.. but hor he needs to put on more weight! i'm monitoring his everyday meal.. recently he quite busy in his work.. physically well-being gt affected.. easily sick.. so must pray for him.. pray for him for more opportunities in his job too! we have been thru alot events tgt haha.. yes n we will go thru more as we go on our journey tgt! he has been really supportive for me when i'm down etc.. though he may be stress-out or worn-out fr his work.. but he's always there for me! really thank God for him in my life! i believe there will be a breakthough in his career.. we will definitely go far in life! achieving things in life.. and raising a family with children with strong Christianity foundation! haha wow.. very exciting neh~ Dear let's jia you together! =)

2007-08-09T20:24:00.000-07:00

Just a very brief updates of mine haha

Look at him (top).. he has grown up le.. as compared to e pic below.. my handsome boy!

Amazing huh?

The plate glows under UV light.. showing presence of pseudomonads (a type species of bacteria)

Dear brought me to this Bali Restaurant!

It's very nice! Feels like in Bali!

haha this is me in dress.. coz to prepare for AGM!

I was one of the ushers to welcome the shareholders

Of coz my dear has to appear in my blog! haha

Back Again!

2007-02-21T08:15:00.001-08:00

haha its about 3 mths ever since i've last blogged!

laziness is e word =)

now i'm quite free le, so tink i shld update bit bout e events over e last three months.. 6th dec was my bday.. i'm very thankful to all e pp.. really.. esp to my kar-kee girls! not 4getting my dear Jian An too! truly made my days.. i've received alot presents etc.. jus not lacked of anything! thanks everyone! next big event was Christmas! hee eve of Christmas was wei lin's bday! so we went to dear's hse to have steamboat! it was very fun indeed! haha i hope she enjoy herself.. dear n i went Orchard to countdown n have fun.. it as super crowded.. but e atmosphere was there hee.. lightings everywere.. beautiful! after 12am.. we went aroun spray pp haha.. bought those can of fake snow.. gek gek walk den suddenly spray onto e passerby.. haha everyone was playing e same there... we even picked some cans fr e floor n some still can use de! we left e place at 2am plus!

on e last day of 2006, i was promoted to Ministry Member!

Praise God! it was my final goal i wanna attain in 2006! initially i thot i might have to jia you n wait till 2007! but i managed to get it on e last day of 2006! God is good n all promotions come fr God! very glad that carrie, yilun n some of e members believe in me! =)

so 2007 is a new year! new beginning! i ended my attachment on 26 jan.. time to say bye bye to my attachment place n fajar hse! i've made friendships over e attachment place so really mus stay in contact with them.. it has truly not been easy thru out these 20 weeks! always out of own home only during weekends! e whole experience was very precious n good! more independent now! after attachment got to rush reports n presentation for major project! so now completed everything le.. jus waiting for graduation le.. i dun have exams as wad other tp students are having next week.. i can rest early haha... but got to find job to earn income! i wanna go nus sci course! really pray n trust God fr it coz my poly results not very fantastic.. jus average

my beloved E409 going to multiply very soon! jasmine will be taking another group! yeah... changes are good! new chapter of life! =)

CNY! i have been going to chinatown b4 CNY! very crowded! but actually at times i like it! gt e atmosphere! squeeze here n there! haha.. oh yeah grace came back awhile! i'm very happy to see her again! but went back US le.. will be back only in sept.. my hse got alot food sia! die.. nobody eats except me one lo haha.. my hong bao harvest ok lah =) got extra here n there.. some of us went to becky's hse place on chu er night to eat steamboat.. we played bit majong.. i knw only abit.. but stil got win 2 rounds haha.. went visitations here n there on chu san..

i'm glad i'm improving in pool too =) my aiming getting more accurate le! bt sometimes bit blur on e strategy..

alright let's talk about my love life nw haha! n will be giving some love advices! haha =)

Mr Jian An n Miss Seow Li have been together for 8 months le =)

8 mths are neither short nor long.. but these times have really not been easy for us! ups n downs! but we're still going strong n steady! quite stable lah haha.. dun see us like very zai everytime.. there are really times when we really quarrel.. n both us really become really hot.. there're even a time both us wanna give up.. but we din! i'm sure every couple will reach this stage one.. its actually a time to inform u to learn to give n take le.. u cannot always insist tt u're always right.. this is really pride.. Pastor said pride destroys relationships! since u already knw it, dun ever let ur pride decide ur destiny! u will surely regret! try not to overlook ur partner's positive points for his/her negative points! u will end up unhappy if e partner nv reach ur expectation! i feel tt at e 7th n 8th mths is quite critical. coz its a time u wil expect more fr ur partner. but rem tt no one can actually satisfy us fully except God! rem tt! so learn to give n take! i'm sure ur partner will try his/her best to suit u if u're willing to put down pride.. LOVE covers all, my friends.. like God's unconditional love for us!

when u're angry with ur partner rite, always voice out! dun keep quiet! ur partner is nt God n might nt knw wad he/she has done wrong.. when u confront ur unhappiness rite, always keep ur cool.. ur tone n gestures might worsen e situation de.. =) actually guys dun really ask for much de.. wad they really hope is tt their gf to be happy n also be understanding n loving to them! girls shld at times take initiatives too to hold e guys hands etc.. they'll feel good de..

Mr Jian An and me have realised n learnt during e journey but still learning to be better too! it has really nt been easy.. we've indeed grown to be more loving to each other n accept who we are.. one thing.. mus always keep ur relationship in prayer! haha enough of e love tips le haha...

update soon! =)

2006-11-26T22:29:00.000-08:00

haha regarding bout e thing i was saying nt being fulfilled yet; which i had wanted to do so by end of this year.. it is to get Ministry Membership! this morning as i was queueing up to give my tithe n offerings.. carrie called me n informed me to find Nick for MM interview.. i was delighted n shocked at e same time.. so i jus went to meet him.. it was charmaine who interviewed.. i tink i din really perform well for e interview coz wasn't really prepared for it.. coz everything was jus so sudden.. i was bit mind-blocked at tt time.. but i jus gave my best for it.. even if i din get e promotion.. yes i'll be bit disappointed.. but i can still go for e next round which is in next year.. if i can really make it thru, of coz i'll be really happy coz i can fulfil wad i had planned by this year.. initially i thot tt e last round for promotion for this yr is already over le.. but actually i'm wrong.. but i tink i jus have to leave it to God le.. coz if its really meant for me, i will get it de.. if its nt, i believe next round will de.. All promotion comes fr God! so i'll jus wait for e news with a humble heart!

my cousin came for svc 2day.. jing yan's bro! jing hui.. he's super naughty lo.. haha very cheeky also.. n u knw wad? he's saved today!!! haha!! very happy.. after explaining to him wad's happening.. he's willing to accept Jesus into his life.. but he's stil young.. might jus come coz of for fun n friends.. really got to nurture him well! i'm very happy.. see my relatives.. tgt with me in church.. i'm nw aiming for my brother le.. i really believe someday he will come!! n someday my whole family will come! i jus wanna trust God for it! i wanna get more my cousins saved too!!

very impacted by svc n cg n e discipleship class.. really yearn for more of God's presence thru prayer, Amen!

2006-11-25T11:34:00.000-08:00

haha.. i' here finally to remove e spider webs fr my blog.. long time nv update.. too many events have taken place n its very hard for to me to pen down everything haha.. i really love to do so coz it will bring memories when i read it in e future.. hee.. well as usual.. i'm can only be back in tamp in the weekends.. weekdays stuck in e wild wild west.. my attachment left only about 8 more weeks.. actually its very fast.. my experiment for major project halfway thru le.. keeping records n data almost everyday.. sometimes its very tiring over at e lab co nw gg end of year n alot staff clearing leaves.. so i had to help cover their duties here n there.. very physical straining at times.. but thank God for His strength.. i realy getting along very well with some staff over there.. Mrs bay, huiling, audrey etc.. n of coz hui bing who had resigned.. she'se one who's always guiding me when i first go there... they're really fun n caring pp.. i love them.. when time to leave e place, i will really miss them.. with all e jokes n craps.. haha..

gg dec le.. gg end of e year le.. time really flies.. as i look back.. this year really dynamic for me.. alot things n events taken place.. n of coz i'm glad i did grow in e Lord n doing more things for cg n also sowing seeds into pp' lives.. very fruitful.. nw my goal is to get into choir ministry.. i'm really on fire for it! love music.. love guitar.. wanna catch hold my dreams n vision.. but.. i jus wanna leave my dreams n vision to God first while i'm here to hlp fulfil my leader's dreams n vision! living as a Chrisian life is indeed nt easy.. to rise up is even nt easy! actually stil gt tings nt fulfilled yet which i plan to by end of this year.. mus jia you!!

i'm proud to say i'm from City Harvest Church!

its where lives change

I wanna be an armourbearer for my leader, for my cg, for my church.. n in any other areas...!

I wanna be a living testimony!

I wanna be a walking bible!

Thank God for His grace to have found me n get me saved!

There's a purpose to it.. so i can do e same n get other pp saved! e souls are in ours hands!

i'm happy to see so many of us growing fervently for God n so passionate for e lost.. it really encourages me! every of our cg growing fr glory to glory.. Praise God for it! i'm happy tt my cousin, jing yan, is serving e Lord n too.. he has e potential to be a leader! i'm happy to see my dear jian an getting more committed too! he's jus been in church for 1yr n 2mths.. though time is nt e factor, i tink he's really awesome le.. coz jus within one yr 2 mths, he's doing things for cg etc etc.. standing in e gap for cg.. n always there to help n care for pp.. a good brother for my cg n church.. a very filial son for his parents.. a playul uncle for his nieces n nephews.. a loyal buddy for his friends.. n of coz a very loving boyfriend of mine! i thank God for him to enter my life.. coz he's really a good guy.. haha.. i'm blessed =) n he's jus mine.. hee

ok lah gtg prepare go cg soon le... gg practise praise n worship.. taking AFV test later also.. n giving offering word too! also gg for extra svc cz its Pastor Phil! byebye! =)

2006-09-17T22:38:00.000-07:00

my first week of attachment is over le.. i tink its really very fast.. still can remember tt e sun jus b4 mon, i was actually sian sia.. nt very very sian lah.. jus tt e idea of gg for attachment e next day jus feel so weird to me.. n tt i'll be staying in an unfamiliar hse.. jus feel tt next day onwards, things are gg to be diff.. i'll be stayin at my grandma's hse for time being.. coz it's at fajar.. near bukit panjang there.. so it's much more nearer as compared to my own hse in tamp.. at least i can have more rest.. but e sad thing is tt its really very sian over at e hse.. coz there's no tv or com in my room.. dunno wad to do at night one lo.. got tv in e living room lah.. but e elderly sleeping early mah.. so dun wan to wake them up..

coz e place is at lim chu kang.. its so remote.. i sure got uncertainty one coz dunno how's things over there mah.. on tt sun night i prayed bout it b4 i sleep.. next morning was a new day! i told myself i wanna do well in my attachment n everything will go fine.. so i prayed bout it again b4 i left e hse.. took 975 to e place.. bypass cemeteries n alot camps n trees etc.. my fren wanna meet me at e bus stop.. yeah.. feel so happy.. when we were there.. nobody was lo haha.. it was until 8.30am den pp started coming in.. we were den briefed by an admin person.. she brought me to e microbiology lab which i've been attached to.. my fren is attached to pesticide residue dept.. e pp there briefed me more in depth n brought me around.. it was after lunch time when i started carrying out lab work.. e pp taught me things here n there.. i was able to understand coz i've at least learnt abit b4.. it was nt my fav subject.. but actually e practicals are quite fun de.. but very tedious one.. need to be very sterile n clean de.. or else bacteria wil grow..

e pp there really nice.. throughout e week i learnt quite no. of things.. i tink i did a good job so far? coz i was quite careful n cautious about wad's happening.. i wasn't very sian in e lab.. i jus find it interesting.. nw i jus got to train up myself in one area b4 they can send me to another area.. we actually need to aliquot e food sample onto agar plates n check for bacteria 2-3 days later.. e counts cannot be too big! so it'll be very dangerous for consumption.. e staff there asked me how was my first week.. i said quite fun.. they laughed n said tt i were e first to say tt its fun among all e past attachment students! haha.. i wun really look at e time to reach e knock off time.. i thank God for it n also e pp there.. most are not bad =) oh actually there's shuttle buses to n fro jurong east n cck.. at least much more convenient.. i can hop around go back fajar or tamp or dear's hse.. if nt i sure sian one.. there's no. of things really need to thank God.. i jus feel tt He's really taking care n protecting me.. =) Praise God!

2006-08-05T10:34:00.000-07:00

ho ho.. its a beautiful sat morning.. haha tonight going FOP! yeah! tml is our 17th anniverasry.. time flies sia.. going to queue up at 3pm.. bit early.. haha but ok lah.. its nt e first time also.. hee.. actually e feeling of queueing up can be fun n at e same time sian de..

haha pp always tink n talk bout relationships.. its very very sweet when everything is going fine for e couple.. it can also very saddeninng when there's conflicts in between.. haha actually at times conflicts are gd lah.. coz u get to know e person more.. when both try to compromise n accomodate each other, somehow they will get closer in e relationship.. both learn to change or to accept.. Love covers all.. at times conflicts help to colour e couple's life.. when they're old as as they look back, they will see tt actaully they have come so far.. not an easy walk together but they made it =) pp says tt quarrels are common.. ya lah true but at times it can be emotionally n mentally affecting..

anyway recently dear n me did have a conflict lah.. both us were affected.. he said its nt my fault.. but i'm guilty of making him cannot sleep well.. so both us clarified things lo.. ya lo its impt to voice out things.. anyway we're nt perfect pp.. we learn thru this kind of journey.. we're ok le.. tink got even closer n loving le.. he has really been patient, protective n good to me.. wad more can i ask? he really made my day.. i'm glad i made his too.. haha jus having him by my side gives me e security n i feel loved.. he always say i keep saying other pp good-looking but nt him.. haha.. well.. i tink he's jus e best in everything in my heart.. actually i tink he's quite gd-looking also? cutest n charming in my eyes also.. his childhood photo very cute one lo! haha.. i jus love e way he is lah.. of coz if he really ta ban, will make me even fall for him.. haha! really xin ku ta le.. always send me back on his bike den got to travel 25km back home.. i always feel like sleeping on his bike.. coz too comfortable le! ya lo i'm gg to learn to be better for him.. since i need his support, he would need my support too.. haha going to sound rou ma.. but i still wan say.. tt i really ai si ta le =)

but of coz wun lose focus on God too.. together dear n me will stay focus n grow together de! =)

n of coz wun neglect my friends one.. lucky most stays in tamp.. got one day meeting them them.. but last min i got to complete my project.. in e end they also nv meet.. coz i organise de.. thank God tt they're being understanding =) really love them!

really thank God.. coz i really feel so blessed!! all my friends have been really good to me.. i always have a support behind me.. everything seems so ok to me.. though there's still times i feel so discouraged etc.. but there's always pp for me.. plus nw God bless me with my dear! even more loved! plus my family also very easy with me.. though i dun come fr a rich family, i'm happy.. everything jus looks fine to me.. really feel so blessed! n of coz i'm in church also! very impt.. tt i have God.. i'm jus nothing without Him.. really thank God for all e blessings He has given me.. wad more can i ask? =)

2006-07-31T00:12:00.000-07:00

haha here i am again! today had a tremendous svc and deliverance session! really awesome.. as usual woke up early to help queue up with some regular early-birds.. can see tt they're tired n sleepy.. yet they still made an effort to help queue up..! thank God for them! Rev Mike Connell came and he preached e word.. telling us bout demons.. ya lo true is tt only thru drawing power of God only den can we break forth the bondages! one got to let go and let God so e power can be released.. so here comes the ministering session after e svc.. i'm very excited for it.. some my members quite nervous n scare.. ya coz its their first time attending deliverance svc.. last yr felt like responding but i din.. i felt so regretted n wasted! so this time i knw there's bound to have some thing tt applies to me!

at e 1st altar call, i din response coz doesn't really applies much.. few of my members went down.. i jus help to make my cg members feel assured tt no need be afraid.. coz all my members there nv attend this kind svc b4!! at e 2nd altar call, i feel like vomiting.. i dun feel well.. told elaine bout it.. she encouraged me to go down.. i wanted to.. on e other hand i bring dear's cousin down first.. hers more serious.. den dear came down n pei her while i go get prayed for by e ministering team.. so elaine pei me.. so there's this sister who come pray for me.. i felt different e moment she speak.. i fell down.. i knew tt i'm struggling.. e sister kept demanding it to come out.. i started to cough n next thing b4 i knew.. i vomitted.. e sister kept praying for me.. she feels i've got this spirit of fear.. yup true lah.. n also i told her bout another area.. after tt i felt better.. i felt released in tt area.. really.. i'm happy.. as to spirit of fear i've got to pray regularly hard for myself.. thank God for e sister and also elaine!! she helped me hold e plastic bag.. n i did vomit bit on her hand.. so sorry.. but really thank God for her being there with me! =) sounds scary but actually its nt.. i nv expect myself to manifest.. God is good.. nw is my part is really pray n read e Word to keep my heart pure..

ytd cg meeting was great too~ i led games.. tink its quite fun.. haha but of coz some area i got to take note! e msg carrie shared was gd too! about valleys of darkness.. there's an end to every valley.. so jus persever n u'll see e light! its thru all these valleys where u learn maturity! u dun praise God when everything is going smoothly for u.. its when ur real faith is tested when u walking thru e dark valleys.. love e msg.. n yeah linus gave offering msg!! so proud of him! =) after tt few us went geylang eat dim sum n durian.. saw fireworks!! love it!! so nice!! yeah national day coming~ very excited for it!! i feel alot for s'pore sia..! really love it when see all of us s'poreans standing together feeling proud of our homeland..

miss e days in NPCC.. how i wish i can be part of e contingent marching in NDP.. i love this kind of thing de.. ya lah all e trainings n rehearsals sure very xiong de.. but i will feel enjoyment n satisfaction n happy after e real thing.. of coz i'm sure e friendship will sure be built there also de.. Thank God i've at least experienced this "one for all, all for one" spirit in my NPCC days.. miss e camping days.. miss OBS.. miss slping in e tent.. miss telling stories at night time.. miss campfire.. miss cooking maggie n canned food for my friends.. miss e unity.. miss marching with my squad.. miss e tough times together.. miss e punishments haha.. miss e friends.. miss e times.. really miss it~

3 more weeks to study week den exam le.. only got 2 papers for exam.. rest of 3 weeks hand up reports den will finish e module le sia.. this week will have ddct presentation n csas interview tests.. after tt can chiong reports den ok le! actually this semester really slack leh.. nth much lo haha.. nt so rushing at all.. only kwok fung will be presenting e ddct coz he's a very gd speaker.. he shall represent us haha.. no limit to how many mus present.. i'm confident for e interview.. haha.. jus ans wad e teacher ask lo.. tt time mock interview nt bad.. teacher said tt its impt to have confident n she commented i have it.. so after tt i'll be gg for SIP.. dunno where i'll be attached to.. but hor one ting i knw.. sure in e west area!! oh no... haha.. i live in e east sia.. dun wan tuas can laioz.. my teacher said i sure in research thingy de.. haha hope gt pay sia...~ pay for transport.. really need financial blessings too!

looking forward to start SIP!
looking forward to grace to come back!
looking forward to hang-out with my ka-kis!
looking forward to NDP! wan watch fireworks!

my cg is growing! yeah! n e members are growing too! haha.. carrie is officially our cgl le!! E409!! haha i typed wrongly for e songsheet sia.. "E402".. haha.. yeah i training myself to play guitar w/o having to see e chords.. for praise n worship.. =) training zy.. really need him to be faithful in little things.. he has e skills.. really hope he can rise up! =) fq also growing.. xiao yu etc.. n e rest too! oh ya keiko is back with us again!! bout 4 members fr jasmine's cg will join us.. wahh my cg getting bigger n bigger le =) me n xueting n dewen's cg went for e Big Groove.. haha fun neh.. alot pp wear until very hip hop! very nice! tink i shld get a cap! =) hee.. e dance steps quite chim lo.. haha.. 3 sets in just 2hrs.. e music so fast.. but we agar agar lah haha.. e hardest is e 3rd set!! i also blur at first.. but after tt try catch up! like lynn's cap.. she cute sia.. with e cap.. haha.. my cutie pie.. oh yeah FOP n 17th anniversary coming! time really flies lehz.. still can rem last yr got to usher here n there for e event.. so many many pp! den e last day FOP went with grace, fuquan.. its when i really start get to knw them!

haha he has been very good to me lah.. tink he has been really compromising n patient with me.. i got to learn fr him sia haha.. he has given more than what i have given.. but really thank him for entering into my life lah.. at least there's someone behind supporting me when i'm down.. his sis n bro quite pretty n shuai de.. haha.. e niece n nephews also cutie sia.. my 8th uncle's baby 1 month le.. his name is nicholas.. nice..i like.. hee.. i love my cousins they all.. seen them fr small to big.. haha.. love ah xiang.. v shuai.. eyes very pretty.. super playful lo.. rest also ruBBish alot haha.. jus feel so sad for my er jie and jin qiang.. i wanted to help them.. hmm.. i'll tink of some way..

ok lah end here.. long entry hee

byebye!

2006-07-15T10:37:00.000-07:00

here to blog again.. bout one week nv blog le.. of coz alot things haven taken place within this short period of time.. World Cup fever is over~ Italy won! haha pp said tt its my country.. but hor i supported France leh.. went to watch e finals at e field beside TM.. there's a big screen specially to show e finals de.. i went with him.. ya lo quite late sia.. 2am den start! sun after svc n pm went home to slp! wah i needed tt.. very sleepy n bit tired.. coz slept late n woke up early.. jus e 2 hrs slp was quite enough.. so 10plus meet him go ktv sing song.. quite shiok yeah.. sang for 2hrs.. we reject e song b4 e song ends so tt we have more time to sing others.. e strawberry snowshake there is fabulous~ we went bedok 85 eat bit den go watch e finals le..

it was really crowded man.. alot pp at e mac too! when we got there, pp suddenly cheered.. i thot goal sia.. but actually e game was jus announced started.. we squeezed in between holes among e crowd.. coz it was raining previously. e ground was wet.. we jus sit anyway.. dun care ah haha.. good leh.. i like being in e crowds.. very exciting coz got e qi fen one.. haha.. quite memorable time for me.. den suddenly rain sia.. but ok lah stayed till e World Cup Champion is out! France lost.. starting i quite upset.. bit feel like crying one.. haha.. but held back.. emotional sia.. really feel for France..

haha e week was quite xiong for me.. got to study, rush project n have pm, visitations etc etc.. for consecutive nights have been settling dinner out.. got to plan this n tt coz tis evangelistic time.. leaders went to taiwan.. so we got to do sth ourselves to grow e cg.. me, elaine. linus n rest.. working hard! for past few days slept quite late.. its only after 12am den i can start doing my project n revision.. e visitations also far fr my house haha.. by e time reach home also late.. physically tired too! but next day recharge again le.. haha.. thank God this week is coming to an end.. so fast lo.. next week is another battle.. really alot quizzes n assignments to do.. n of coz visitations! really need strength n favour!

wah gg soon le... got other things to do le haha.. dun wan spend too much time online hee. update soon!

2006-07-05T23:46:00.000-07:00

yeah new layout.. done by my bro! i asked him to help me de.. haha.. i computer idiot one lo.. dunno wad's all e codes about.. also nt interested also.. i've uploaded e "TORN" song.. but my bro said sometimes have n sometimes dun have.. weird eh.. but i really really love e song!!

had BS today.. was quite sleepy in e beginning.. den my flu started le.. coz in air con room.. kana sore throat n flu again.. haiz.. dun like e feeling! BS was gd.. its bout discerning of e spirit! we put into practice with someone we doesn't know.. we got to discern into wad e person is gg thru.. Thank God tt i managed to do so! I feel that e person is struggling with blatant n hidden sins.. i told her to confess b4 e Lord.. n it turns out to be really e truth in e person's life.. i'm glad tt i've spoken a word to her! Praise God! seems scary but its not! sometimes u may try but its nt wad e person is gg thru.. its ok! at least u took e first step! Pastor told us to practise n we'll get better! ya lo.. really need to hear n be sensitive to the Holy Spirit!

had PM jus nw.. thanks for elaine, linus, xiao yu for praying for me for healing on me.. i need tt.. shared with linus things n we prayed together.. same thing to aim for!

yeah Italy won Germany!! haha sorry ah Germany fans...~ i did woke at 4 plus to watch awhile.. i tink italy passes e ball very well.. in e end i overslept n din make it for 8am lec!

later got France Vs Portugal! i wan France to win!! sorry cy~~ haha.. i will wake at 4plus again to watch! its gg to be exciting!!

Den finals i wanna France to win!! :P this i sure watch e whole match!! though its at 2am!

oh ya 10 july is e finals.. its also my mum's birthday!

nw alot events coming up for outreaches.. let's be excited! to bring revival!! bring friends over for e activities!! next week carrie will be gg to taiwan for emerge.. so we got to take ownership of e cg!

i wanna do alot things.. sometimes being a girl is very ma fan~! coz of ai mei~ actually also good coz no need be as xing ku as e guys.. haha i talking fei hua.. feeling bit cold.. shivering.. my flu gg start again liaoz!! haiyo.. ok end here.. maybe i go rest awhile so later can watch soccer!! =)

2006-07-02T20:37:00.000-07:00

i wanna change blogskin le.. haha coz e i realise e space for pp to view e posting is very small.. i read also xin ku.. so still finding one tt i like.. plus i wanna put e "torn" song.. e song very long time ago.. i wanted to find it for a long time le.. jus tt i dunno e title or sang by who.. nw i found it liaoz.. so happy haha..

i wanna aim to jian fei by 3 more kg.. give me 2months.. tink can de.. as long as watch my diet n maintain jogging + swimming.. i lost quite alot weight during last sem holiday.. tt time i nv really exercise.. coz working.. den somehow my appetite wasn't gd.. nt easy hungry.. den when hungry, eat abit full liao.. maybe tt's hw i manage to shed those fats.. actually i'm used to exercising le coz it makes me feel gd n healthy.. i like.. wan to be fit n healthy.. nt very meant to jian fei de.. but quite happy tt i've returned to e weight in e past.. but wanna lose more to look better.. n also to pei he him! really believe and hope he can grow n train to bigger size!

wah another week is gone.. very fast sia.. i tink this yr realli flies.. july liaoz.. gg towards end of e year again.. i'm at e 2nd week of e 2nd term of e 1st semester of my 3rd year.. haha chim.. so i got back all my term test papers le.. i did well for BPT.. recomb surprisingly nt bad though i thot i might fail coz its hard.. TE so-so n can be better.. i din do well for ddct.. bit disappointed.. haha but tink can do better de lah.. projects stil doing fine.. deadlines is few weeks fr nw.. but every week mus get sth done.. i dun feel stress leh.. still holiday mood.. weird lehz.. like nth much to do one.. jus tt got to revise lah.. all my friends also same feeling as me.. hee..

seriously i like every single day.. other than mon n wed.. coz long hours in sch.. but hor mon night got superband! so still ok haha.. n wed got bs n can meet for dinner! so still alright.. haha contradicting.. rest of e days nt so bad.. leave sch early.. n can have programme at night! hee.. thu onwards i will start hanging out liao.. love fri, sat n sun!! fri very special to me coz its start of weekend.. love fri night!! sat got cg etc.. sun svc but most of time will go back earlier to rest..

i've cfm tt i'll be leaving usher.. have submitted e ministry form to carrie le.. so i'll focus more on cg le.. i wanna do more.. to minister, to teach.. tink i still need to learn to love pp more.. i wan to love my cg pp n friends n family.. so i need to increase my love for God so i can pour out this love to them.. i wanna be there for them.. i'm glad quite few will share things with me.. i wanna be somebody who can help them solve too! nt jus being a listener! let e wisdom of God fills me! pressing into their lives is nt easy.. into my leader's live is nt easy too! but i wanna do my best! i need to humble myself n put off every pride fr my heart.. pride is sth will lead to destruction in a person's life.. being a guitarist for so long.. i thank God for e skills n anointing.. but i need to increase this anointing day by day! we shld nv get satisfy with where we are nw! a wise person nv thinks tt he/she has learnt enough! so i need to press into God's presence more n be more sensitive in e atmosphere.. so tt i would flow with my leader too.. w/o vision, pp perish.. i thank God for e vision He has given to me.. so i jus wanna hold on to it; trusting tt as long as i dun give up, i'll be getting nearer to my vision.. sometimes really xin ku n discouraged but i dun wan give up!! jian chi dao di!! =)

haha my mum knew bout him liao.. ok lah its normal for her to ask things.. coz i'm still young n plus i'm a girl.. she's ok bout it lah haha.. some my relatives also knw liao.. news spread fast! nw still so far so gd for both of us.. last week carrie shared with us e sexual ladder.. so funny lo.. tink quite normal lah e things she shared.. ownself shld also knw de.. we learning roller blading! he quite gd leh.. i still scare.. dunno how to brake.. if e ground is in diff texture i so scare might fall.. but i wanna overcome.. aiyo i still got e phobia coz of e fall fr e past! we went watch superman! so long e show! 2hr plus.. nt very very nice lah.. okok only.. e effects quite fake.. oh ya bought a shirt for him.. i feel bit big for him.. but its e smallest size le.. actually looks ok if he wears another shirt inside.. went with kehui n jia xing to shop for it on fri.. jia xing is our model tt time haha!! jus feel like buying for him coz he spend quite abit on me.. so i shld do sth also! hope we get closer n to know each other better.. n really hope he can get a better job.. sth he likes, gd prospect n wun clash with cg, svc de.. tt would be e best! or unless he's promoted n fell in love in his current job haha..

i'm in sch typing everything.. got free time.. might as well jus update bit.. hee.. gg back lab only at 5pm.. today i fasting.. for breakthru for some pp etc.. wanna keep fasting a part of my daily life! ok lah stop here.. pretty long entry again haa.. bye!

2006-06-28T09:41:00.000-07:00

I find this song really nice~ thot its by celine dion.. i've been trying hard to find it.. very nice.. will upload e song soon =)

Natalie Imbruglia
Torn

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around
And he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Or seem to care
What your heart is for
I don't know him anymore

There's nothin' where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothings right
I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins
And now, I don't care
I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can't touch
I'm torn

There's nothin' he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right
I'm torn
Chorus

2006-06-26T18:03:00.000-07:00

tue morning.. jus came back fr jogging.. last jog on last wed! tt's quite long ago huh.. so today really discipline myself go! feel so shiok!! thank God tt my stamina hasn't de-proved.. can stil go on for a dist w/o stoppping.. really like e feeling after u've exercised! u feel good n healthier!

actually had bit of ache over my body.. coz of e pasir ris outing on sun after svc.. after svc xiao yu had gastric n its pretty serious.. we took care of her n ger, jian an took her see doc den jian an sent her home.. rest of us made our way to white sands to makan.. on e way somehow every1 spirit was like dampen.. me also bit sian.. but tried cheering rest up.. maybe all of us hungry lah.. eat le shld be ok.. true enough.. xueting seems tired n she slept at e foodcourt.. after tt she wanted to go home so i acc her to mrt.. after tt yishi, minhao, linus, germaine joined us.. elaine's fren came too! jing yan was e game master n rest were separated into 2 groups.. my group got germaine, ziyang, jing xiong.. group name is SUPER SL! haha.. e other group got elaine, yishi, linus, minhao.. group name i 4got liaoz.. we got to perform a cheer.. its like competition coz got points earned in every game etc.. we played total 6 games! all very fun sia.. really brighten everyone's day.. everyone enjoy!! laughter n jokes everywhere!! i love e team spirit!

we really got to run around.. like BMT.. every1 sweating n panting haha.. e best game is e water bomb thing!! my group keep winning like tt!! haha so funny lo.. e other group got to stand still n we throw e bombs onto them! but of coz we did get thrown too hee.. got one time we sabo jing yan.. he din knw.. both groups aim him! ziyang really go run after him! all of us laugh like dunno wad.. finally end of e game gt prize presentation! we cheered for jing yan, jing xiong n everyone of us!! e team spirit really there.. i love it!! i feel jing yan really did a gd job.. every1 had fun! though starting he bit discouraged coz nt many pp going.. but turns out well.. i understand his feeling.. tt's i wanna go to support him! mh went to bath.. rest us sat together talk crap n took pic.. den we played games again hee.. finally mh came back.. we go chiong for e bus.. coz its turning to e bus stop.. if miss got to wait another 15mins! we managed to hop onto e bus! den we went makan.. we busy taking pic, forgetting bout ordering food hee.. but we had fun lah.. den we eat eat talk talk.. gd fellowship! after tt we gg hm le.. i was e 1st to alight coz tamp.. aiyo den walk hm alone again!! i bit xi guan alone le haha..

E409 rox! i tink nv a moment we're quiet.. haha.. got my cousin around aiyo.. haha.. but i'm v happy tt he's on fire for God.. but there's still alot things for him to learn.. hope to see him growing together with me! den gt other pp who likes to talk alot haha.. wah.. headache hehe.. but i like.. tt time talking to elaine.. we were saying this cg very special haha.. coz got diff kind of pp one.. its our 1st time facing this.. fun is fun.. but we mus help them grow!! we got to stand in e gap for carrie also!! really pray tt they'll become more mature in Christ! =)

alot things happening in my life.. but i'll not 4get e friends i have de lah.. like cy, wei lin, , jamie,qy, kehui, joy, jen, clara, des, ronald, jas, jollie, jing, christine, kwan yu, cindy lim, tee yong, dj , ping, bren, june, vonne etc etc.. will really make time for them! i love my friends n family members! :)

i'm in crossroad again.. tinking to leave usher coz i knw tt usher is really nt for me.. i cannot see myself there de leh.. cannot focus while in usher.. my mind is always filled with cg stuff.. carrie gave me few suggestions.. i feel gd bout it.. i've informed my usher ic bout it.. see how things go.. maybe i'll really focus fully on CG ministry.. or maybe to try out choir at e same time.. really need directions fr God!!

haha yeah me n jian an were prayed by yilun le! Praise God! actually feel quite blessed lah.. tt yilun approved of us n tt she prayed for us personally! she nv share much due to time constraint.. but carrie will help her to talk to both us.. i feel gd after e prayer! its a journey for me n him together! e feeling is diff sia when talking to e guy u're attached to n when talking to other guy friends.. he told me its really nt easy to be christian couple.. ya lo its true.. coz e guy always gt to rise up! n tt we gt to be a living testimony! he said tt he hope we can go thru it together.. yup i hope so too! we can do it one! i've told my dad bout him.. he very cool leh.. he jus said as long as jian an is good to me den ok lo haha.. my bro knw le too.. soon mum will knw.. haha.. nw almost e whole world knw bout it le.. my cg pp lah aiyo keep teasing us.. i believe he'll try his best to grow de.. i dun wan to pressure him.. let God do e work in him! In me too! i hope this relationship will really bring us into a higher level!! =)

2006-06-22T07:59:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling bored.. yesterday told cy tt i shld update my blog.. coz our lives are so happening!! wahaha.. so i tink jus update nw.. i'm better in words.. i'll jus write it down whichever i shld.. it can be a really long entries.. hee.. there goes my 2week break.. haha.. ok lah.. relax n enjoy quite abit le.. next week will start 2nd term of e sem.. projects deadline awaiting.. so these days meet up with my project pp n started out things le.. so far got DDCT debate, prescribtion of drug, BPT report, CSAS interview, editing test.. sounds alot eh? but its manageable! stress level is not even 20%! ever since start of sem, have been on holiday mood.. even till nw.. haha.. like slack sia.. but e exams are no joke lah haha.. i hope can get A for BPT!

so wad did i do for e 2week break? starting got Emerge conference which is a tremendous time for many of e youths in church! i really pray e youths will not let this spirit of excitment away.. hold on to ur dreams n visions! i'm trying hard to too! =) let's jia you together! really believe tt age doesn't limit a person! it all deals with e attitude of mind! if u tink u will fail, u will fail..! haha back to my holi.. rest of days have been gg out ba.. yeah.. n i went JB with qian yu, jian an, minhao, juet! i was excited.. e idea of gg to a foreign land ourselves jus excites me hee.. took an express bus fr bugis to custom.. so we gt to scan our passport.. i die die also dun let mh, ja see my passport photo! qy see liao laugh like dunno wad!.. hers also lo haha.. so funny..haha

in midst of crossing e causeway.. e scenery outside is beautiful! slowly our hp dun have reception le.. den we got to alight to stamp our passport.. den jian an passed me a nike shirt which i like.. man.. i was stunned.. unexpected! yeah so we've at JB le.. walked bit.. changed money n find our way to city square.. quite a big shopping centre! we pei mh eat.. den we decided watch a movie "Almost Love"! it was very funny.. by e time it was already 5plus.. so we got to hurry to shop!! walked around.. i saw alot things i raelly like.. very style.. but some prices still same as in s'pore de..but some really cheap! bought a bag, slipper, shirt for bro.. stil got alot places haven shop de.. coz no time! by e time, already 8plus!! we quickly made our way to holiday plaza n buy tibits! i bought alot sia.. den only RM 29.. haha.. i really da bao xiao bao.. others also.. we were very hungry.. made our way to e taman hawker eat seafood! jian an said very disappointing.. haha i like e kang kong.. ok lah.. we travel via cab.. wah very small lo.. we got 5pp.. got to split into 2cabs.. den ah always very hard to find one another at e destination de.. haha exciting ah.. we split bubble+chewing gums into our pockets.. nth happen :)by e time we reach s'pore aleady 11plus.. me, qian took last bus fr woodland.. i reach hm at 1am! tired! haha but i'm quite happy.. new experience for me..

love excitment! love to try new things! wanna learn roller blading! last time i fell back n front.. very painful. got bit phobia.. but i wanna overcome.. cannot always scare! i knw i can do it one! so i wanna master it! orh i wanna train badminton also..! so long nv play tink bit rusty le.. tink minhao a good player! yeah challenging! wanna play with him.. i'm still jogging n swimming every week.. wanna keep myself fit n healthy.. wan tan myself.. i like my skin colour nw hee.. very happy tt i've improved my stamina le..! keep it up Seow Li! i really prefer outdoor stuff rather than keep gg shopping sia.. to me, to shop mus have e mood one..! Not too often can liaoz =)

i've jus bought myself a new acoustic guitar! i've waited so long le.. finally can have one myself.. no need keep borrowing fr pp.. i've got own one le! its mine! zion D21! i love e sound.. love e design.. love e flow it gives me.. but still need to season it! thanks to e owner.. initally is $460.. he selling me at $410.. actually quite cheap le.. coz its quite a good guitar.. can plug-in also.. e sound is really nice! nw i dun feel e pinch though quite large money.. i believe its a gd investment! i really need it to play n lead in cg meeting n to teach pp! =)

haha n oh ya.. most imptly.. i'm attached to him.. we'll try to grow together spiritually.. hee.. carrie will announce on sat.. gg to get prayed for on sun.. wah really long story coz really drag until real long.. i also lazy type sia.. he feels tt maybe its jus a crush for me.. n maybe mine is jus a crush for him.. haha but actually if its a crush also crush quite long lehz.. he wanted to knw how i feel so i let him knw.. n tt's it.. wad yilun said is right lah.. we can nv be sure until we jus try.. we're together ever since mon.. n nw i also knw how he feels le.. we did inform yilun, carrie tt we'll be together.. quite number pp also knw le.. some guess also can guess correct.. smart lehz.. yup i will inform my parents about it.. hee.. i wan my family to knw him.. n i hope tt its gg to be a blessed one! =)

2006-06-12T19:05:00.000-07:00

think its time to blog! revive this poor little blog of mine.. busy these days n also lazy to update lah.. in e past update almost everyday so faithfully.. haha.. things change.. jus reached home not long.. 12plus.. quite sleepy.. took cab back with victor.. i seldom would wan take cab home one.. n this time is i initiated de.. hoping a car to jus send me back my house! e idea of walking back to city hall mrt fr esplanade there dreads me.. its a long long way back.. n after tt still got to take bus hm.. sleepy.. really sleepy le.. i slept very well during e journey back hm.. jus feel like sleeping n hoping e cab jus keep going on.. it was a sound sleep! so e cab stopped at my house.. vic alighted also.. wah den he walking hm.. really paiseh.. quite late oso le.. long day for him too..

i went to watch "The Omen" with jing yan, yishi and xiao yu.. we waited for very long b4 e show started! all commericals! always got cheated tt e show is gg to start! haha.. we sitting quite far back so e screen seemed small to us.. but ok lah coz its a horror movie.. screen no need too big haha.. i quite dan xiao when watch this kind movie.. i will jump n scream one.. alot times e pp around me not scared one.. but coz of my scream they also xia dao! haha.. yishi, jing yan also scare one lo.. haha.. got some parts i really xia dao.. but only scream once.. other parts nv coz i covered my ears n eyes! to prepare myself for e worst haha..! e movie actually not bad.. we dun like e ending.. haha.. but ok lah.. we discussed alot n very enthu on e way out.. den we makan at yoshinoya.. e beef very nice! yum! as usual, i ate e slowest! even yishi also laughed at me! aiyo! coz she said she already eat very slow. me even worse.. haha.. i dun like to eat fast one lehz.. like to man man xiang shou e food! enjoy~!

so we crap talk alot lo.. haha so funny.. buay tahan them.. jing yan is my cousin.. being with him rite.. u will like be distracted fr ur xin shi one.. coz he's a very outgoing n crappy guy.. always got things to laugh at one.. nv a moment sian.. like being with him.. of coz i'm glad he's in church nw.. on fire for God.. so proud of him tt he actually came early to expo to queue up.. always one of e earliest! really wanna see him grow n mature n become a stable, spiritual man of God! den to help reach out to more my family members! my mum, dad, bro!

back to yoshinoya.. we meet up with minhao, germaine.. they gg for BS.. i supposedly gg meet ziyang for guitar.. but mis-com.. in e end i went to sit in for their BS! haha.. quite fun sia.. den we went back marina square again coz some wan to eat.. i talking over hp tt time.. bout some impt issues.. i really like being at marina square :) n e esplanade walk nearby.. we went there n shui hai feng.. very fresh.. e sea breeze n smell.. very relaxing.. i love it! so talk talk there.. some went hm.. we talk talk there.. soon lynn, weiting came along.. den i started getting sleepy le.. haha.. too comfortable over there le.. hee..

yeah my term tests are over~! so happy.. i find my BPT paper n DDCT paper quite easy.. really thank God for BPT.. last min morning den i understand e calculations.. i dunno wad is it all bout e night b4.. i knw how to apply in my paper! so happy! tink tt paper can score! so i shall enjoy my 2 weeks break! to train in my running n swimming! n to grow more in God n to help out more in CG!

oh ya emerge finish le! mus hold on to e spirit! i got 4th in my 400m race.. felt quite satisfied.. at least my efforts of training is not wasted! initially can get 3rd de.. but i really no energy le.. legs very wobbily.. next day i got ache fr leg all e way till stomach.. can see i really chiong n run for e race tt day.. haha.. i'm glad i went! next yr i wan participate again! i wan join POS, preaching, more sports events and maybe talentime? haha

ok lah really getting sleepy le.. go slp le.. tml gg jogging n swimming.. n also programmes here n there...! yeah! bye!

2006-05-22T08:43:00.000-07:00

wad a long long time since i've ever blogged!! haha of coz alot things n events came by.. its hard to write everything down.. i can say its happening.. so far my cg has been with dewen's cg for nearly 6mths! together with E307, our attendance is about 30.. its very big.. i like.. but sometimes very hard to talk to every1 of them.. i really love my cg pp.. sometimes even feel bad tt nv talk to this n tt.. now really got develop friendships with them.. got e bonding.. haha.. but ya multiply is good.. already knew which cg i'm in.. n also know quite number of pp de.. this sat will be revealed le! we'll be having pot luck after cg.. n shi zi lu kou after svc!

my mum bought me a necklace.. $99! stunned lo.. she nv buy such ex thing for me b4.. quite small n thin.. but ya.. xin yi jiu gou le..

i love mi lu bing n BRODS...

i wanna buy guitar, do manicure, pierce earholes.....!

yup have still been in close contact with him.. everyday.. have been gg out weekly.. seriously really dunno how.. haha.. really need him to love God more also.. very impt.. still confused.. I need to get revelation~!

2006-04-25T22:00:00.000-07:00

its e 3rd day of schooling ever since sch reopen.. Yr 3 le.. time files.. seriously i like my thu n fri.. thu 12pm n fri 3pm off le!! so happy.. mon to wed till 6pm.. but ok lah..its not e first time also.. e worst is tue ba.. so many breaks in between.. haha.. first wk in AS always no tut n lab de.. so this wk slack lo.. thu 11am off n fri no nd go sch!! next mon public holi.. wah long weekend sia!!

haiz but e best thing is tt this my APEL is pushed to this fri 12pm.. it will last less than 30mins! wah fancy come sch just for tt... aiyo... actually e timetable haven finalised de.. tml den is..my class de TE (Tissue Engineering) tut is missing.. scare anyhow put on thu or fri afternoon!!

haha yeah tml n fri alot activities!! teach pp guitar, chemistry, kayak etc..!! more coming up~ feel like trying out e initital D arcade haha.. seen my cousin playing.. like very fun..hee..mon holi!! so happy~

hmm actually was thinking bout my studies.. kinda lost interest.. dun feel like studying.. alot of my classmates or course mates too.. even those smart ones.. even those who initially had such strong passion for vet sci! they dunno why they are studying these.. even for me also.. we are studying jus for sake to pass e course.. many of them regretted..i dun dare to think.. if wan regret, i shld have stayed in JC! they're more inclined in business or design.. for me.. i really sian.. dun look forward to lesson 1.. feel like pom de.. but i din lah.. part of reason is my classmates ba.. haha i cannot really click with them.. have been praying bout it.. coz their thinking n their lives are v diff fr mine..dun feel easy when with them! i dun really spend time with them coz i got my own commitment.. yup i understand tt they dun understand.. i jus feel like using my time do other meaningful things.. really.. more purposeful.. maybe its bit selfish.. but den they would keep going out.. will spend alot money.. on e other hand i got to save.. they're better off than me.. so they can afford to spend but i cannot.. tt's y i dun really like to stay with them.. but have been really praying hard bout it.. sometimes really at a loss.. God~ speak to me~

i really pray tt i would not be easily distracted by some heart issue.. long long time nv like this le.. really.. n this time is quite diff.. nv really go think bout it.. but sometimes when ur heart moves, u din even know! maybe u have nv even predicted it! den slowly u'll get to knw more bout ur heart.. i did share with my leader.. wan to be accountable.. she did share with me things.. i haven really knw e ans.. really wanna knw.. i've gt e feeling tt e ans will delight me.. but i'm not confirmed.. n i dunno if its really fr God.. still have been praying bout it.. i dun wan to do thing my own way.. it'll bring to destruction de.. haha so my leader asked me to wait patiently first n must really pray hard bout it.. yes i'm really waiting.. haha.. at times e feeling can be sweet, at times can be really xin ku.. but i jus pray lo tt i'll not be easily distracted.. will still serve God to my best while waiting.. if it's really nt fr God, i shall have to let go!! Not my will be done but urs..

haha ya this is my xin sheng.. ok lah update soon~!

2006-04-10T18:49:00.000-07:00

very free now..i'm left with 2 more weeks b4 sch reopen..after working for 1 month n 1 week..finally time to rest le..e feeling is so shiok tt when u wake up, u dun have to bother bout rushing for work etc..but ever since working..haven been really jogging le..so now got to restart training le..! yesterday went swimming with wei lin! our swimming complex open le! so happy..actually din really change much.. just tt its more upgraded..i like e surrounding! we soaked in e water for more than 2hrs..my skin wan rot le.. i'm getting tanner..which i like.. but i tend to return to white if nv expose to sun.. i love sun! today going with jen they all de.. but hai i cannot go....

very happy tt this morning an auntie who knows my mum said tt my qi se is very gd.. we first see each other..i'm glad i looked healthy! hee.. so must exercise more to maintain!

yesterday was my father's birthday! happy birthday! my mum n dad were surprised tt i remembered.. of coz i remember.. past few yrs i really forgot..i felt quite guilty n sad tt i forgot..i wan make them happy.. to show them tt all e cares tt they had showered over me since young is not wasted! i love my family more n more le.. really thank God for tt..its quite a miracle coz last time always on bad terms with them de.. esp with bro.. now he would share with me things.. its really nice when u can sit down with ur parents n share things with them.. i wan to be a support for them when they meeting any problem.. next time i wanna them to live a good life! my dad also xin ku lah.. have been working so hard for this family.. my mum also.. every early morning wake up wash our clothes n tend e house.. i'm glad my bro also notice all these.. i was so afraid last time tt he would mix wrong company n turn bad..but he din..he's considered quite sensible in his group of friends le.. so really thank God! i'm getting closer to some my cousins too.. i feel so blessed!

i love my cg.. i love my members.. i love my leaders.. i love my friends..

its great to be in E402.. i learn things.. i'm glad E307 is combining with us for time being.. they will be blessed! now wei lin under jasmine.. i'm sure she'll learn alot too! her cg members also very cute.. oh ya.. last week cg meeting.. its e first time i play guitar for e whole meeting! praise God~ after e fall n i took a break.. slowly play for makeup cg.. den praise for own cg.. n now whole thing! without God, i am nth! =) still got to improve e flow.. but i believe i can do it thru e anointing! n i began to start doing follow-up again le.. after so long long time.. so got to build up stronger myself le!

willingness and obedience is totally 2 diff thing.. u can be obedience but not willingly.. its not good.. being willing is an attitude which we have to learn.. when we serve, its really to serve God n not men! God promotes e faithful! have a good attitude of willingness!! =)

i just wanna put all my emotions onto e altar!... i wan to be focus..n not to be distracted!

2006-02-23T23:44:00.000-08:00

whoa~~ exams over!!

after 2 weeks of mugging in books n lecture notes.. i had term tests on study week.. actually its not a bad thing after all... if not study during study week still need to study n recap again during exam week.. at least i dun tink i'm very stressed this time around compared to previous semesters.. my exams are quite spaced apart.. haha.. its another semester that had passed.. holiday again.. so i'm going to look for jobs again.. haha maybe got HP company thingy... if die die dun have.. maybe i'll go back to e factory.. haha.. i got friends there anyway..

after this holiday.. i'll be Yr 3.. senior of TP.. senior of Biotechnology.. Oh my goodness.. haha.. isn't it fast? jamie graduating soon too! soon it'll be my turn!! Where do i wanna go after graduation? it has been my dream to be able to study University overboard.. if can i will go! it'll be another eye-opener for me.. den soon i'll step into adulthood and into working life.. i looking forward to have my career established! but i dunno if working in lab not. i like exploring new things.. new science thing.. i dun mind working in a lab.. i tink its quite exciting when u have sth to research on.. if can, i wan to find a cure for AIDS, cancers.. tt's y i'm in biotechnology!! haha but e thing is its not easy.. u can nv study finish science.. there's so much things.. there's already alot to say just about one atom..

interest plays a very big role in wad we do.. u will do better when u have e interest..

haha thank God tt i've made some close friends in my poly life.. they play a big role in my AS life.. really have been taking care of me.. really appreciate! makes me really understand love n giving really comes together.. it makes me more treasure them and e pp around me.. u need not have many friends.. having just few close ones is just enough.. when there's good things, they would nv leave u out.. when there's bad things, they nv fail to keep u acc.. ups-n-downs u'll find them by ur side..

after being in church for 3yrs.. i've came to realize alot things and also made quite number of good friends.. i understand myself better now.. i'm not perfect but as long as i love myself.. who can ever despise me? as long as u're willing to learn for e better.. no one can despise u! life is all about learning.. u can be have learnt everything! my attitute towards friends, family etc have become better.. i've learnt patience.. but not really very patient yet! give me some more time.. i've to put down my pride.. yes.. its not just bout myself, me, me , me.. yup.. i'm still trying =)

i wanna be more initiative esp in cg..now i'm back n more firm..i shld be there for my leaders more..its not coincident tt carrie, yilun,dewen are my leaders.. i wanna pick myself up once more.. to be more active.. i've got to have e spirit of enthuasium, hunger! sometimes i still submit to my flesh.. got to have more disciplined!

my legs are getting better i guess... i've started jogging again...

i wanna go swimming!! e complex near my house is opening on March!!

haha... stop here... going out soon..

2006-01-29T07:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~~!!

i was out for more than 12hrs fr home.. went to bai nian at my eldest uncle's house! we din go as early as in e past.. ya as usual bai nian.. take hong bao.. gather together.. i'm glad coz its really my desire to fellowship my relatives, cousins.. even to my parents.. i tink i talk more to them now.. i'm e 3rd eldest among e cousins at my father's side.. 1st one is working adult.. 27 or 28 yrs old.. very smart one.. graduated fr NUS.. 2nd one is married! got baby le.. i've become yi ma for e baby! omg.. also called auntie?

both of them always very busy.. seldom mix with us now.. they were super close with me when i was young.. esp e 2nd one.. always stick with her one.. like to hold her hand.. haha.. now everyone has grown up.. esp all my younger cousins.. sec 3 sec 4 etc.. pri 6..etc.. we've played with one another since young also.. got alot memories one.. like rachel, sherman.. rachel already sec 4, sherman sec 1! we often play until very feng.. sherman was real cute when young.. simply love him! now became more mature le haha.. jin yan sec 3, jin hui pri 6.. both joker lah.. very noisy one.. jin yan is quite sensible though very playful.. i can click with him.. jin hui very very naughty one..

jin qiang shld be sec 3 this yr.. actually i like him alot too.. he always stick with me when young.. but did drift away as we grow older.. he was very guai n bit plump then.. but now is xiao shuai ge! very cool look n thin n tall.. though seldom see him, i can still feel there's this closeness with him one.. hai i quite sad tt he nv study le.. tink bit influence fr family n friends tt made him changed.. i'm not sure if he got kicked out or izzit he dun wan to continue.. he's just 15 this yr! i really feel for him.. my bro told me he's working in an office.. n.. he smokes.. really breaks my heart!! where's tt previous little innocent boy.... but his character is still gd lah.. caring..

those closest to me can play pool etc.. i tink we'll meet to play one.. with my bro.. wow.. haha i'm quite excited n happy to gather with them! yeah! haha tml will be going mother's side one.. going wai po's house..

oh ya one of my shu shu bless me extra money.. he secretly gave me.. thank God.. i tink i can fulfil my building fund asap le.. =)

2006-01-28T06:52:00.000-08:00

yeah... CNY is coming.. i'm quite excited actually.. partly is coz of Pastor Kong's sermon bout fellowship with my relatives.. this makes me excited to talk to them~ haha 1st day will be going father's side.. 2nd day going mother's side.. 3rd day see got programme not haha.. if dun have, i'll stay at home revise le.. exams coming in bout 3weeks times.. hee

i simply love crowd esp in chinatown.. i wanna squeeze with them haha.. tt's wad re nao is all bout! have e qi fen.. well i was very excited to go chinatown long time ago.. to shop shop see see.. very interesting.. explore here n there.. isn't it fun? i went with jian an n grace.. jian an very scare of e crowd.. haha.. i tink grace ok one lah.. she shld be xi guan le.. chinatown really got alot stalls.. i was lured by e sausage haha.. seems nice.. long queue also.. but grace said its a permanent stall.. i den tell myself its ok.. can eat next time.. alot things.. we bought e muah chee.. very fun n cheap! i bought e windchime made of seashells.. they dun wan buy.. if not would be 3 for $10.. interesting lah there haha...

den we went to those pub area to look look.. not very extreme lah.. just tt there're some girls outside certain shops.. tink they waiting for a target.. i saw an old man enter lo.. i was so sad.. he looked so decent.. like got wife, children, grandchildren....

haha anyway we went to eat at a hawker.. i reached grace's house at 1.30am.. so fast.. i was still active.. but grace very tired le.. i stayed over at her place.. very funny lah.. we slept at 3plus.. man i really had a nice sleep... haha..

oh ya i wanna have a lao yu sheng with my previous E307 bestie sisters next week!

n lao yu sheng with grace they all...

go KTV... hunt for more guitars... buy more new clothes, shoes, accessories... n of coz to fulfil my building fund.. haha alot things lah.. i tink i wan write them down on my personal book.. if not i will forget.. haha.. so happy..

2006-01-19T08:39:00.000-08:00

its my big day! i've finally had my guitar back! i was so happy! my beloved is back with me.. haha.. i was looking at it when going to bugis.. my heart felt so loved n peace.. its back in my hands again.. i den realise how much i really miss it haha.. i feel like taking it out to play n touch.. but i was on e train so i cannot anyhow.. i'm so contented.. sounds weird to have affection on a guitar.. but it means alot to me.. i bet it means alot to other guitarists too.. haha.. it just feels diff when u're playing ur own guitar.. oh ya it really did collect alot of dust..

oh yeah its my another big day.. terrible.. finally i've went to visit tui na shop at bugis.. i was bit nervous when e uncle started using e wooden thing to massage my sole.. coz i'm quite scare of this kind of pain.. been thru alot times.. i know how pain is e pain.. i signed when knowing i had to go thru it again.. starting i still can ren.. but at times i quite tensed up.. coz going to hit e pain level.. there's this time when he pressed onto e nerve.. i shouted.. he said he pressed quite lightly only.. maybe its really serious.. but he's concerned if it hurts everytime he changed e way he press.. my tears came out.. but still got to continue ren until everything is over.. almost every part has been massaged.. both legs, hands, back, neck, eye area.. but i got feel tt its better.. but now there's still a weird feeling in my left knee,feet,toe.. i tink there'll be blue-black over my arms.. but shld be alright as long as i dun jog for time being.. i'm restrained fr eating fried food n drinking cold drink.. ping sure treat me very strict..

oh man.. i kana sore throat.. must be drink milo put too much milo powder le.. really.. haha.. den i ate chicken cutlet n drank ice-coffee in e afternoon.. activated everything to sore e throat.. next wk CNY.. wan get it healed man.. n i dun wan fall sick! i'm shivering while typing this..

actually its e first day of open house.. alot sec sch pp touring.. so crowded.. to get to IT sch, i had to go up to level 5, walk across to IT side n go down e stairs.. saw my friends at Biotechnology booth there.. i tink Jed did a good job in presenting e talk.. we got a display showing real rat tt had been dissected.. its stomach, intestine etc is showed out fr e body.. den we've got bottles of e rat's organ collected.. suspended in solution.. e sec sch girls were like kinda stunned.. well if interested, tt's under vet science =) ya i would wan share gd things about my course too.. coz tt's my course! anyway its my first choice! so i actually should LOVE my course haha..

there's this joke between me, denise,ping ting in e girl's toilet.. very funny.. but not nice if say here.. there's another one which is at e lab.. we finished our lab n need to wash hands.. so denise was washing her hands at one sink.. suddenly she burst into laughter which startled me.. she pointed to a bottle beside which obviously is hand soap.. but den e words tt's written on e bottle is "Hand Soup".. haha.. it was really hilarious man.. got another bottle also like tt.. maybe its intentionally one..or maybe e person really dunno how to spell "Soap".. haha..

we 3 very childish lo.. were playing pepsi cola outside e lab.. dunno why play also.. i always lose first sia.. haha

2006-01-14T06:50:00.001-08:00

i was talking with yilun yesterday night on e phone.. ya lo haven really talk to her ever since of e combined cg.. b4 tt had a powerful BS with her.. she so on sia.. i was just joking of her coming tamp to eat breakfast with me during weekdays.. she ok lo.. its very early.. at least for her to come down to tamp.. but i'm looking forward ot it.. feel quite comfortable thru e talking on e phone.. haha.. shared alot things.. bout myself n some other pp.. she said she feel so blessed tt i shared so much with her.. coz she's a very good listener.. someone who understands n really share e joy, sorrow as we were sharing.. she commented tt actually i'm quite blessed n asked if i know tt.. well now i know.. ya i'm blessed to be under her too.. she's my cgl now.. yup i'm really blessed.. she just got e joy in her tt's infectious to others.. oh ya she can guide me thru spiritually in guitar too!!!!

i told her bout my leg.. ya i tink i shld just stop jogging first or it gets worsen.. i tink i wanna go tui na n make everything in my leg right.. if not next time old liaoz sure pain.. she told me bout her case.. alamak.. got liquid in her knee.. scary.. e moment i thot of go tui na, i really very scare of e pain sia.. haha been thru so many times, i'd had enough.. e pain is killing! i wanna find e bugis uncle.. dunno e shop still there not..

my cg went to fellowship at dhoby ghaut today.. makan at long john first.. not many pp came but at least some were there haha.. i really wanna get to know more about them.. bei en came too! lynn came with a sec 1 boy.. fr children church.. he received salvation last sun! haha.. his name is jian kai.. starting he super shy.. he dun wan bother me when i talked to him.. dun dare look at me.. haha.. funny lo.. but after warm up he became so talkative..

we went to e mind cafe.. to play board game.. haha so fun lo!! on e way met jasmine's cg.. nv see jeremy.. my cg split into 2 groups to play.. finally jian an came.. so me, jian an, lynn, yiting, elaine, jian kai PLAYED>> MONOPOLY.... haha sounds so un-interesting rite.. coz of e sec 1 jian kai lo.. haha.. carrie, yilun, bei en, linus, dewen playing dunno wad game.. nv see b4.. our group very fun sia.. alot jokes cracked.. its Simpson monopoly.. we played very fast so as to save time.. mine, elaine's rule is always so diff fr jian an's.. haha starting keep arguing how it shld be done.. generation gap sia.. haha.. wadever property we land, we just buy.. keep buying lo haha.. den when pp passby, u'll get money.. hee.. got one time nobody visited mine lo.. den i stomachache.. do business. when i go back, they told me i earned alot haha.. they keep "tio" my land..!! haha.. suddenly i became very rich.. i've been in jail e most no. times! 3! jian kai 2 times.. other din.. at 4pm, some went off coz go svc or ministry..

rest of us den go parklane see guitar! whao not bad lah.. got one shop e uncle very friendly.. keep laughing to wadever we say.. haha.. but e guitar too striking n ex le.. pink colour leh! after tt we headed to PS.. rest of them walked so fast.. me, jian an so behind.. leg pain lah.. meet up with melissa.. haha she's got loads of shopped item! we pei jian an eat.. was thinking to see guitar at city hall.. jian an going with me.. rest of them went home.. thot of meeting with wei lin's, cy's cg pp.. but they've left quite early fr bugis.. so i might as well go city hall le haha..

me, elaine, linus, jian an taking same train.. so funny lo.. e train was here.. but got alot pp queuing to get in.. so we squeezed our way to e back of train to see if can get in.. there's this bit of space.. got quite no. of pp too.. tt time e announcement already saying going to close e door le.. elaine, linus wanted to get in but i was afraid n i strained back.. elaine also held up by me.. den dunno y i tink two of 2 or either of us pushed linus into e train while e door is closing!! e door closed n so linus is inside!! we broke out in laughter very loudly.. haha.. its was so funny.. e pp inside train saw wad happened.. i bet they wan to laugh but just ren.. linus called us back haha.. we said sorry.. den we asked who pushed him in.. jian an commented how would he know whose hand.. funny lo.. we told him to go back first lo.. but he waited for us at city hall.. den we departed.. me, jian an went bras brasah.. den his friend came along.. we went to peninsular there..

dunno why i've nv really like any leh.. e feel isn't there.. very niao.. but i must keep lookout.. i wanna buy one acoustic myself.. i dun wan use other pp's guitar.. i wun have flow.. i wan my classical guitar back.. i miss it.. i bet its inside e bag without season-ing.. cannot lo.. sure become lag.. sure dust everywhere.. i just wan it back.. its my own.. to take good care of it.. but i need to buy an acoustic for myself too.. its a need lah.. got to save up..

2006-01-10T08:20:00.000-08:00

Argh! i kana my old injury again.. maybe coz of e running tt exert too much pressure le.. i've sprained my left wrist, left knee, left ankle before.. all left side.. haha.. so tt's explains also why my left side limbs are weak.. i tink e left knee haven fully recover at all since sec 3.. e person asked me go back to treat but i din coz no money tt time.. haha.. so i just let it heal itself.. but now e weird feeling on e knee is back again.. i walk abit bai kar now.. somehow e bone inside also bit painful.. i shall see if it gets better for next few days.. if not i have to see doc liaoz...... haiz.. scare of those pain sia.. so dreadful! its a nightmare!

2006-01-10T07:27:00.000-08:00

it has been raining and raining.. whole day for past 2 days.. i've just read e newspaper.. it says tt it'll still continue to rain for 2 more days..
seems tt i dun like? well, i love it man.. haha

grace is in Korea now.. hao ming.. haha.. her mum very cute n special.. play maple story, so mad bout pei yong jun (korean actor)! she was a committee member in his fan club before! haha! so crazy bout him! and one thing!... grace really look like her mum! haha.. fei hua lah..

oh ya recently there's alot changes.. my cg combined with bro dewen's cg.. den my cgl is Sis Yilun! A sub-zone leader who's leading more than 1 cg now.. a church staff too.. once in e same class with me in e Intermediate Guitar Class! she's ever so smiling n friendly! i've always like her since e guitar class.. n.. she's my cgl now! she's giving me BS now too! its really an opportunity to learn fr her! yup! n she can train me in guitar spiritually too!

bro dewen is a nice bro.. his cg has got all e girls! he's e only guy! haha.. so plus linus, jian an, fuquan.. total there'll be 4 bro in my new cg.. others all girls! alot fr sec sch also haha.. they're nice, funny, friendly n beautiful pp! quite like them.. haha.. small jeremy has been transferred to Jasmine's cg.. wei lin has been transferred back to Benny's cg.. it might be good to her n might be good to me too.. its time when i need to stand in e gap more.. i shldn't be just keep depending on others.. its all bout initiatives too.. changes is also constant lah.. must learn to adapt quick.. i learn fr Joyce Meyer's msg bout:" Dun do things based on I feel, I feel!" ya.. i wanna throw away all my "I feel, I feel".. and to do e things tt is right though i dun feel its right.. haha sad is sad lah.. but moving on is more impt than "i feel, i feel".. n i've gotta over all e changes n i should now focus on building relationship on my current cg! yeah~

seriously i've been trying to lift all my burdens to God.. Yilun shared tt after we pray, we shld stand up n feel convicted in e possibilities.. Dr. Joyce Meyer also said tt since tt we've prayed for e things, it'll be a total waste of time if we still worry bout it.. i tink i'm still on e right track.. slowly n slowly.. i'm releasing all my burdens to Him.. i'm trying to really lift up everything to Him after e prayer and dun have to worry a single thing..

Dr. Joyce Meyer said tt we follow God! n not follow pp! we dun have to follow wad pp do.. they may do wad we cannot do.. but they might not be able to do wad we can do! all of us are unique in a sense we do things differently.. same thing but different style.. so each one of us is special.. so just Follow God! n not Follow pp! carrie asked me if i'm ready to take up follow-up once again.. i paused.. n i said to give me some time till this sun.. carrie den said she'll wait for me to tell her i'm ready n tt not to drag too long.. i was wondering wad am i afraid of.. just be myself n befriend..

somehow i just feel like pursuing into music thingy.. at e same time maybe able to focus on cg too.. i have e passion in songs, music, rhythm, beats etc.. not forgetting guitar, drum, piano etc.. i love it.. i borrowed a song on song writing fr sch.. i was looking for some guitar books den i came across this song writing book.. i was thinking hey i can try to compose.. haha but its quite hard.. u need feelings to construct lyrics, music..

smile =)

2006-01-05T07:18:00.000-08:00

Applied Microbiology!

Its just an elective.. yet it has so so much work to do! more than those core subjects..

Got back most term test papers.. lucky i passed my Analytical Biochem.. thot cannot make it! its an open book.. u will have e mindset: aiya open book ma.. wad to study?

yup tt was on my mind too.. so frankly i din study.. ended up i dunno how to do.. but i passed?! cannot believe it sia.. cannot lah.. must put in effort in this subject n others too! i wanna shine for Jesus! laziness often lead to destruction.. i dun wan to be a lazy person anymore!! =)

sailing thru e times in TP.. i tink its skiing fr a motorboat.. i'm heading YEAR 3 after this term! OMG!.. SIP, FYP.. imagine tt i'll be working in a lab.. preparing this n tt.. woah.. fun is fun.. but responsibility is heavy.. later "ping piang" here n there....

yeah i'm glad tt i'm on path once again.. it has been a terrible time.. at least i manage to divert myself fr e wrong direction.. i begin to learn n see light.. i shld face e problems instead of running away.. coz someday i'll still meet e same problem.. n history will repeat..

why not might as well face it n solve it now! ya.. i shld.. i know tt i can do it.. since God really did try to avert me fr doing e wrong stuff.. it cannot be so coincident! tt's when i started picking myself up.. i fell but i wan to stand up n climb again.. but i still need some time to overcome.. yup its a process.. Seow Li jia you!

2005-12-29T18:59:00.000-08:00

i've watched Narnia!! i love e movie!! it really shows loyalty, love, hatred, sacrificial, courage, compassion... its a fantansy.. curiosity brought them into this danger of e need to defeat e witch.. i love e little girl.. she's cute.. whenever she scream, i will xia dao one.. The book tells the story of Peter, Susan, Edmund, and Lucy, who are separated from their parents in London during the German air raids of World War II. They are sent to the country for safety and find a magic wardrobe that transports them to the mystical world of Narnia, a once peaceful land of talking beasts, dwarfs and giants. However, Narnia has been frozen by the evil White Witch, and the kids must help the lion Aslan break her spell.

e little girl's name is Lucy.. her innocent attitude makes e story very meaningful.. at least to me.. her kindness, compassion, sincerity touches me.. Edmund fell into e evil's hand coz of his selfishness and greed.. he betrayed his own fellow bro n sis.. e witch tricked him into coming to her.. so tt she can destroy them all n rule over Narnia.. but i tink Edmund always got rebuked by his older bro, Peter.. tt's y he became rebellion..

Starting when lucy met Mr thomson.. i thot he's a bad guy.. coz he acted weird when he brought lucy into his house.. haha but actually he's a good one.. lucy got really upset n worried when she knew tt Thomson was arrested by e witch.. meanwhile Edmund was in e witch's hand also.. so Peter, Lucy, Susan n two samll cute creatures were on journey on find Aslan, the Lion.. on e way.. e witch sent werewolves (very fierce n violent) to chase after them.. there's this fox.. he sacrificed to protect Peter they all by not revealing where they have gone..

they met a man like Santa Claus.. he gave them presents(weapons) so tt they can protect n fight back.. after tt they really met e werewolves.. they've caught up with them.. man.. its was exciting.. e ice was breaking to form water coz e weather is turning fr winter to spring.. they were in danger of falling into water.. yet got to battle with e werewolves.. Peter knew tt e waterfall is going to fall over soon.. so he plunged his mighty sword into e huge area ice he's standing on.. e huge waves sent them away.. Peter holding on to e sword which is stuck into e ice while susan n lucy held on to Peter.. they were brought away fr e scene of danger! e two creatures can swim.. haha.. they eventually managed to make their way to meet Aslan.. he's a charming lion sia.. haha..

Aslan got to sacrifice in e end.. but e witch broke e agreement.. but in e end Aslan revived again! haha.. there's this war between e good n evil.. very breath-taking one.. Peter regained his courage to kill e witch when he saw tt Edmund was stabbed by her.. i was like:" Go Peter! GO!"

of coz Peter, Aslan they all won! e process of it is not easy.. so e Peter, Edmund, Susan, Lucy became rulers of Narnia.. they grew up to man n woman! one day while riding horse.. they found this lamp-post again.. so Lucy nv changes.. always so curious.. she went to find e wardrode.. rest of them followed her.. they ended up out of e wardrode again.. n they were children as it were in e past.. they got back into their real world.. haha.. time just seemed to stop for them though they have lives for many years in Narnia..

i wonder if they're able to get thru e wardrode to be Kings over Narnia not.. haha

wad a waste if they can't... e place is truly beautiful...

2005-12-29T18:12:00.000-08:00

was bit too slack in my blog liaoz... spiderwebs all around.. but its laziness.. wad can i do.. haha.. oh well quite alot things happened for past few days; ever since i last blog.. oh ya after after is Christmas~ actually i dunno if i really did enjoy myself.. went for svc on sat n met up with sec friends.. kwan, jing, chris, mx, kwan's bf.. we got around in a car.. oh how i wish i have a car n i can drive around with my friends! or at least bring them around.. i love to bike also actually haha.. we went to mount faber to see e christmas tree.. fr far its spectacular! there was a serious traffic jam.. coz its only one lane.. everyone was rushing to see it coz it will light up at 12am sharp on 25 dec.. i managed to see it!

we could see sentosa.. e cable cars were lighted up.. i tink nobody is inside de.. just showing e lights only.. we could look down over e town below.. its splendid! coz mount faber is at uphill.. all of us were very 'urgent'... need go toilet.. den we just went straight in across some 'high ' class area.. haha of coz we got stopped.. but we just went in anyway.. really urgent.. den no toilet.. i tink they got some function there.. high class one.. everyone dressed in gown snd suit.. even e toilet is so high class lol! we spent quite some time in there coz we were taking pic! kw's bf were waiting helplessly outside for us.. haha..

den we headed to other places hang out.. maybe its really fated to stop me fr going in.. so many signs tt makes my mind whirling.. we wanted to watch late night movie.. Narnia.. but dun have 6seats tt's together one.. in e end we go eat tou hua.. i went there b4.. its nice n cheap! tt time quite late le, but it's still so many pp.. we saw Ferrari.. 2 somemore! so shiny! den we headed home.. reached nearly 4am.. i enjoyed myself truly.. not in e activity.. but rather in their company.. coz so long nv see them.. misses them alot..

oh ya 24 dec was Wei Lin's birthday! Happy Belated Birthday! wanna pass her e markers.. i no need them also.. in case e ink fr mug comes out.. its so called permanent ink lah.. but just in case only.. went with grace e day b4 to shop for her present.. haiyo really hard to shop.. coz alot things is like either not suitable or wun like.. saw a bag.. after walking my legs gonna break.. quite nice.. maybe its my taste haha.. i like it very much myself.. but its quite ex at far east.. i know bugis have one.. so next day went bugis.. i found it.. e price was e same as far east.. i bit shocked.. i managed to sa jia away $4.. not bad eh haha.. my first time.. n i cheng gong!

2005-12-22T07:36:00.000-08:00

yeah!! i've finished my term tests!! so happy.. but others still mugging in their books.. haha.. its e first time i ended my papers earlier than them sia.. my easiest paper was Mbio.. others okok lah.. e killer paper is A.Biochem.. i really dunno how to do.. i tink e whole cohore also got problem with e paper.. i was almost late for today's paper haha.. it was raining.. i need to walk super fast with my umbrella.. i seldom bring umbrella around de.. its kind of ma fan to me.. n it was raining cats n dogs.. haha.. my jeans n bag are wet.. lucky ping helped me book a seat haha..

went to pris's christmas gathering.. coz ping ting going if i'm going.. so i tink its an opportunity for her to be exposed to Christianity.. so i just went.. xiao yu went also.. quite surprised for e house.. so big.. n nice.. very Romanish-style.. got piano, drum set... it looks so perfect.. 3-storey somemore.. her cellgroup have only bout 12members.. fr other church.. den rest of e 20plus pp were new friends.. wah.. tt's alot huh.. breakthrough sia.. so happy for them.. e pp there put in alot effort for this event... games, prizes, guitar+songs, play, testimony, telling bout Jesus.. etc.. n of coz buffet.. they really do alot for this Christmas.. i'm quite impressed.. Ping ting needs some time.. she wanna know more bout Jesus b4 she receive.. i tink e gathering was great..

i went to Toy'R'Us... wah feel like buying a toy drum set.. haha.. seems fun.. tink can really drum de.. i wanna buy e mini microscope etc.. it's so cute!! n other toys.. haha.. e children nowadays all so xing fu lo... hmm.. haha was looking around for presents... dunno wad to buy.. feel an urge buying alot of things for myself also.. so tempted haha.. alot christmas shopping..

yeah man finally finished my FT2.. taken e quiz le.. hehe

yesterday me, wei lin, cy surpposed to meet up to pray... den ended up talk n talk n talk.. when juet joins us.. even worse.. talk until very exciting.... but we did pray awhile lah.. very awhile lah... haha

this week christmas weekend... feel like bringing my father.. i've given him e pamplet.. haha.. help me pray tt he would come... jinghua also! haha.. n also many of my unconfirmed friends.. i wanna bring a soul saved b4 e year 2005 ends!!

2005-12-13T06:01:00.000-08:00

those pic... i uploaded, adjusted, changed by myself one.. haha.. i spent bout 2hrs to analyze e template n change e pic.. move e pic here n there... i've got a sense of satisfaction! coz i knew nth bout this computer stuff.. suddenly feel like doing sth which i dunno how to do in a past.. now i agar know how to do e basic things.. not so advanced.. i simply love e 2 photos above.. seems so peace.. e other is taken fr eric's guitar.. its under my care now while mine is with him..

i'll be having my term test next week.. i dun have Amic test.. but meaning my last paper is on thu.. yeah.. Amic really power lo.. just an elective.. but its one of e tedious subjects.. so much things to do.. i wondering if i can enjoy my term break not.. coz i've got to come sch for 1 or 2 days! n alot things to be handed up first wk after e break.. n my PBL supposedly to start next term has started le.. so got to finish HFLA, report n other stuffs during e 'holiday'.. yeah.. "HOLIDAY"... haha.. i'll sure find some time to enjoy man.. this fri i'll end lesson early!! 3pm!! so i'll wan to go out lo.. this week very tedious.. very tiring.. i wan relax bit.. so fri.. i'm looking forward to it.. today rush here n there until i headache.. i seldom got headache one u see.. just for a simple tut MCQ.. e whole class study until like dunno wad.. super hardworking..

tml wed... maybe will end early? yeah.. looking forward to thu, fri...... :)

2005-12-11T01:42:00.000-08:00

its sun.. evening.. normally wun see me online at this hr de.. but now my church has moved to expo! so we had our first sun svc today.. 10am.. i sat with cg coz got new friends.. so just helping out usher in my zone.. my friends last min din come.. at first i was kinda bit disappointed.. but nvm lah there's still next time.. haha.. i was sitting with jiayu's friend.. tink she's quite cute n innocent.. i forgot e name le.. oops.. e svc was good.. i simply love my pastor~! Pastor Kong! his words can send impact to pp de.. he's a gd speaker.. u'll be surprised n will learn alot of things fr him.. i was quite inspired by his word today.. bout our God (Abba).. A father would nv allow his children to be harmed.. how bout our God Almighty who is in heaven always watching us? He loves us just like how a father would love his children.. and His love is eternal n everlasting.. we must be convinced tt we're taken care of! no matter how big a problem may seems.. we must be assured tt our heavenly Father will take good care of us n bring us thru if we're willing to abide in Him! So WE HAVE TO CAST OUT ALL FEARS!! FEAR OF FAILURE, FEAR OF REJECTION.. For our Heavenly Father truly love us!

i was really impacted by his message.. haha

oh ya i did recycling.. with ju n yun.. so happy.. haha.. my Jamie left le.. we helped to clear e hall.. i simply love e feeling.. preparing e hall etc.. den ju lost her paper.. quite impt to her.. i saw James.. poor guy.. he seemed so tired.. msut take a good rest.. take a break.. den i joined my cg at burger king at Changi Airport.. haha.. far to e East.. Grace, Linus, Zi yang can cry.. hehe.. had great time fellowshipping.. played games ha.. xian jun smart lo.. always give those long long sentence.. zi yang chinese also not bad de.. my chinese cannot make it sia.. still need others to help me.. haha.. i tink jamie cannot tahan most of us pronouncing.. haha.. linus laugh until very happy.. vic trying his best.. zi chian very wad lo.. keep laughing at us.. den ownself dun wan to play.. haha..

wad have i been doing? its really true tt promotion comes fr God.. but just tt sometimes i chose to submit myself to my own flesh.. not doing this n tt.. not obeying leaders.. talk back etc.. etc etc... i wanna myself to do it.. its really something i need to overcome.. i cannot being so lazy.. n also not to depend on my own strength.. n also other areas which i need to improve on.. its has been a long struggling deep within.. i'm trying to break it open.. i wanna free myself!! i know tt i can do it... if i'm really willing to sacrifice.. to obey God.. to go thru all sorts all trials.. to mould me.. to humble me.. tt's wad i really need.. or else i wun learn.. yup.. i just dun care how pp would see me.. but pls be careful not to look down on pp.. someone may just look down on u one day..

2005-12-10T10:42:00.000-08:00

i'm blogging from sch.. i've finished my lab.. actually e lab my group can go off early coz no need to subculture our flask.. not bcoz we have e privilege.. but is tt our flask is gone.. haha no cells growing..

wah i'm quite dissatisfied.. Yes look clearly.. i'm unhappy.. my biochem quiz duration is 40mins.. its super short.. though its open book.. its impossible to finish it in just merely 40mins.. just e first Qn would spend us bout 15mins le!! where got time for e rest of 3Qn? practically whole cohore dun have time to finish.. when Dr Lim told us we're left 5mins, all of us were like: huh?.. some even shouted: cannot finish lo.. Dr Lim was kinda shocked.. anyway he's not e setter for e paper.. he was like wanna give us more time.. den he turned to look at Mr Kok (e real setter).. Mr Kok bit attitute lo.. showed no expression on his blank face.. sitting down folding his arms.. his face is totally blank.. no smile, no frown, no nothing.. Dr Lim then went to talk with him.. but Mr Kok insisted no more time shall be given.. so even when e time is up.. nobody initiated to hand up until Dr Lim got to threaten to minus marks if dun hand up now.. e whole LT was filled with complains.. everyone's face was like so black.. i din say anything much.. just tt deep in my heart i'm complaining also..
nvm lah anyway its e whole cohore tt din finish e paper.. how are they going to ans to e higher authority also.. so i'm sure they'll do sth bout it..

oh ya just celebrated my birthday not long ago.. 6 dec.. on tue.. somehow i would feel so special on tt day one.. coz 18yrs ago i had my first cry.. haha.. e unique me was born.. all according to God's plan.. haha.. early in e morning at MCT lab.. ping ting suddenly grabbed my hands n said HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha.. i was kinda shocked.. den almost whole class almost know.. haha.. thanks! lucky tt day my lesson ended early.. den so qiao next day no test! means i can enjoy! haha thank God sia.. i'm glad i'm 18 now! seems like can do alot of things.. stepping into new phase of my life.. anyway pp says i dun look like 18 haha.. dunno y sia.. haha..

jen came to tp n look for me... we talk talk awhile.. felt so good coz long time din really talk to her or see her.. came all e way fr SP.. den she went home sleep n study coz next week she got term test.. den i went to city hall meet grace first.. we shop around suntec.. i was quite upset when she told me she'll be leaving for US on feb.. 1yr 6mths lehz... bit long.. by e time when she's back, i'll be almost 20.. haha.. hmm.. but its good for her lah haha.. good opportunity for her in her career.. den we met joy den go to KR.. shi en was there already haha.. starting we all very blur.. i super blur lo.. dunno who's coming.. very messy.. den blah blah quite long finally can sit down to eat.. shared lucille with jamie, shi en.. din eat really full haha but i like it.. me, jamie, cy, wei lin, grace, jian an, clarence, joy, juet, shi en, zi chian were there.. den took alot pic there.. so nice!!! haha we celebrated there.. my cake is quite cute..

we went to fountain there take pic.. took really alot alot.. i've uploaded le actually.. so fun sia haha.. all my friends.. must take pic.. memories can be captured on photos.. haha.. den we played pool at marina square.. so tyco.. really tyco.. anyhow shoot also can get in.. haha.. fun.. at there got a guy like keep telling us cannot do this cannot do tt haha.. very strict.. cannot take pic or eat etc.. all good things must come to an end.. finally got to go home le.. tml still need go sch de haha.. but cy, carrie, benny bs haven end yet.. so we went off first.. at mrt wei lin gave me a present.. shared by jamie, cy , jian an.. its a so-called: jacket cum blazer.. haha!! i love it very much!! its very nice.. its those i would like at first sight one.. i was surprised tt they gave me this.. when? how they know i would like?

its during e time we went bugis.. wei lin said wanna buy gifts for her choir gift exchange for christmas.. jamie we all were looking at those clothes.. i commented alot on wad's nice n wad's not.. haha.. tt's wad i would normally do lo.. others also.. of coz i wun suspect anything.. no wonder jian an keep telling me to pei him go see clothes.. think tt's when wei lin, jamie bought e present.. i really dunno anything.. really was taken in by them.. nv suspect anything.. bit slow.. when we went upstairs, jian an, jamie said they forgot mine.. their faces were serious.. i though they really forgot sia.. haha but i nv care much also haha..

so back to e actual thing.. cy meeting me at central park.. she's rushing back fr her bs.. i waited for her while eating my cake.. yum.. haha finally she came.. talk talk awhile b4 we went off haha.. i really like e presents bought by carrie, grace, juet, ushers, cg, ping, june they all.. ju brought coffeebean cake for me.. i got say b4 i wanna try.. but i forgot le.. she still remember sia.. gd memory.. haha.. thanks everyone!! thanks again for ur time, greetings n money haha..

this wk is our first week going to expo.. so excited!! n i tink my cg going to have breakthru soon.. tml got 5 friends!!! Praise e Lord!! we're going into a new n next level sia.. even ushers got to stretch even more.. sun 7.30am must report.. haha..

next next wk going to have term tests again.. so fast.. den term break!! not forgetting Christmas!!!!!!!!!!! haha i'm excited!! are u??? =)

oh ya i've uploaded e photos, here is it =):
http://photobucket.com/albums/c99/noodle87/

2005-12-07T08:44:00.000-08:00

trying hard to study now.. time now is 12.44am... got QUIZ tml!! n i just started!! haha...

2005-12-02T08:05:00.000-08:00

have been looking into e com for 4hrs... did my Amic assignment den doing my PBL biochem project after tt.. its almost done.. just tt i forgot how to write biblio.. haha.. i got e notes.. but dunno i stuff until where.. n i'm lazy to find.. today had a long day.. but got alot 1hr break.. coz end early or lec cancelled or wadsoever.. ended lesson at 6pm.. got e MCT lab.. only 1hr.. n we waited quite long to use e inverted microscope to examine our samples.. coz only 2 such microscope.. its expensive.. but managed to do everything bby 6pm..

den went to find some Amic stuff with Ping Ting n denise.. PT is a DHL person.. mai siao siao.. she sot sot person also.. see her like quiet quiet.. but very ji za... SUPER ji za.. she motivated me to study hard also haha.. coz she very gan chiong in studies one.. we went red spot to find notes.. n i actually went to find past yr papers den photocopied for 3 of us.. its e first time i ever spend so much time in red spot section.. n its first time i'm really tt hardworking in poly... haha..

2005-11-29T07:48:00.000-08:00

my blog growing spiderweb liao haha.. so long nv update.. i've just finished typing for my PBL thing.. finished co-teaching.. summary going into completion!! haha.. this week n next week going to have tests n more tests.. time really flies lehz.. so fast nearing half of semester le.. i'm already Yr 2 Sem 2.. going Yr 3... aiyo.. i myself also cannot believe it.. my friends said tt this sem is going to be e toughest n most S-T-R-E-S-S-ful one.. actually i feel tt quite ok lehz.. ya lah compared to last time, this time got more work to do.. but i tink still okok lo.. tink i used to it already.. haha.. wad i'm very sian is tt 4 days got to wear covered shoes.. coz got lab.. can only wear slipper for only 1 day.. den my fri is until 6pm.....

its going to be dec soon.. n my birthday is coming soon!! yeah!! haha.. finally going to be 18yrs old liaoz.. really finally lo.. can do wad below 18yrs cannot do de liaoz.. haha.. esp M18 movie! very gek sim one.. i just hope next tue n wed i dun have test.. so i can go enjoy sia.. hehe

i've watched Harry Potter.. i dun tink its really nice.. starting i was very excited to watch but it doesn't really fantasize me.. i even dozed off at some parts lo!!! i slept during e last part which shld be e most exciting one....... hehe.... den i woke up... suddenly dunno wad's going on in e show.. still need to ask june in midst bout how actually is e fighting... alamak..

oh ya my church moving to expo soon.. next wk.. this wk is last svc in our church building.. must treasure single moment leh... my usher section is going to be split also.. i dunno who's my usher ic yet.. i dun wanna ask around.. this sun will know already.. haha.. of coz will bit she bu de section 11 de.. but remember changes is always constant.. so got to adapt ourselves to changes.. tt's life.. haha yesterday kana 'scolded' by roy.. coz he wanna me call jie ying.. but i din.. so acutally i'm not being responsible also.. if i were him, i would also scold.. but must thanks to him, en yun, sis you mei, other ushers n ic.. n of coz sis Hui Erl!! its all bout learning submission.. its not easy.. but its not impossible..

Cellgroup resuming this week... yeah.. got to spend some time with e members.. i just felt bit unfamiliar.. its going to be at Jeremy's house.. TAMPINES!! haha.. i'm so so so happy lo.. jian an n juet going to be baptized this sun!! hooray!! Praise e LOrd!!

i need to renew my spirit n soul.. somehow bit lose focus.. n offtrack.. i wanna be on track again.. to check my heart.. yes.. i shld.. jia you ba SeoW Li!! NiCoLe!! Having victorious!! to have triumph over my fears!! to bind e Devil in e name of Jesus!!

i read a book tt when we pray, we shld always say it in e name of Jesus.. THis name.. is so powerful but many pp tend to overlook it.. thought tt its just a name.. but must remember tt our prayers can reach God only thru Jesus Christ..

I've watched e exorcism of emily rose.. i was quite disturbed by e manifestation of e demon in emily.. its just horrible.. i had to spoke in tongues in my heart to keep myself bold.. i told myself tt i cannot fear in this area.. i believe there's such cases.. u nv know wad's happening in a small corner of this world.. e movie seems discouraging.. but actually in e end its not so bad.. its still on right track.. yup.. e movie got storyline.. quite gd..

wah i wanna buy guitar.. Fina 3150C.... i like it very much.. its just less than $300.. but i need to pay off bills etc... so still cannot buy yet.. must really pray for it sia.. i waited very very long already... haha..

well think tt's all for this post.. so long-winded.. bye.. go sleep!! =)

2005-11-10T22:47:00.000-08:00

sch reopen le.. first wk only.. got projects liaoz.. Yr 2 Sem 2.. workload indeed different.. haha.. my timetable is packed.. more packed than last time.. though i've completed my CDS.. 3days until 6pm.. starts at 8am or 9am.. in between only 1hr break.. xiong.. but actaully i'm used to it already.. but den e thing tt makes me sian is tt got lab for 4 days.. i've got 5 subjects in total.. only 2 are examinable.. rest is PBL or lab-work based!!

My subjects: Analytical Biochemistry
Haematology
Mammalian Cell Technology
Applied Microbiology
Molecular Biology

hmm.. though hard, i aim to do well this sem!!

i went to my workplace on tue early morning.. my lesson starts late coz no lab, tut for first wk.. woke at 5.30am! buy bit of food for my aunties n other QA friends.. they are always on my mind one lo.. felt so happy just to see some of them!! but din see Xiao Lian and Serene!! but serene still in close contact with me.. everyday msg each other w/o fail.. haha.. somehow click well with her.. its when we quite ok, den i leaving my workplace.. aiyo.. coz sch reopen.. she wanna treat me eat Malay Chicken.. i'm waiting.. yum.. hehe..

watched Sky High.. funny show haha.. not bad..
want to watch Harry Potter and The Exorcism..

suddenly i realized tt i began to know e true me.. deep within me.. but i know God is revealing all these to us so that we can deal with them.. to make ourselves a better person.. all of us have weaknesses.. but its a matter of whether we wan to face it or we allow them to overcome us.. i wan to deal with it.. to overcome it.. i dun wan to rely on my own understanding.. but rather.. i want to lean on God's..

2005-11-02T21:33:00.000-08:00

haha i'm finally blogging le.. past few weeks have been working.. so dun have much time to online.. online is not my priority lah haha.. i left my workplace last fri.. bu zhi bu jue zhong, i've worked in e factory for 1 mth 1 wk 2 days.. first 3days wei lin, cy were working with me de.. after tt i chose to stay though i dun really wish to.. coz dunno pp there.. i'm glad tt i stayed.. coz i made friends with pp there.. n its e first time i'm really bu she de them on my last day.. they have been taking good care of me.. always scare i've got nth to eat.. very fun also.. some looked like 20yrs old but actually are 40plus le.. i got along well with mostly e QA pp.. esp Xiao Lian.. she's a mother of 2.. but really kan bu chu.. looked like little girl.. very pretty.. jenny, hasnita, sharon, kwok chiew etc.. they gave me choco to me.. i finished it in 2 days.. haha..

finally talk to e daughter of an auntie.. both mother n daughter started work on same day as me.. e mum i got talk.. but not e daughter.. look like very quiet one.. finally on e last wk.. talked to her.. tink we quite hit it off? she talk alot rubbish also.. on my last day, i was sent to her line to help out.. to help her.. tt time was quite fun sia.. den when 4.30pm.. i off work le.. i got buy alot food for e pp there.. go around n say byebye to everyone.. i very bu she de.. very.. e xiao lian was very sad.. she patted me n said see me during holidays again.. den now must study hard n take care.. wah i really feel like crying.. but i din.. n yup.. i stepped out of e workplace.. e factory..

oh ya i've been eyeing guitars to buy le.. seen Fina 2003 series.. nice sound.. Zion 21D out of stock yet.. aiyo have have bit breakthru in finances abit haha.. BlessiNGs...!!

2005-10-07T16:17:00.000-07:00

just reached home after sending fuquan off to army.. went all e to Tekong sia.. its my first time going there.. first time seeing pp off also.. haha so i'm an alien to e place.. went with wei lin, fuquan's frenz, his mother n grandma.. quite happy to see him.. long time nv talk to him le.. took e SAF bus to jetty.. very systematic.. had our bags checked etc.. den rode on ferry to Tekong.. e ferry like not moving like tt.. but very fast reach liaoz.. fuquan n those recruits got to report whereas some officers took us around e BMTC sch.. quite modern sia.. i nv expected it.. thought would be very shagged de.. but no lo.. we were first intro e things which would be given to e recruits.. their bags gonna be super heavy.. but tt young chap so many muscle.. can lah..

haha we were led to into an air-con room.. its for their entertainment de.. got tv somemore lo.. aiyo.. come here chalet.. got table tennis table, soccer table, sofa etc....... den many of other pp proceeded to e foodstalls at level 2.. we just stayed at level 1.. talk talk.. e mum very cute.. talked alot bout fuquan.. very funny n cute.. soon all of us were led to auditorium.. got audi somemore.. quite nice.. e recruits were sitting in e middle section together.. saw fuquan le.. watched a video bout army days.. n e officer intro us things here n there.. he made e recruits made 2 promises.. one is tt e first person to call tonight is their parents.. second is tt e first place they go after book out is go back home.. haha veyr funny.. e officer asked if they can be done.. e recruits all shouted "YeS SiR!" together.. suddenly i felt very different bout them.. haha.. they were also taught to sit with two hands clenched place on e lap.. very cool.. den they all stood up n had oath-taking ceremony.. i can see tt all of them really say fr their heart.. e guy beside fuquan quite hiong also.. haha.. after tt all of us sang e National Anthem.. good good..

Army.. its a place where boys become men..

finally we were dismissed so can eat lunch together.. ration like tt.. e food really alot.. got fried chicken, rice, baked beans, bun, corn on cob, fries, mushroom soup, a drink n also a banana.. i cannot finish.. quite nice also.. e 2 guys ate everything.. gan gan jing jing.. haha so its now time for us to go back le.. den fuquan will stay there for 2 weeks.. bye bye here n there.. n he joined e squad while we went ahead.. den suddenly i turned back.. haha.. saw him actually looking at us.. n he waved.. i waved back.. everyone of us turned n waved back too.. haha bit bu she de.. 2 weeks sure seems long but sure very fast de.. den he would be botak.. maybe even tanner..

i can sense e love between e mother n son.. n of coz e grandma n grandson haha.. i felt so good.. haha.. e mum said when he comes back, she'll cook alot n invite us to go his house eat.. haha.. 21th Oct.. :)

2005-10-02T15:02:00.000-07:00

Finally i'm updating my blog le.. haha.. throughout e days.. many events have taken place.. most memorable one would be on 27/9 and 1/10.. cy's birthday lies on 27/9.. in a afternoon i was getting pp to help me fill up surveys.. hock wee n jian an.. i went all e way to centrepoint.. hw did very fast.. but jian an like doing exam like tt.. haha.. very long.. hw got to go work.. den jian an n i went walk walk.. coz i'm meeting cy to makan at 6pm.. jian an coming also.. he wanted to buy present for her.. den wanted me to choose.. we went to heeren etc.. dun catch anything.. time is running out.. we thought of going bugis street.. but sure cannot make it by 6pm at bedok.. so told cy will be late.. i rode on his bike n off we go.. 5mins reach liaoz.. quickly go n find.. saw many belts.. but one really caught my attention.. it was nice.. jian an like it too.. so we bought it! quickly went over to bedok on e bike to find e poor cy.. haha.. finally found her.. juet came too.. me, jian an bought alot food n we shared together.. very nice.. i like e yang rou tang!! very full.. we went over to tm.. 3 of us wanted take neoprint.. jian an anti lo.. so e 3 of us just take lo.. last part very funny.. no more shots liaoz we still posing!! haha!!

after tt we went to e central park.. haha.. drag jian an along.. he lives tiong bahru area..we waited for rest of our good buddy to come.. jamie, joy, wei lin, jen, qian yu, zhi wei n even dao jin! celebrated a mini birthday for cy.. haha she cried.. thot of coming cg multiplication.. everyone of us shared things fr our heart.. it was a touching moment.. we said tt 5 yrs later we shall meet at e stage at central park on e same day.. 27/9.. haha.. see how each other had grown.. funny sia.. well of coz i hope tt cy really enjoyed herself.. i believe my good friend, dj , will come back to church one day..

so 1/10 lai le.. its e day of our cg multiplication.. in e morning some of us helping out for children church event.. i'm under usher.. after tt rush over to daniel's house for cg.. got to practise guitar with benny.. soon cg started.. i had great time worshipping while playing e guitar.. e sermon was simple yet powerful.. i need to learn to be submissive.. after tt was really e time everyone had waited for.. each of us got a card.. inside is written our grouping.. i knew all my cg pp few days ago actually.. we divided ourselves n seated accordingly into e 3 groups.. frankly i just felt weird.. thot of cy, jen, eric, yihuai etc wun be in same cg.. i wanted to cry.. while singing e friendship song.. i cried.. in fact all E307 girls cried.. we hugged one another.. i really can't bear them.. n of coz i hugged benny! she was my guidance n support all this while.. though there's chastening, she's still e one who have helped me grow in Kingdom of God.. w/o her, i wun be here.. den we took alot photos together.. den went makan together.. very wen xin.. den go PS mac.. some of us went walk walk.. very fun.. jian an treated us ice-cream.. i shared with grace.. jamie shared with eric.. den went back mac talked talked.. i dun feel like going home lo.. haha.. but got to lah.. next day need wake up early..

E307

my cg for past nearly 2yrs.. we have come thus far.. it has not been an easy one.. starting even members also falling away.. but they stayed on.. all of us really grew.. fr just a small E307.. it grew to bout 20++ pp.. there's a time when our cg bit stagnant.. always few of us.. but suddenly got breakthru.. we've seen pp come n go.. all e prayer meetings, follow-ups, calls, reaching out, fellowship etc is not wasted.. e friendship, e spiritual growth, e bonding has become stronger.. i still remembered jen, qian yu, ziyang helped organised games at pasir ris park.. haha quite fun.. cg house is changed fr jen's to cy's, to qy's n to daniel's coz combined with N229.. thru out e times when combined.. spiritual attack comes again here n there.. but i'm glad tt most of us hang on! i felt i grew also n learnt alot fr alan, bro nick etc.. slowly i'm used to going daniel's house for cg.. but now got to learn to adapt to changes.. those times are truly memorable..

but fr now on.. i'm no longer in E307 le.. my new cg is in N315.. God has a purpose in placing in tt cg de =) my new leader is carrie.. members got wei lin, jamie, jian an, fuquan, jeremy ee, jia yu, linus, jia hui.. new cg place is at woodland.. got direct bus.. must get out of tamp..

oh ya.. i'm going to E307 to play for worship this coming fri at qy's house.. i'm happy =)

wei CY!! haha tt time i told u i've got alot things to say to u.. but until now i haven say anything.. haha.. yesterday u told me wad i've said after e multiplication of E307 to N248 " if we were separated, this would be e last time we're walking home".. suddenly it struck me tt nobody walking home with me le after cg haha.. maybe after svc still can.. haha.. still must go out together leh.. must take more photos also haha.. must make effort n time..

God is a God of new things.. so there's always changes to our lifestyle.. so got to learn to change our attitude n to adapt =) its part of growing up..

2005-09-16T03:03:00.000-07:00

wanted to blog yesterday.. but e server kinda down.. its actually fri now.. i have been going out for past few days.. mon went to downtown east n east coast park.. its was raining very heavily.. in e end stayed there to eat Mac.. tue played pool.. but i only played for first hr.. i accidentally cut my finger.. e skin is kinda removed.. can see my flesh.. blood oozing out non-stop.. but we dun have plaster.. so i just clean it under tap water.. oh ya zi chian bought a bible! finally.. starting he dun wan to buy.. but we just drag him to see see first.. den maybe fri go with him to buy.. but he bought on e spot.. i bought a bookmark for him to put at e content page.. coz he dun really know how to flip e bible.. he can easily refer to e content page..

den i went to jeremy's house to visit.. e maid very funny lah haha.. explained to me a suria series show.. relationship problem.. haha.. n i got to know tt actually her life as a maid wasn't tt easy.. den my cute jeremy playing gameboy.. he very ke ai leh.. e maid likes to disturb him den very funny.. we went to e parent's room watch tv n talk talk.. he got scv.. so anyhow press e channel.. he told me to de.. haha.. my wound on my finger looks bloody lah.. den e maid gave me lotion to apply n jeremy put e plaster for me.. feels much better haha.. den went for tuition.. after tuition talked alot with e mum.. i was shocked when heard bout e family.. e relationship between her n husband.. but its really coz of e children whom brought hope n laugher for her.. melvern is my tuition kid.. he's quite handsome one haha.. jeavon is e younger bro.. he's super cute.. haha.. e way he speaks very adorable..

i din really watch stairway to heaven.. bit sleepy.. so dozed off.. haha

wed went to east coast KR with qian.. ate cup noodle together while walking there.. delicious! i dunno if wan go back work not.. if weekdays.. e max hr e manager can give is only 15 hrs.. hmm carrie asked me to wait for tuition opportunities.. maybe i shld? den sat at e bench n talked.. e breeze was cooling.. i was looking out into e sea n e clouds.. i love it.. i felt peace in my heart.. we went back tamp.. i pei her go optical shop coz she wana make new pair of contact.. den qian went back home.. i've got bs at ymca.. went with cy, jamie.. after bs i was supposed to go bedok pasar malam with jamie, zhiwei, zi chian.. but no money in ez link card le.. so me, cy went home.. as usual talked n talked together non-stop when walking home..

so thu.. haha went to sentosa with vonna, june, bren.. its june's actual birthday... we meet up earlier to buy cake.. bought chocolate pistachio. chim.. taste quite nice.. haha.. we ate at e hawker at harbourfront.. den got an auntie wanted june to pick 4D for her!! starting we dunno wad she trying to say.. she speaking dialect.. me, bren totally blur.. lucky june, vonne can understand.. i still remember e number.. yes reached siloso beach.. went kayaking!! its fun.. we used single kayak.. more fun.. i like kayak than canoe.. got diff.. learnt than npcc how to paddle, turn, stop.. all can apply liaoz haha.. den i can really go at fast speed.. very very fun.. den arh.. i wanted to kayak until e boundary there.. i saw something on e water fr a dist.. i was alone.. it looks like an animal.. but i thought maybe its a plank.. but i saw tt its head is turning bout.. i thought it was a seal.. looks like it.. so of coz i would paddle towards it.. i wan to find out.. as i got nearer.. i can confirm its not a plank.. its some animal but not seal.. it somehow like knows somebody (me) is approaching it.. it stoned.. so i also nv paddle nearer.. it looks fierce sia.. but i'm not really terrified.. but i got thought of tt maybe it would swim towards n attack me.. but i can use paddle to protect myself.. haha tink too much lah.. if dun touch it, i dun tink it will attack.. it was swimming towards those big rocks.. june came n i asked her to paddle quick with me.. yes e animal reached e rock n it climbed!! june den saw it.. its a four-legged lizard.. quite big sized.. it climbed up to top of rocks n disappeared.. hey.. it was exciting..

den we went swimming in e sea.. e sun was blazing hot.. by e time we got up.. got sunburnt already.. n dunno why i realized got a cut on my neck.. quite swollen.. june, bren looked tired.. we decided to bath first.. walked a long way to bathroom.. den there's this new ride.. chairlift n go-kart.. got this package of 4pp $20.. can take chairlift up n come down in go-kart.. vonne quite scared of height.. e chairlift brought us high up.. i took some scenery pic.. den e go-kart was cool.. very fast also haha.. went back siloso.. played e football table match..i won 3 match haha.. n we played 3 games of pool.. hehe.. we were super hungry by tt time.. got back to singapore.. ate at e foodcourt at harbourfront.. haha.. wah i looked red huh.. quickly, rushed back home to catch shows.. haha.. i dun wan miss channel U 10pm show.. i managed to.. haha.. yup i had fun..

later need to do cards for birthday pp.. i quite excited for it haha... actaully i got alot things to write.. things tt's on my mind n heart haha.. but no time arh.. quite late now.. going sleep liao haha.. update again.. cya!~

2005-09-10T14:14:00.000-07:00

wow.. how long i din blog liaoz.. suddenly i felt so unfamiliar here ha.. but maybe my this post is going to be long long again haha..

ladies n gentlemen.. let me announce something.. MY EXAMS ARE OVER!!!! =)

i'm super duper 'high' when i thought of this.. e joy inside me.. i tink i'm more excited now as compared to e times after last paper of O.. sounds kua zhang.. but its true.. wah this sem exam is really 'killing' me.. stressful.. tiring.. haha.. coz my papers not easy one.. coz sci mah.. den got to memorise n understanding alot alot of things.. if dunno n nv study.. tt's it liaoz.. yesterday had mgen paper.. got 2 essay questions in section B.. one is 20marks.. e other is 15 marks.. when i see it.. i very sian.. haha.. coz my hands very tired.. section A also got 9m, 10m, 13m questions.. den so many thinking questions.. but actually e 2 essay questions are easy.. just throw out everything memorised.. just tt got to write alot.. lucky i can still remember e concept..

we took alot time doing this paper.. unknowingly i was left with <1hr when doing e 20m.. 15m haven do.. alot pp also.. normally alot pp would have finished n left e room.. but this paper no leh.. at times i got to stretch my hands.. numb.. thank God tt my seats are always away fr e aircon.. if not i cannot think well if too cold.. finally i was done with e paper.. haha i was super happy.. coz everything is finally over.. for this paper rite.. i studied till 4am leh.. break record lo.. i've nv studied until so late b4 one.. first time.. O level also nv like tt.. den morning wake at 7plus to study again.. my head felt heavy coz packed with alot things ha.. really studied very hard for this sem exam.. n also.. i was affected by it.. first time so serious..

but actually God is good.. for sending pp to me during those days when i'm feeling weak n tired.. it is really at right time.. since sun.. i was totally hmm.. my mind starts to wander n feel like giving up things.. so mon morning had my fpath.. it was my worst subject all this while.. n e paper was hard.. at least to me.. totally discouraged to study for e later paper.. i need to talk.. i felt like having someone to be by my side.. i called yvonne.. den she need to leave.. so i just stayed to study with my other friends to study.. but i couldn't conc.. i still got sth in me to be released.. den just in time.. cy came.. she asked how was my paper.. i nv say much coz in front of my friends.. she knew sth was wrong.. so we went into another corner.. i din talk much.. i just broke down.. i just felt like revealing e true inside me.. i felt better.. but seriously needed somebody i'm comfortable with to be by my side.. cy stayed over to pei me study for my later paper.. went to design sch coz is quieter.. we prayed b4 we start.. ya i can conc le.. she just read newspaper n bible.. soon my paper is going to start.. cy pei me right until to my exam room.. wo hao gan dong.. haha.. e paper was ok lah..

but at night when i'm alone.. my mind wandered again.. haiyo.. i was seriously tinking to give up everything.. e msg tt i sent to cy was horrible plus terrible.. made her cried.. i cried too.. my heart aches tt time also.. haha drama huh.. but it makes me realized tt how much she really cares.. n so i made a promise tt i will hold on.. n yes i did.. all e while sth is still in me which burdens me.. on tue morning.. benny called me.. very timely.. haha.. she asked bout my paper.. i told her e truth.. starting i was still ok.. but until a point when i broke down again on e phone.. she was shocked.. i told her other things also.. her words lifted me up.. i was battling if go for pm not.. benny dun really wan me go coz scare i canot study finish.. but i just went.. i nv regret it.. i was very much ok again.. e fire.. everything.. i'm prepared to stand up again.. n benny gave me a card.. which touched me.. n also thank God for all other pp for their prayers.. somehow i know tt i'm protected.. n tt there're pp behind my back supporting me.. n here i am again..

i'm back spiritually n physically fit again.. just read a book.. saying tt some problems are processes tt God used working towards a breakthru.. n tt when we're losing hope.. its really e time we need faith-building pp to surround us.. true true.. like my experience.. i can have benny to look up to.. e pp we choose to surround with will affect our life one.. ya.. i'm glad tt i've chosen e path tt is best for me.. tt is.. to walk with God.. we draw closer to God thru experiences.. i was nv tt affected by my studies b4.. but i was tested n hit in this area n leading to other areas too.. really depleting my energy n hope.. i can say tt i really broke down during those days.. n my mind really invaded by e devil.. but i chose to control my mind now.. to stand firm.. having to pray n pray.. now e storm is over.. n i made it.. when get e exam result (but actually i admit i din work hard during normal sch days ha).. no matter how's e result like, i'm nv going to fall easily now.. my foundation has become firmer now!! n also at e same time must work harder in next sem le!!

*Cheers*
so guys.. remember tt when meet a problem.. dun tell urself how big is ur problem.. tell urself how big is ur God to solve e problem =)

2005-08-24T10:03:00.000-07:00

today i've only had 2-3pm tutorial lesson.. normally wed is a long day.. 8-6pm.. all my labs have finished! haha.. n have cleared all my quizzes n lab tests finally.. had my fpath quiz 2 yesterday.. i tink it was do-able.. at least for first time.. i know wad's e ans.. i studied n studied for past few days for tt subject.. need to pass this quiz.. actually e subject is interesting one.. just tt e teacher only give mark word for word.. makes e subject so dry n scary.. had this quiz n biochem lab test on same day.. but i dun feel stressful when studying for these 2 papers.. Praise God.. =) my csas report was handed up!! woOh~ left a report, lab book n sketchbook to be submitted.. but all already half-done.. my storms are over.. but another coming up (examss)... =)

haha yesterday went for PM.. i was quite excited for it.. n excited tt qy, yihuai, derek got come.. i also hoping some others would come too!! =) me, cy, yihuai went to church first.. haha kept laughing in e train sia.. bu zhi bu jue de reach boon lay le.. quite fast.. qy starting not confirmed if she's going coz she felt like vomitting.. den i bit disappointed haha.. i really long to see her for e pm.. so when we reached church.. yihuai told me tt qy is coming!!! i was like:"huh!! really?! wah!! all of us very happy sia.. we queued at B4.. soon derek joined us..we had seats at floor area.. saw joy too!! long time nv see her le!!! miss her.. she told us of a dream.. hmm.. maybe God is revealing some things.. soon carrie, linus, benny, qy came too.. S1,2,3,4,5 was not filled up.. though not many pp, i felt tt everyone is really crying out to God for their own cg, sch revival.. e hunger is there.. we prayed mostly for cg n seriousness of youth members.. e more pp going for pm, e more power will be there.. i felt e power as when e row of us holding hands n praying together for cg revival.. its really good..

after e pm.. pastor announced tt Bro Sy Rogers would be teaching some things till 10.30pm.. all e bro staying n rest staying except me, cy, qy.. coz bit late.. but actually 3 of us felt like staying one.. even benny thought we're going back le.. den at last min.. we changed our mind n stayed haha.. joined with e bro again haha.. qy injured her knee.. her old injury.. can see she's in pain.. but soon ok le.. she said tt very paiseh.. haha no lah.. Bro Sy Rogers talked to us bout generation of fourth turnings.. chim.. din catch some parts.. but nevertheless Bro Sy Rogers can speak well.. at times he would say things which u n i would nv expect.. after e meeting all of us went home except for e leaders.. me, justin, cy, qy took cab home.. very happy coz dun feel like taking train.. hehe

all of us were hungry.. lucky qy got black chocolate.. wow its very nice.. e environment air isn't clean.. coz objects n buildings looked blurish to us.. e driver rode really fast sia.. like in roller coaster.. but hor at a point of time i felt like vomitting.. haha.. qy n i were e last to alight.. e air hor.. got e burning smell.. aiyo.. haha i haven eaten my dinner yet.. got fish head curry.. but all e food were cold n pathetic.. but i lazy heat up.. just eat lo haha.. den i did bit of things.. were writing some things n den in e end dozed off on e study table.......

of coz got wake up n climbed onto bed..

had a deep sleep........... hehe

2005-08-22T00:38:00.000-07:00

haha.. sat cg.. really need to thank Daniel.. helping me to print my report.. must treat him eat.. i reached e house quite early.. haha coz dunno wad to do at home :X
finally e report is finished.. finally.. all of us.. as in my comm skill group had really put in alot effort.. finally can hand in on mon.. i'm happy.. my freehand drawing doing well also le haha.. my teacher said it was good.. just tt need to put in strength in some outlines.. need to amend bits n there.. one of my friend can really draw well.. he drew initial D car.. he can draw human too.. ahh... next time i wan him draw my portrait sia.. so 10 yrs later.. i can know how i look like 10 yrs ago haha!! :X

oh ya back to cg day.. tt day got mis-com between benny they all.. benny thought carrie leading praise.. den cy playing for praise.. carrie thought bro nick leading.. but bro nick can only reach at 5 plus.. so nobody prepared for praise!! haha.. so in e end benny leading.. i also last min play lo haha.. cg started at 4pm.. but alot pp late sia.. no good leh.. where's e urgency coming to meet God? we started playing games which was super fun n funny.. haha.. esp nearing e end.. everybody burst into laughter!! den praise n worship started.. wah during worship rite.. e guitar string broke again lol.. i'm not playing hard leh.. i guess e guitar has been left aside for too long.. den suddenly exert force.. den broke.. it broke at e neck there which is at a weird place.. its e 5th string (fr bottom counting).. den arh.. it kana e rest of e strings.. causing e sound to be muted.. e sound really weird.. i play until very xin ku also haha.. den i stopped playing.. they sang awhile w/o music.. i took out e string.. den continued to play.. Yup.. i tink worship is still good.. though this happened =) worship is to focus on God.. n not on music.. it is only an enhancer of atmosphere..

great msg.. i wanna share my personal testimony to my other outside friends.. n be a living testimony.. i dun to be just friendly only in church.. pp wun know u care until u care for them.. "find a need, meet a need".. i dun wan them to have e idea tt i'm too busy for them.. i wanna be people-oriented!! really lah.. must "find a need, meet a need".. guys.. u all also hor.. "find a need, meet a need"!!!! let's do it together!! =) u nv know wad e person u've reached out to might become.. =)

i'm totally stunned by shi en's own invention of guns using ice-cream sticks!! even e bullets.. it can reload n shoot like real guns.. wah.. bu jian dan.. he spent more than 10 yrs 'yan jiu' out de.. until now tink got 6-8 of his own inventions.. he went for night svc.. heard tt he received salvation wor.. haha.. PTL!! rest of us went hougang mall to eat.. i ate e dessert.. ate real slow.. OoPs i've dropped a "teeth".. haha.. had great time talking n laughing.. hehe.. den took bus 72 home.. we walked past central park n there's this dog training thing going on.. we went inside n sai yang those dogs!! i love e sausage dog haha.. short n long n cute n handsome.. haha.. but he drool alot.. :x my hand kana "dis-infected".. we stayed there for quite awhile.. =)

sun morning.. took mrt to church.. met ronald on e way.. we reported for communion.. helped out things here n there.. den i went to help out busing.. i'm e only gal other than juliana.. haha.. plus tt time raining sia.. very fun.. haha.. i helped shielding pp fr e rain as they were alighting.. my hand was 'suan' fr holding e umbrella.. i was drenched too.. everyone worked really hard.. wet also to get pp dry n safe to enter church buliding.. but very fun n meaningful.. haha.. tommy.. sorry lah haha.. i cannot tell lies.. i must be honest mah.. paiseh cause u to lose face in front of so many pp :X

finally da gong gao cheng.. wah eric is really a very caring bro.. has been always taking care of me.. thanks ar bro.. haha.. i really appreciate it.. my duty isn't finished yet.. got communion.. i'm serving A2.. sia lah.. wine only kin wei.. poor guy.. Bro Tze Hua forgot put another person for him.. coz A2 is big lehz.. den he alone serve wine.. of coz i will help him also lah after passing out wafer bowl.. PTL.. managed to give everyone before Pastor pray.. we sat on steps in e audi.. e word by sy Rogers was power.. it was really heart to heart talking.. haha we were at e KFC coffeeshop as usual.. starting i dun feel like eating.. coz not hungry.. few hrs Bro jeremy bought so many Old Chang Kee food for ushers.. eat like siao.. haha.. but gradually i got really hungry sia.. went back home by taking chinese church bus home.. my eyes were really heavy.. so rested awhile during e journey.. walked home.. got e dog thing in e park again.. but fewer dogs.. haha reached home quite early..
e moment i turned on TV.. channel 8 showing rally.. channel 5, channel U also.. basically almost all.. but e Lee Hsien Loong speaks real funny.. i went out to bind my precious report.. haha.. tml going to hand up to my teacher le!! actually in fact is just few hrs later.. haha.. mon liaoz.. last week le.. oh tue got PM.. guys.. let's go together lah.. step out in faith together.. pray together.. n grow together.. =)

paiseh ar suddenly such long long post again..
is it very boring ar? haha..
if yes, den maybe i'll keep it short :X maybe only lah.. haha

2005-08-15T17:37:00.000-07:00

i am in IT lab now.. Qian doing project with her group now.. she came all e way fr engin to here haha.. coz no available com for her.. victor is teaching cy things.. one sitting on my left.. e other sitting on my right.. Qian doing rehearsal for her project presentation.. cy like having difficulty in her computer thing.. haha jia you ba!!

i've thought tt my this week is really going to be very stressful.. but i felt tt things wasn't as bad as wad i've thought.. haha.. just tt have to put in extra effort for my quizzes.. my project so-so le.. CSAS can hand up soon.. haha.. my drawings only left few more.. i've just had my PCT quiz.. i tink it was good.. i know how to do.. coz i got really study.. serious study ok.. woke up at 3am study till 6am on sat morning.. this morning 5plus.. i need to pass quiz 2 for fpath.. my teacher said its based on understanding n no need to memorise one... no leh.. alot of concept n terminology.. but i believe can make it one lah if i'm willing to put in effort.. cannot always wan to sleep.. haha..

my PCT tut teacher very funny one.. he's bout 25 yrs old.. he's like friend friend to us one.. like to talk rubbish.. he even told us tt he got a malay gf in his uni days.. she joined Miss Universe for Singapore episode b4.. but din win lah.. he even told us tt in his JC days.. while he's writing things down during lecture with one hand.. his other hand is around his gf's waist.. he would also sit like ah beng shaking leg away.. haiyo haha funny lah he.. not bad looking also haha.. my PCT lab teacher got into car accident.. she was feeling ill, driving car heading towards hospital to see doc.. u know wad? she made an illegel U-turn n ...."BaNg!!" she was hospitalised....... sprained her neck.. but okok le.. =)

oh i've had a great cg meeting.. though e number wasn't good.. i felt tt it was good.. wad a pity others cannot come n experience it.. i like e worship.. i felt tt everyone is really into worship.. coming to meet God after a tiring week.. really crying n seeking for His peace, comfort n presence..
e word was powerful too.. somehow makes me think of sth.. n Bro Nick prayed for most pp.. he has spoken e things right for me.. anointed person.. after cg we cooked spag, mushroom soup, potato salad.. nice.. yum.. hehe..

sun.. svc.. din go for support.. so took svc 6 first bus with jeremy, jen, joy, zi chian, justin, tian zhen n her friends.. jeremy blessed me with bus coupon.. haha.. happy leh.. he's taking GS test after svc.. so excited for him.. haha.. jen taking CL test.. so happy for both of them.. going to another level le..i hope jeremy can at least stay over to fellowship with other cg pp.. i served A3.. e filling up of seats was fast.. able to fill every seat b4 last praise song!! great sermon msg.. its bout worship... undistracted focus.. yeah.. i've bought e "cross" cd!! e song "one" is anointed lo.. e worship part.. goosebumps.. presence of Holy Ghost.. i can feel it..

we had a meeting with Benny n Bro Nick.. i've always motivated by words fr Bro Nick.. i've truly learnt alot fr him.. n well.. i just feel like being a support for Benny.. ya.. need to pray for direction =)

2005-08-13T01:52:00.000-07:00

going into wk 13... going into battlefield again liao.. going to fight against every quiz, lab test, assignments, projects etc.. there will be either quzzes or lab tests or things to be handed up everyday next week.. got to chiong my 20 sketches also.. though its graded only as pass or fail, i still wan to draw to my best.. everything is so rushing.. Thank God tt fpath quiz n PCT lab test are postponed to wk 14.. pray for me..

9 August 2006.. national day.. Eric's birthday too.. went to cy's house to watch fireworks.. e field beside her blk was holding celebration for NDP.. very re nao.. i like it haha.. n ice-cream man can be seen within 50m away.. their business were prosperous! haha.. e fireworks are beautiful!! i wasn't disappointed! =)

e next day.. back to sch.. my lab ended exactly at 6pm.. can only make it for 7.45pm BS.. went with cy.. Bro Bobby gave e lesson.. it was good.. n long.. about 2hrs.. 10 processes of faith! suddenly it hit me tt e lesson is very suitable for Dj.. Benny felt it too..

i went for Pastor Peter Chu's conference.. i went alone.. nobody going.. but i felt like going still.. i slept thru out e train journey.. so shuang.. but i tink bit lost xing xiang.. haha.. i managed to sit at floor area sia.. Praise bit mis-com.. e songleader wanted sing verse again.. but e music was going to an end.. nevertheless we still continue to praise n worhship God.. though e songs are in chinese, i felt tt e words are really meaningful! Pastor Peter Chu is an anointed man.. e things he said fr his mouth is really impacting.. he jokes alot n can link fr things to things very well.. last but not least.. he helped to heal e sick etc.. e conference ended at 10.30pm.. u know wad.. tamp bus dunno go where lo.. e bus din come lehz.. we waited until 11.30pm.. in e end i shared cab with other tamp pp.. all i dunno one.. e money can be claimed back de..

fri.. CSAS report finishing =) went for lec fr 2 to 6pm.. fruitful.. suddenly being with ping just makes me feel comfortable lah haha.. long time nv gather together le.. have been busying with own stuffs.. we attended e ASC annual meeting.. quite memorable sia.. new faces for main-comm..

i'm buying "the cross" cd this sun using vouchers =)

I've finished AIMM report and thrombosis mindmap!!
CSAS project dun have much to do le.. yeah..

Love e anime "Love HIna" =)

2005-08-08T17:29:00.000-07:00

oh here am i again haha.. i've got alot to say one.. but suddenly dunno wad to write again haha.. oh ya my careperson went for festival of praise.. with his gf sia.. quite pretty.. he was sitting a block of seats fr me.. he saw me first n come look for me.. haha.. zhen you ben shi.. his clothes was tucked out lo.. so unlike him in sch.. i knew all along he's a christian.. his church in changi area.. i heard tt he's a back-up vocalist..

hey tml is national day.. i nv thought of tt tml no need go sch.. i'm so happy.. my sec sch got funfair today.. feel like going sia.. anyway i've got to study this week le.. next week very xiong.. got 3 practical tests, 4 quizzes, 2 projects due.. must plan hao things.. cannot keep sleeping.. oh ya my tuition kid got chicken pox.. wun be going to give tuition.. so can make use of e time to study hard..

e field near my house going to have NDP celebration tml.. got fireworks.. i feel like going.. its going to be nice n fun!!

2005-08-08T10:08:00.000-07:00

mon le wor.. week 12.. my week 11 was super packed.. was rushing for projects during e weekdays.. my group had our CSAS report consultation session on fri.. we're moving alright.. alot infor is there already.. just tt got to re-arrange e sections.. this week will be our 4th submission before we have to hand up e final one.. so today will be going shu's house to do.. i'm left 2 projects only.. e CSAS n my freehand drawing.. haha got to chiong complete e 20 sketches liao.. both are due in week 13.. n i've got alot quizzes on tt week.. after project got to face exams liao.. fast seh.. my Yr 2 Sem 1 going to end soon le..

n ya.. we had CCN day on fri in sch.. i actually had make-up tut at 2pm!! we ended at 3plus.. we can end early one.. just tt e teacher's pace of speech is very slow leh.. drag until so long.. i had lec at 4pm also lo.. wah sci teachers sometimes bit boring hor.. dun let us enjoy CCN.. haha.. but den i was on my way to engin sch after my tut haha.. meet wei lin, jamie they all to dye hair.. we waited very long to get it done.. till other stalls packed up liao.. i did only a strand of dark purple.. cannot be too obvious.. or alvin poh will....... i nv got to walk around e school to look around.. bit wasted.. haha but nevertheless its ok.. next yr still got chance.. den we were on our way on indoor stadium for FOP.. took cab coz we would be real late if take public transport.. e queue was horrible.. so hot.. worse than suana.. waited quite some time before we can got in.. haha i'm back at indoor!! we managed to book 2 rows.. but derek's group too late le.. in e end we gave up one row.. but ok lah haha.. at least most of us managed to sit together :) soon FOP started!! hillsongs, delirious!! cool~ great praise n worship!! i'm happy :)

after FOP, we waited outside indoor for bro nick, benny.. waited until e place almost no pp except us only haha.. celebrated bro's nick b'day! haha we went geylang to makan.. e food was nice sia.. esp e you tiao.. i regretted din eat mian xian.. some of tamp pp took cab.. rest of us took night rider home.. as usual.. we walked home.. coz no SBS bus le.. as walking across e central park alone.. i was scared.. coz of just now wei lin n cy's reaction beforehand.. when they knew somebody like following us.. i reached home at 2plus am.. wah late sia haha..

sat i had FOP usher duty.. support n external traffic.. after support, me, cy, jamie sat in front of e TV n watched e Cross DVD!! haha watched till almost end... we ate our rice while watching too.. starting only 3 of us were there.. soon other pp also joined us to watch.. haha.. my duty was to stand outside indoor to direct pp etc.. standing under e hot hot sun for 2 hrs.. den walked around till 8plus sia.. e queue was quite long den.. e stadium was full house already.. got to chase e pp off.. at Padang, NDP rehearsal was going on.. they put up fireworks!! i could see!! there were many pp at waterfront.. guess they were those who cannot get in e stadium.. i went home after my duty..

sun morning.. i woke up late.. den got heavy headache n cramps.. tink coz of standing under e hot sun previously.. met kehui, jen, yy, shi en.. took shuttlebus fr kallang together to indoor.. they went to queue.. i got report for usher.. i'm doing east.. my cg sitting at east area too! so can sit with them.. help out fill loopholes in my area there.. somehow i felt zi chian got improve bit spiritually.. i hope he'll be influenced for e better :) tt including zhiwei, hong jia, shi en etc.. wooh~ CHC 16th anniversary!! time flies.. still can remember e 15th anniversary.. me, wei lin, cy performed e POM.. one yr le.. after svc, i got to know some new friends.. like jian an.. fuquan's friend.. tt fuquan hor.. wad did he tell his friend... haha.. we went suntec to makan.. i cannot recogise one of qy's friend, terrence, was fr my sec sch also.. den i went FOP again.. actually bit shi wang tt pp keep pushing to one another.. dun wan den say dun wan lo.. very hard meh.. fuquan going also.. nan de he going lo.. shi en wanna go also.. nan de two of them wan go.. i also go with them.. i tink its selfish if i just say i dun wan go liao coz i wan to have fun with my cg pp at suntec.. i wan to let both of them experience something fruitful fr e FOP.. they nv go before also.. me, shi en, carrie, wei lin took cab there.. wei lin going for choir.. carrie meeting pastor.. so 2 of us go queue up.. hot hot hot.. alot pp.. we sat down to talk talk.. soon an hr passed.. e door was opened.. we sitting west arena sia.. not bad.. fuquan came.. grace too.. fr her TV duty.. 4 of us sat together.. actually i'm glad tt i came!!

last night of FOP started le!! so exciting.. e presence was powerful.. 100x better than first night.. both songleaders fr hillsongs n delirious were anointed sia.. e music also rox.. delirious led e whole stadium into jumping n dancing around.. we held hands with our neighbour n jumped!! fuquan, shi en too.. haha.. e word is bout spiritual victory.. but i catch much tt time.. i know tt e pastor had said: No demon from hell can withstand e name of Jesus Christ.. wow.. after tt we had great praise n worship session again.. many working adults went off first coz 10 plus already.. fuquan, shi en too.. grace was still with me.. continuing jumping :) we ended everything at 11 plus.. went to find wei lin.. both of us were thirsty-mad.. she had footpain also.. coz e shoe really killing haha.. i dun dare to wear also.. we walked to e bus stop to take bus 10.. thank God we din waited for too long.. my legs were very suan.. i'm sleepy too haha.. sitting on e bus.. wah so shuang.. we were talking bout cg new friends.. i'm trying to pinpoint wad's e problem.. if dunno wad is it.. i also dunno how to solve it.. tink must PRAY also.. finally reached tamp.. actually i dun feel like getting down.. haha.. walked home also.. coz no bus le.. tt time i was super hungry too.. Praise e Lord.. reached home quickly go bath liao.. felt so much refreshed n clean haha.. i was soon fast asleep b4 2am..

tt's my week..

i'm happy n enjoyed being washed in God's Presence...

i wan more.. guys.. let's hunger for it more ok? together.. "two are better than one"

now in this coming week.. its another brand new week awaiting for us.. haha.. jia you ba.. let's carry e anointing in our daily life.. to our sch, tuition kid's place, family, circle of friends etc.. in e little little things we do.. we shall love God n love people!! :)

2005-08-02T19:08:00.000-07:00

i'm finally here again.. haha.. i went for steanboat with my cg on sat.. after cg... haha.. e zhen fa huo hai xian at marine bay.. e food super nice..

we had problem finding seats initially.. alot of pp.. there sth going on for NDP near there too.. heard e sound of firework.. but i din get to see any haha.. finally got bigger table.. we combined together.. i sat with mostly N229 pp plus cy.. haha.. they surely know how to enjoy good food sia.. esp bro nick! "zhi yao shi rou.. muahahaha"... plus he had judgement days with e live prawns.. they kept jumping around haha.. ours very peace.. dun have too much smoke.. plus our soup was super duper nice! brew one ok.. haha.. i like e cha siew, zha shao, beef, some chicken meat etc.. their food are fresh sia.. i din ate much.. i started feeling full already.. but still continue to eat.. e chilli prawn qy had cooked was very spicy.. i cannot take it.. jen intro eat those shells thing which i dun dare to eat.. i tried eating not cooked one lo.. i dunno its not cooked.. i thought its supposed to be in tt state haha.. i pui out lah.. i'm scare of e smell.. too smelly.. we left e place at 11plus.. oh ya we saw this "initial D" car.. looked so alike.. haha we kept running around to take its pic.. other pp also took pic.. i took with jing's digital cam.. very clear n nice!! :) almost missed last train :)

sun i had to go church early for usher duty.. i took train there.. spent most of e travelling time calling here n there.. i took bus 179 to church.. i forgot to alight at e bus stop.. i thought its e next bus stop.. i got wonder why so many church pp alighting.. i thought they meeting pp to walk haha.. in e end.. e next thing i knew.. i saw "welcome to Nanyang Technological University"... i was like stunned.... finally looping around e sch... i alighted at e nearest bus stop near church.. NTU is big.. reported for usher n i went around to approach pp for usher recruitment.. asking them if got ministry.. if not, whether to consider joining usher.. den got to take down particulars.. got a guy would have joined one.. but he joined e IT ministry liao.. finally i can sit with cg during svc le.. dunno since when liao.. so happy.. had a deliverance svc which is powerful.. :)

this week having 16th Anniversary svc on sun morning.. Festival of Praise on fri, sat n sun night.. oh ya my projects got to hand in soon.. so this week going to be xiong..biochem, csas, n my drawings etc... plus got to study too.. i went to sharon's house yesterday.. her house got alot chocolate sia.. haha.. we ate n ate.. very nice.. not cheap.. talked bout comic stuffs.. we watched Romeo n Juilet show by leonardo one.. bit sad lah.. but i felt tt they bit stupid leh haha.. e mum got cook dinner for me.. so my stomach is really fed well haha..

i feel like clearing all my debts with e money i have now.. it will be a straining for me.. coz i had prepared it for building fund.. but i wan to make a sacrifice.. not just to comfortly prepare money beforehand den to give just for e sake of completing e amount.. i wan to trust in God tt as i cleared all my debts.. He will give me e ways to raise e money for e building fund.. I trust God..

Prayer n more prayer.. hey guys.. got to pray more sia.. like alot things happening.. be strong in prayer!!

time flies fast... august liao.. haha.. hmm.. actually i'm looking forward to mooncake festival liao leh haha... mooncake...... i still remember those greentea flavoured ones fr Q bread.. haha.. oh ya Singapore's birthday coming!! n yesterday was Jen's n Joy's birthday!! Happy belated Birthday!! :)

2005-07-30T01:57:00.000-07:00

ho ho ho!! wah bout a week nv blog liao.. its time ba.. haha.. was busy.. my online time was reduced alot.. seldom see me online also rite.. haha.. i was supposed to reach sch only at 3 to 5pm.. coz my 2 lab sessions cancelled.. but had to come sch for biochem project.. did till qi qi ba ba le.. i gave jeremy bs on tue and shared with him e word of e cg n svc he had missed.. i tink it was good!! haha.. he was feeling much better also le.. he cut his hair.. really is my cute cute little boy.. oh ya went to watch red candy too.. i was not interested in e show one.. dun intend to go to watch either.. but aiya feel like joining my cg friends.. den go lo haha..

hmm.. e show was nice.. at least got story line.. not like Ju-On.. e red candy show not really tt scary one.. but i cannot help it but to scream.. i knew tt sth is popping out.. but i would auto scream one.. tt wei lin warmed up me first haha.. starting i even closed my eyes lo.. haha.. e show quite touching sia.. i feel like watching the island and e chocolate factory.. i've read e story of chocolate factory b4.. i love it!

i truly love BS given by Pastor Lilian.. she would always say sth tt would strike me one.. really speaks to my heart.. i've finally got back all my term test papers.. SeOw Li!! Hao Hao Nu li!! =) haha.. oh ya i did some drawing on thu for cds.. outdoor drawing.. draw sch building sia.. starting i kept getting stuck.. rub n rub.. draw n draw..finally got abit of e structure.. not easy.. haha.. but Praise God tt its halfway done le wor.. i went for PM with bro nick they all at church office.. its my first time entering so inside.. i like e lounge.. we prayed n worshipped there.. wow.. God's presence is so thick.. yup.. Benny n bro nick spoke to my heart too.. i felt e presence n power just fall upon me.. i like.. :)

fri le.. time flies.................. started lesson only at 12pm.. i was 10mins late according to my hp.. i walked real fast.. my legs ached.. in e end e teacher haven come.. e clock in e room indicated 12.02pm.. diao.. haha.. we had our minutes test.. there was alot things to be written.. by e time i finished, it was almost 2pm.. i din go for fpath lecture.. i stayed in library to study my previous fpath things.. it was fruitful.. e teacher practically read out fr e note one.. ping come n pei me.. she qi guai how come i suddenly study so serious... haha quite touched by her.. she helped me go all e way up to level 7 to find books for me.. i din ask her to.. den we went for mgen lec.. i understood wad's happening.. coz i was listening very attentively.. haha.. den after sch celebrated huat's birthday.. his cake was smashed onto his face.............. hahaha... happy birthday!!

fri night.. dun feel like going out.. haha sometimes it just feels nice to be at home.. meet up with wei lin to pass her books.. n cy to practise guitar at central park..wah my guitar needs to re-string liao lah.. dunno how long nv change.. got to brush up n polish my guitar skills leh.. i wan to learn more.. there's alot more.. haha.. yeah i'm looking forward to tml cg n e steamboat sia..

suddenly e post like very long.. oh ya... e pasar malam is finished liao.......... huh!! my muah ji...... disappear le haha....

2005-07-22T02:26:00.000-07:00

wah.. pray for me sia.. i'm feeling giddy these days.. it is those dun make me feel like doing anything.. at times if make any move, e whole world will revolve around me.. i dun like e feeling.. i had to be careful when i walked down e stairs.. even my classmate asked me why am i looking so restless.. haha.. am i? tink coz of bit sickly lo.. indication of my body needed some rest haha.. i slept fr 8pm to 11.30pm.. after coming back fr sch.. had a good talk with jamie.. let go and let God =)

i'm fully awake.. completed my assignments to be handed up later.. i felt tt i've recovered e rest i needed.. but still bit giddy.. feeling much better le.. haha dun feel like sleeping now liao.. feel like watching Initial D again.. i'm okok with e show only.. but dunno why feel like watching another time.. haha.. ok lah dun feel like writing much.. lazy.. =)

*LoVe JeSuS wItH aLL yOuR heaRt, SouL, MiNd*

2005-07-19T18:33:00.000-07:00

yesterday monday blue.. sch term starts again.. haha.. got to pick up on lec notes n projects again liao.. today had all lectures.. bit lost in biochem.. coz kah meng was talking so fast.. enzyme here n there.. but i like him lah.. he can explains complicated things really.. my aimm lecturer is officially changed to Alvin Poh.. everyone was punctual for e lec.. coz he's very particular bout this.. he's strict.. super strict.. he's going to be my tut teacher too.. i tink he teaches well.. i understand better.. just tt very scary one haha..

i was shivering all over.. in e lec hall.. super cold leh.. my practical labs dunno why put in all those lights.. so bright.. haha.. i would thought its at night liao.. i'm at kehui's house anyway.. waiting for time to pass.. i've just given bs to jeremy.. got bout 2 hrs free b4 my tuition kid comes home.. so i shall use this time to blog.. i've got a report to be handed up tml.. teacher last min say one.. hmm.. so night chiong le wor.. must pray for strength.. i get sleepy easily these days.. do give me calls at night make sure i'm not sleeping away without finishing my report!! haha..

i'm kinda crazy over comics now.. e wei qi.. hong jia lent me e anime.. my friend lent me e comic too.. ping lent me 'open sesame'.. i love it lo haha.. its funny..

i'm reading 'You The Leader' too.. u shld read it!! its marvellous!! "Great leaders lead by revelation"

i feel like going to alot places.. haha explore.. food, places............. who wanna go........ haha call me anytime.... :)

2005-07-18T11:34:00.000-07:00

i'm having lesson now.. =)

2005-07-15T02:29:00.000-07:00

this term break.. just feel like relaxing myself.. of course got to do project lah.. haha but so-so lah.. doing bit by bit.. i'm really relaxing sia.. going out n going out.. haha.. if not sleep, or read comic.. not forgetting quiet time etc..

badminton.. my fav sports.. e feeling of being back in e court is great.. i dunno how to describe it.. but its just feeling so happy to be back in e court competing with ur opponent.. i've even thought of training myself to play n represent s'pore de.. haha but i've not been playing for a long long time.. so eventually my stamina had dropped.. haha.. nvm can train one.. :) i'm kinda really hooked up by comics again.. i've haven been reading for 2yrs le.. so membership due.. din renew.. but my friends lending me alot sia..

i've just went for kbox n fantastic four movie.. e kbox was fun.. just tt very ex.. lucky beiqi came with e card.. e movie was okok lo.. but very funny.. e four of them can only be powerful when they unite.. one helping one another.. to destroy e evil.. this makes me think of the friends around me.. they will support me when i'm falling.. i will support them when they're falling too.. qy's two norway cousins went with us to watch.. we began to really talk only after e show.. haha.. their country n language is very interesting!! i cannot pronounce properly one.. haha they're cute.. ok lah.. update again :)

2005-07-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

cAnnot cannot.. cannot be affected by this.. need to get my track right.. i was shocked when i got to know this.. i'm "excited".. but i dun wan this kind of excitment.. oh pls.. get off fr my inner!!

2005-07-11T23:43:00.000-07:00

i'm here finally.. busy these few days haha.. ended my paper on fri.. mgen.. i dunno wad i'm writing.. but i hope can pass haha.. i was happy tt my tests were over.. i managed to find my way thru fr boon lay mrt walk to church.. with wei lin.. haha but just at e starting i walked e wrong way le.. everything seemed so unfamiliar.. thank God i remembered which way.. i wasn't confident e way also.. i just agar agar one haha.. we walked really slowly sia.. took bout 30mins.. there's this pri sch we've walked past.. e leaves on e wall seems half fake n half real.. one thing is tt.. it was bout 9 plus tt time.. flats all around us.. very eerie..

we were having prayer meeting which starts at 11pm.. by luck, we got e seats at A2 in e middle.. forth row.. very front.. e whole PM was very very very good!! i was physically tired.. but e more i speak in tongues.. e more i'm strengthen in e spirit.. we ended e whole session at 5plus.. i slept thruout e bus journey home.. haha den me, wei lin went to eat breakfast.. tinking maybe dun haf to sleep liao.. coz got to give tuition at 10am.. i reached home at 7plus in e morning.. bath n refreshed.. but feeling sleepy.. i really cannot take it.. went to sleep bout an hr before going for tuition.. den went for cg.. we had shi zi lu kou.. reached home at bout 12plus.. really sleepy sia.. haha..

sun i've got usher support duty.. i served A2.. tink its my first time? a challenge.. yup seats filled up quickly though e flow was slow.. :) my section was not doing gd for e svc.. i dunno why also.. hmm.. i've got to really pray for e exact amount sia.. bit unrealistic leh.. i tink e individual meeting was good.. :) oh yes! me, cy, jamie bought hotdog waffle!! yum~ actually i've got alot things to say.. but hard to type lah haha.. too many things liao.. so bye~ haha

2005-07-07T17:43:00.000-07:00

this com is so lagged.. haha.. yeah i'm left with one more paper.. molecular genetics.. just had my biochemistry paper.. i tink it was good.. i know how to answer.. i enjoyed studying for this subject.. but not during yr 1 sem 1.. i understand how's going on.. its bout e reaction taking place in our body.. we need energy rite.. so we study how our body produce the energy from glucose.. our brain can only use glucose.. tt's y eat something before go for exam haha.. or ur brain cannot work well.. coz lack of glucose! so cannot think well.. u learning sth new today mah? haha..

i tink i'm quite ok with rest of e papers.. except fpath.. wah totally crap one.. cannot lah.. must work harder liao.. i quite like e subjects i'm having now actually.. just tt e difficulty is higher.. oh ya.. exam period.. i think i sleep alot this wk lo.. but got study of coz lah.. i tink i cannot sit n study liao.. must stand up liao.. haha..

do i look like fu po (rich lady)? haha how come stranger always ask me for money one.. i've just met one when i was going out to sch.. i was walking out of e lift n i din notice this woman.. i was walking quite a dist across e carpark n she shouted "excuse ME...!!!" haha.. scary leh.. i turned n looked of coz.. thinking maybe i've dropped sth.. she gestured me to come while taking out a paper.. i thought maybe she's trying to find her way.. so i approached her.. she asked if she can share with me her problem.. i said ya? den she's like trying to find a seat so we could talk.. but tt time i was going for exam.. so i just asked wad is it.. she showed me e paper.. n said tt she'd just out fr prison.. n she's carrying her children around.. n asked if i've got any money to give her.. well.. e truth is tt i din bring any money.. really.. go sch take test only mah.. i also lazy bring.. i said i dun haf any cash.. she kinda like very disappointed.. later when i'm going back.. i'll go see if she's still there..

dunno lehz.. maybe she's telling truth or telling a lie.. but maybe i'll give.. n maybe not.. u may think tt i'm very gullible.. but den i would think tt wad if she's really in need? yes she may be lying.. but its she herself who's not doing herself good.. actually i dun really mind how's she doing to do with e money.. but i just hope tt she wun go around n cheat.. tt's all.. i'll pray for her.. if she's really lying, i would pray tt she'll have a change of heart.. if she's really in need, i would pray for blessing to be upon her.. God is the judge..

yeah i've completed my 2nd 24hrs fasting.. not easy.. i'm glad i've made it.. i have a vision.. tt by e time we are moving to expo as a church.. every member will go as a church.. smiling faces will be all around.. happy.. atmosphere is so filled with fun, joy, faith! even those unbelieved who are working in expo envied us.. they are wondering why on earth that these pp are so happy bout? actually deep inside their heart, they're longing to join us.. they wan to be happy too.. to be leading a purposeful life.. all their life is only bout work n work n more work.. so let's lookout n befriend with e pp there.. to spread our love over e lost souls there :)

yes i'm happy with e way i am now.. e life.. but there's more goals for me to achieve.. i'm happy.. coz i'm saved.. 2yrs plus ago.. my old has passed.. e new has come.. i'm happy.. coz i'm baptised.. having my new man to be raised again.. i'm no longer e previous me living in darkness.. i'm in e light now.. All things are possible with the God we're serving now.. He's e creator of this Heaven and Earth.. who is ever greater than Him? e truth is tt He love us more than we love Him.. wad more can we ask? therefore we shld be happy!! we are happy people!! haha..

2005-07-02T23:25:00.000-07:00

just had my cg meeting.. now feeling really sleepy liao.. had e overnight pm yesterday.. i slept at 7plus in e morning.. but had to wake up at 9am.. coz giving tuition.. Pastor Kong was leading e meeting last night.. he's still fasting.. yet really sacrificing himself.. prayed for alot of things.. svc, arise n build, cg, new building space etc..

gave tuition liao go for cg.. i reached daniel's house early to practise my ministry song.. haven practise at all.. just got e song only.. n also helped to cut e mangoes into smaller cube.. cg started.. i played praise song " One way" with alan.. i tink its was okok lo.. not really as good as wad i hoped for after all.. i felt e entire meeting was okok only also.. i tink e members weren't tt much excited at all.. e ministry song i played until very xin ku again.. my fingers really hurts.. haha..

wah cannot write liao lah.. very sleepy liao.. bye.. haha..

2005-07-01T14:45:00.000-07:00

have been sleeping this week.. need e rest.. next wk term test le.. sure study till very hard.. coz alot things blur blur.. i wan to do well.. i wan to prove to my parents, my cgl n God.. thank God i have grace to teach me AIMM.. i tink i kinda got e basic concept wrong.. haha.. well its going to be my mon paper.. chiong all e way to fri.. my last paper is mgen.. wOoH~ so fast sia..

i felt like putting some things down.. i've got things on my mind.. but i dunno how to start with.. haha.. its not affecting me.. but it's just sth i felt like knocking into sense on somebody.. dun be a 2-faced person.. show me ur real.. u are just destroying urself.. nobody is e greatest enemy except u urself.. how long can u hold? how long u wan to hold.. someday u would blow up.. n u would think tt nobody cares for u.. tt's just ur own mind playing a stupid n childish trick on u.. renew ur mind man.. life is not sth u can control.. i hope u are enlightened.. just get off fr where u were left in misery.. come on lah.. grow up.. if u are ready.. i'm most willing to help.. other pp will be there for u.. trust me..

yes it's harsh.. but tt's really wad i wish to convey lo.. e person might not know i'm actually referring to he/she.. i'm not afraid if e person is going to hate me not.. i dun care.. its really e msg i wan bring to he/she..

ok forget bout tt.. haha.. now happy mood.. going to study soon.. at night i going for pm.. i wanna go.. so now got to study hard first.. haha bye..

2005-06-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

God is good all the time.. and all the time God is good..

sometimes things are more than just a coincidence.. just like fuquan.. i really pray tt i can enter his life.. to help him in his spiritual walk with God.. until now.. i haven really talk much to him.. it is e spirit tt's prompting me to take note about him.. there are alot of things coming up.. it may get tiring.. my capacity is going to be stretched.. at e same time got to handle studies too.. i wan to do well.. to bear a living testimony.. i just wan to depend on my Almighty God.. knowing tt He is my source.. I wan to hold on.. carry on.. walk on.. impacting pp..

YeS! i've made iT! fasted for 24hrs! 6am to 6am.. managed to resist every temptation! in sch, at ymca etc.. it was during e night i felt really really hungry.. i had difficulty sleeping also.. tossing here n there.. 2am.. 3am.. 4am.. keep waking up at every an hr.. so woke at 6am.. i've completed my fasting! haha can start eating liao.. i drank 2 cups of milk.. suddenly it tasted so nice.. plus 2 pieces of bread n some biscuits.. seems alot mah? no rite.. haha.. i felt sense of satisfication to have completed e fasting as a church with other members, leaders, pastors etc.. :)

Breakthrough is awaiting for us!!
God is doing something great in us!!
God is doing something great in us that u and i can ever imagine :)

thu liao.. wah.. really fast sia.. but i'm looking forward to fri! haha.. yeah.. me feeling happy.. yes we shld be happy in our life.. cherish every time u have now.. time wun go back just because u're unhappy.. so SmiLE!! SmiLe Tt u'vE hAD aNoThEr neW DaY tO enjoY!! tO haVe Fun.. StRess is just pArT of a coLoUrfUL liFe.. iT adds flavour.. without it, i tink life would be so boring.. SMiLe at e NEw DAY whIcH iS anOthEr nEw aDventuRe wIth oUr Almighty GoD!! :)

2005-06-25T01:42:00.000-07:00

FrI!! haha actually now already sat le.. haha.. dun care lah.. still like fri mood.. haha.. i'm happy.. i tink partly coz its fri.. going weekend.. yeah.. best part of e week.. yup this wk was indeed busy.. real busy.. no time to eat at other sch canteens.. this morning slept till very shuang.. enough rest le.. my breakfast was heavy sia.. coz also no time to eat when my lesson starts at 12pm.. i started begin to catch up in my june bible reading.. YES! i've finished New Testement for June le.. others got to catch up le.. going end of e month le..

we've had meeting skills practice for CSAS.. while my group was 'acting', a group observed us.. other groups were at e other end of e room practising too.. so funny.. so fake haha.. i just couldn't help myself laughing.. i tried to stop.. i managed to.. just tt still got e smile on my face.. i talked also got those laughing tone.. haha.. so all of us just laughed lo.. free n easy session..

after tt had 4 hrs lec.. seemed very fast.. i slept bit during mgen.. cannot open my eye leh haha.. talked alot with ben ben.. really like sharing things with her de haha.. after lesson celebrated felicia's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!! haha tt tai tai.. getting prettier liao.. AB23 is together again.. her present was necklace. not cheap ok.. wrapped until so big.. alot newspapers..she unwrapped until pek chek haha.. took alot photos.. there's tis time i was supposedly to pok jo's cheek.. but i poked june's mouth.. i cannot see u see.. so i dunno also.. haha.. dunno y she also diam diam.. we laughed until cannot make it haha..

felt like going TM with ping they all.. but i lazy.. so went home to do some drawing.. meet up with jamie they all at 9plus.. i was hungry.. haven eaten lunch n dinner.. so went to bedok to eat. wow e food was nice!! esp satay!! yum.. nearly 12am.. quickly rush for 69 bus.. i ran like mad to catch it.. i scare no more bus haha.. yup i got on it..

i've got to practise guitar first.. n quiet time b4 i sleep.. tml need give tuition first.. before go for cg.. hmmm need to study tml night sia.. term test coming..

oh ya.. i'm proud of my class man.. got 3 fr my class got director's list.. greatest no. of pp lo.. haha..

love fri!! love going out at night!! love to go out at fri night!! :)

2005-06-24T00:31:00.000-07:00

after this post n my quiet time.. i'm really going to have good sleep le..

haha but i just wan update e things happening now haha.. well i've got a new phone.. haha.. bought it on mon with my father.. upgraded my mum's line.. so cost only $68.. before buying i dun really like e phone one.. but coz on budget den no choice.. but after buying.. i quite like e phone.. small, compact, functions not bad too.. it will save my sent msg.. haha.. i love it man.. i like to look at wad i've msg n who i've msg at e end of e day.. haha.. can help me keep track of no. of sms per day.. i've keyed in all my contacts.. still, i hoped my V200 can revive.. haha.. everyday i would just try to switch it on.. but to no avail..

oh ya.. my seedlings going to die liao haha.. got contamination le.. got its not air-tight.. e parafilm came loose.. its exposed.. so got fungi growing in e agar liao.. hai.. haha.. oh ya this whole week have been having my lunch fr mobile canteen.. its really no time to eat at other canteen sia :/

i've got my term test timetable..
mon: AIMM
Tue: Fpath, PCT
Wed: CSAS
Thu: Biochem
fri: MGen
i'm looking forward for e term break again le.. haha.. KBOX!! :)

2005-06-23T23:38:00.000-07:00

*refreshed*

just reached home not long ago.. i was physical tired.. really tired.. haha.. i tink this wk was e busiest one for me.. *stretching myself*.. but i'm still strong lah :) i had to hand up my AIMM report, PCT lab report on wed.. so practically stared into com screen fr evening till night on tue.. yup completed all.. wed was a long day.. lab n tut.. tut n lab.. Praise God tt my Fpath lab ended early.. practically just looking at slides of cells.. so i can make it for 6pm BS at YMCA.. i'm taking foundation truth 2.. e books all changed.. i feel like taking VL again.. coz got diff lesson.. GS book very cute one haha.. e queue for registration was long.. xia si ren.. by e time i got into e room.. going end of worship le.. but nevertheless i enjoyed e whole session.. building strong foundation.. so that e higher we climb, we can still be ever stable..

Bro Bobby shared with us tt:"If u love God, u would love e Word of God".

Word of God refers to our Holy Bible! It would not just be a chore! but rather being always hungry.. being always longing for e WorD n revelation.. :)

benny was there too.. haha.. i went back with jamie, cy.. on e train rite.. suddenly got a smell sia.. so 'thick'.. haha.. talked bout each other's calling.. i tink its not just coincidence tt we would bring up this topic....... well supposedly to study for biochem quiz de.. but i dozed off on e bed sia.. Praise God i woke up at 12am.. really miracle.. den i studied seriously.. coz quite alot to study.. i slept at 3plus.. woke at 7am.. which is today.. 8am is e quiz.. very rushing rite.. den tut suddenly got so many things to do.. even over time for 10mins.. my break is shortened to 45mins.. i've yet to prepare for teaching Apel to class later.. I tink e presentation was good.. me, xiao yu, ping.. i shared with my personal experiences of negative peer pressure.. Thank God tt words just flow.. haha..

went for CDS at 3pm.. before tt i was sleepy.. went to library to rest.. sleep awhile.. i rememebered i was dreaming bout sth (i forgot liao).. quite fun de.. den ping woke me up.. to attend lesson.. hai.. this wk cds lesson was interesting.. interior drawing.. i think its my best drawing haha.. keep drawing.. till 6 plus.. i was super sleepy tt time.. but had to go give tuition.. after tt i become giddy sia.. really needed some rest.. hai hao tml starts lesson at 12pm.. can sleep longer.. need some good sleep haha..

dj gave me few pizza.. i ate all.. coz i was hungry sia.. my first meal today was only during dinner.. so really starving.. but now my stomach very full.. haha

2005-06-20T17:40:00.000-07:00

Chicken pie fr mobile canteen is TASTY~!!

kinda fallen in love with it.. though got e green pea inside..
haha

i had my lesson since 8am.. till 3pm haven eaten anything.. not tt i dun wan.. is tt no time to eat.. my lesson supposedly fr 8 to 5pm w/o break..

8 to 9am PCT lec
9 to 12pm MGEN Lab
12 to 3pm PCT Lab
3 to 5pm PCT lec

my lecturer gave us 15mins break b4 start 3pm lec.. starving.. haha alot plant things today.. did explant etc.. my seedlings grew!! no contamination!! beautiful.. we dealt with roses also.. now my labs are always very interesting de.. i'm not bluffing wor.. i starting to like my present class.. starting getting along well with denise.. good good.. got to hand in 2 assignments by wed.. thu got quiz.. got to plan time well..

oh ya i dun wan to get out of point haha..
wad i wan to say is tt......... again..

Chicken pie fr mobile canteen is TASTY~!! hahaha =)

2005-06-20T17:23:00.000-07:00

yup i had a wonderful weekend.. wonderful time.. wonderful moment..

felt so happy after ending lesson on friday.. went out with cg to safra.. wanted to go bowling one.. in e end got competition there haha.. so qiao lo.. quite big event there.. a group of us just gong gong standing there.. looking around at those players.. we decided go play billard.. guys must wear long pants de.. its a rule there.. we booked 2 tables.. e tables are big.. e balls are smaller than pool.. difficulty also increases haha.. very fun.. i dun feel like going home early.. so some of us went TM to play arcade after tt.. suddenly e things there like very complicated.. nth to play.. my stomach started growling.. i was hungry.. i haven eaten lunch n dinner.. so we went long john to makan.. waited for chris b4 we buy.. good rite.. whoa.. MaD cOw DiSeAsE fr DaNiEL iS SpReAdInG.. billy, me, jamie kana.. crap n crap.. all of us were really talking rubbish.. very fun.. laughed until muscle cramp.. den daniel, billy shared bout spiritual stuffs.. bit eerie.. but interesting.. we chatted till 11 plus sia.. i was bit scare as when going home alone.. but i spoke in tongues to myself to strengthen myself up..

sat had cg.. very rushing.. tuition den straightaway on e way to cg.. plus i nv practise e ministering song as i got it only in e morning.. i practised only after reaching daniel's house.. cg started.. yup e atmosphere was lifted up.. Praise God.. yeah had BBQ!!! tt time was bout 3plus.. bbq in e afternoon.. haha.. alot food.. e bro keep playing PS2.. had hard time persuading them to let sisters play.. i played with wei lin in e fighting.. haha.. gao xiao lo.. shout here n there.. so exciting sia.. haha.. we anyhow press one.. i actually believed tt she bought a new phone.. haiyo.. den ar.. i got alot internal n external injuries fr her sia..

we spent whole day at daniek's house.. yup.. i enjoyed myself.. haha.. by e time i left e house.. it was 10pm.. wow.. planned to do project till late night de.. i meant to lie on bed awhile only.. in e end slept till next morning... haiyo..

SUn!! WOoH~ I've got busing duty.. i was excited anyway coz its my first time doing it.. under e sun.. of coz we did drink lots water.. my cg were sitting at musician's floor area there.. i sat with fuquan.. felt an urge to get to know him better.. to build e friendship up.. i hope he will feel belonged to e cg.. he's quite friendly one.. just tt sometimes he like very lonely.. we ate at KFC.. shared with wei lin e $8.45 meal.. looks like alot.. but i wasn't full lehz... suddenly i tink yy's army ration food is disgusting.. haha.. some of us went over to city hall.. i wan see guitar.. alot shops sia!! i love it! BUT>>>>>>>>>> they were closed.. i was utterly disappointed sia.. haha but hai hao got a shop haven.. e blue acoustic guitar was nice.. can plug in.. bout $310.. okok lah.. haha by this yr i wan invest in guitar liao.. haha ya.. buying good one.. one i can flow with.. one tt belongs to me.. haha.. one i can bring around playing for other cgs.. :)

GUITAR!!!!!! e FiRe oF pLaYiNg iT Is EvEr BuRnInG~~

2005-06-17T10:52:00.000-07:00

sometimes i'm just wondering to myself why pp likes to have god-brothers or god-sisters.. isit they're lacked of love or care and concern? in e terms.. its more intimacy than just friends.. they show care and concern only based on e term or they really care fr bottom of e heart? haha diff pp got diff views ba..

ya there's alot of cute, different pp in this cute,strange world.. haha..

memories suddenly flooded my mind.. i'll write bout my sec life.. haha.. feel like keeping e memories in words here haha.. keep u updated!! :)