haha yesterday i went to ZOO! yes u din see wrongly.. it's really ZOO! haha.. dong wu yuan..! it seems to be a place for little children.. but sometimes just join in e fun can liao haha.. morning i went to borrow camera fr jaycen.. he's with a guy who's fr my sec sch.. but nv talk b4 one haha.. den i talked to him lo.. haha we took a pic together also..

on our way.. meet up with june, bren, ping.. we reached zoo at nearly 12pm.. our supposedly meeting time was 12pm.. xiao yu reached there at 11.15am lo..... very excited.. bought e tickets n went to fun e animal show.. its meant for children also one.. we walked n walked.. saw alot monkeys only.. i was trying out e camera also.. aiyo low batt..

we saw alot things.. we kinda stuck at e same place at first haha.. anyway a donkey licked me.. at my jeans.. aiyo.... wet wet one... halfway we were hungry.. ate KFC.. wa e KFC not much pp one.. rain started pouring.. but we just continued to walk.. of coz with umbrella.. haha.. we visited alot animals.. june n ping quite scared when going on those trails.. even in exhibitions of snakes.. wad impressed me was e polar bear.. it was sooo cute.. n big..

gradually we got tired.. e zoo closed at 6.30pm somemore..so we practically left e place at this time.. actually i totally forgot tt i got BS at night.. until cy told me.. so i rushed down for 7.45pm session.. i borrowed e book n Bible fr cy coz she went got earlier session.. yes e word by Pastor Lilian was impactful.. she shared with us alot of things.. ronald was in e bs too.. went to mrt with him.. den went home.. whoa.. long day eh haha.. but its F-U-N!

today lehz? haha went interview with ping, june, rong.. n i dragged wei lin along..quite early today.. den e supervisor was in malaysia.. so mon den got news.. we meet up with qian yu go TM first den go eat katong laksa haha.. raining lo. but tt time i was famished.. e way qy talked always so excited one.. haha.. finally reached there.. its nice! but i wasn't feeling full leh.. so shared rojak with wei lin.. qy bought herself porridge.. quite ex haha.. cannot go eat too often haha.. we're rushing for time also.. so quickly took bus 10 home.. all of us felt tt e food like cannot digest one.. so full..

there's this couple.. very funny lo.. not i wan to see.. but they're simply in front of me.. n i wan to watch e tv mobile right at front.. haha.. yeah we went qy's house.. so happy haha.. we looked thru qy's photos.. memories of hers.. actaully i wan to keep such album also liao.. soon cy came n give her bs.. me n wei lin stuck at living room lo.. but actually also busy settling tml cg thing.. after tt went into e room again to talk talk.. all of us just lie on e bed.. so comfortable.. tt qy kept changing clothes to see nice or not.. so we're just like her consultant haha.. see photos again.. so funny.. e sec 1 qy so innocent one.. i like her queen photo. haha..

her father prepared dinner for us.. very feng fu lo.. western meal haha.. quite nice.. so xin fu.. his father like very gentle one haha.. aiyo soon we gonna leave liao.. i meeting jaycen to pass him his camera.. actaully got commotion.. haha sorry.. anyway my eyes getting heavier liao ... its time to sleeo le..

yo.. actually got play badminton one at 2pm.. but no court at sports hall.. den tp court also closed.. initially i turned down xingying's offer to have lunch together coz of badminton clashed.. ended up no lunch and no badminton.. arg..so sad.. stayed home to finish up my jigsaw.. still got abit left..

watched e eye 10 in e evening.. i was so excited for it.. haha but in e end it turned out to be 2 out of five stars.. ok lah.. not so scary also.. but got some parts i did jump up coz e things apppeared too sudden.. haha.. e show is super funny haha.. first part showing e monks.. haha.. n also e hitting of chopsticks onto a bowl.. haha.. at last part was bit touching.. ya..

i wasn't sure if i were to really go for baptism.. bit too sudden.. i'm not really prepared yet.. on one morning i just happened to thought bout baptism and i jsut asked my mum if she allows me.. she din really object.. she wan me to tink properly coz i got to be responsible.. can see tt she dun really wan me to.. i believe my father would allow me.. but its just tt i've got to be mentally prepared.. coz it would be a new life.. it would be different. responsibility will be bigger.. tt's y i need some time to prepare myself first..

yo.. actually got play badminton one at 2pm.. but no court at sports hall.. den tp court also closed.. initially i turned down xingying's offer to have lunch together coz of badminton clashed.. ended up no lunch and no badminton.. arg..so sad.. stayed home to finish up my jigsaw.. still got abit left..

watched e eye 10 in e evening.. i was so excited for it.. haha but in e end it turned out to be 2 out of five stars.. ok lah.. not so scary also.. but got some parts i did jump up coz e things apppeared too sudden.. haha.. e show is super funny haha.. first part showing e monks.. haha.. n also e hitting of chopsticks onto a bowl.. haha.. at last part was bit touching.. ya..

i wasn't sure if i were to really go for baptism.. bit too sudden.. i'm not really prepared yet.. on one morning i just happened to thought bout baptism and i jsut asked my mum if she allows me.. she din really object.. she wan me to tink properly coz i got to be responsible.. can see tt she dun really wan me to.. i believe my father would allow me.. but its just tt i've got to be mentally prepared.. coz it would be a new life.. it would be different. responsibility will be bigger.. tt's y i need some time to prepare myself first..

yo.. been busy with Easter services at indoor stadium..

on sat morning.. i woke at 5.30am! why so early? haha coz xian jun going back China.. her flight was at 8am.. very early.. meeting her 7.05am at changi airport haha.. next time choose flight dun choose so early one can haha.. benny din managed to see xj.. she got to check in at 7.30am.. she went in lo haha.. actually dunno y i got this she-bu-de feeling.. i'm not really close with her one haha..

den me, wei lin went to meet benny at mac.. we took a long time to find it.. haha.. e signs in e airport need to be improved haha.. ate breakfast n did e cards for new friends.. got bout 31 cards.. halfway i became sleepy.. kept yawning.. coz i only slept for 3hrs.. i cannot go without sleep one haha. seriously..

reached kallang mrt at nearly 1pm.. i lost my ez-link card.. i just topped up one.. wad pains me was e neoprints haha.. aiya its ok lah.. lucky its not my bro's card.. meet up with xiao yu n others.. but me, yu n wei lin took cab to indoor to queue first.. long queue haha.. but we managed to find seats for others.. view not bad also haha.. yes there's alot others new friends.. yu responded.. i feel she's potential.. wan to buy bible for her.. but sold out liao..

i din serve for tt svc.. but got for e other 2 svcs.. after 'byebye' with e cg.. i got to report liao.. quite happy haha.. oh yeah serving floor area.. view quite good.. haha.. coz i only ate breakfast.. they wanted me go eat no matter wad.. so caring sia.. haha..

after svc went home le.. i walked until i very sian n tired.. like energy diminishing.. guess is really not enough sleep.. den really tired le.. my hp dropped without me knowing.. nearby indoor n leisure park.. lucky i'm always searching for hp one.. if not i would not have known.. i'm not tt gan jiong.. but bit wonder how to search for it.. so pitch dark around.. its in silent mode too.. wei lin helped call to my hp.. so got light.. suddenly got pp pick up.. i was stunned.. its church member also.. he came n returned to me.. wah heng ar~ bit cannot believe i actually dropped my hp.. cannot believe now its actually back in my hands again haha. i reached home sleep liao.. next day (today) got to wake early also..

woke up late haha.. but reached indoor 8.10am.. same at floor area.. but responsibility bigger.. fill all seats n traffic for altar call.. fun.. its a great joy to be serving pp.. to be directing pp to their seats.. to be controlling e crowds.. after everything.. i went home.. my cg went ps.. but i really need replenish my sleep.. i was hungry.. thought of taking away some food fr tamp. but suddenly no appetite.. felt very heavy in my head..

i din buy anything.. just wan get home.. reach home went sleep liao.. really felt weak.. haha.. i slept for soild 4 hrs.. actually is my mum woke me up one.. eat dinner.. tt's my first proper meal of e day.. morning eat bread only.. haha.. watched a tv show tt's super funny.. played a prank on tony n jason(5566)..

overall though tiring for these 2 days.. i tink its fruitful.. stretching my capacity also.. haha.. we learn things thru experiences!

haha i wan to complete by bible reading by this week.. dunno can finish not.. coz got alot sia haha.. must try my best sia!! :)

yo yo.. morning! i woke up quite early sia.. i dun wan to.. but i pulled myself up to jog haha.. cool.. felt great coz got sweat abit.. healthier.. got to exercise to jian fei.. n to build up my immune system..

dunno why kept getting sick since poly life.. i think coz always in air-con place.. so unhealthy one.. haha.. in n out of air-con places.. i dun like lehz haha.. i wan to sweat abit.. shiok leh.. oh ya must remember to drink more h2o haha.. my habit came back.. din drink more than 5 cups a day.. haha.. u all out there.. must force me drink more ok......... i appreciate it! 10q10q

i saw pei rong at e stadium.. with her friend.. long time din see her le.. she shld have finished her exams also le haha.. when i was on my way home(walking in central park), i saw a guy who's in his forties.. he bit weird leh.. i can see tt he had exercised coz of e sweat n e clothing he wore.. he was walking n den he saw a packet of cigarette box on e grass patch.. he went to pick it up n see if there's anything inside.. think he's trying to find to find a cigarette.. when he found none.. he just threw e box on e grass patch...... wah... aiyo.. i actually cannot believe wad i saw.. so wad if he did find cigarette inside.. is he going to light it? bit disgusting leh.. haha.. might as well help throw e box into e bin nearby.. haha

went makan breakfast with parents.. i'm not tt hungry.. but did chat alot with my mum.. i din know tt she was actaully bout to be adopted by other pp.. coz her mum (my wai po)wanted to give her away coz of finances pro.. they got many children.. tt time my mum still young.. but of course knew wad's happening.. she dun wan to be given away.. n she cried n cried n cried.. aiyo.. but e auntie also dun wan adopt.. haha.. so my mum's lucky.. haha.. still other stories bout my family.. i quite interested to know haha..

oh ya.. last night met up with cindy, wei lin, henry for dinner.. long john.. i cannot finish a whole thing.. so full.. den we went century n tm walk walk.. n play arcade.. haha so fun.. play until i very tired haha.. met joy n meixian.. wah so happy.. got e game need test speed n brain power haha.. funny lo.. we got so worked up.. we wanted to watch the eye de.. but henry hor... haha.. cindy went off first coz got to meet her friends..

in e end we went back century to see e show wad time.. coz tm GV super long queue.. henry went off to meet his friend to jog haha.. rest of us window shop shop lo.. saw jinghua, jinsi.. haha good.. long time din see them.. we like almost stop at every shop haha.. if only i have e money.. haha.. by e time we go to cinema there.. e last show was at 11 plus.. we intend watch other time.. haha.. so went home sweet home to rest le haha..

actaully wan sleep liao but sth very funny happened.. so i called wei lin to ask.. haha.. my another friend ar.. so kong bu one.. aiyo.. keep calling n calling.. call until i can even dream-talk of his number liao.. haha.. den me n wei lin chit-chat lo.. talked bout family background.. very interesting leh.. haha.. den my cordless phone attitute lah.. coz no batt.. n it just cut off e line.. haha.. attitute problem.. den also quite late liao.. went to orh orh le..

gonna have fun today! yes! its today! haha.. n my everyday is going to be so fun! i'm gonna try new things.. go new places.. eat new food.. buy new clothes.. haha! :)

yeah~!! my exams are finished!!
have been waiting for this moment since mon..
actually also very fast.. thu liaoz.. haha.. holiday liaoz.. yeah~~

how's my exams lehz.. hmm.. e papers are okok lo.. i cannot say tt it's easy nor can i say it's hard.. i know wad e questions are asking.. haha.. but just tt my ans very very short.. for HPI.. i really tikam section C.. haha

compared e effort i've put in this sem n last sem.. this sem very 'hardworking' :P

actually go out with june they all.. watch movie de.. but postponed.. ok lah.. i also wan rest at home.. but did go eat lunch with them at marrybrown.. e things quite ex.. portion like pathetic also.. but miraclously.. its filling.. haha..

ping was sick.. i tink i passed my germs to her one.. take care ar.. going back to malaysia again.. sun night coming back? shld be..

actaully for past few days i did online.. but i lazy to update.. haha.. nth much to say.. coz wad i see was just lec notes n notes n more notes.. so sian.. come back fr sch.. ate lunch.. online awhile.. den STUDY.. in between got tou lan lah.. haha.. at night also study.. but nv will i miss e 9pm channel 8 show..

e show rox! i like e xiuming, uncle ben n another guy.. e one who like bai wei xiu one.. he's quite ke ai.. e chen han wei sure get best actor.. haha.. dunno how he act one.. e song at ending part also nice.. by zhou hua jian..

Lord of e ring is nice too.. i'm hooked by both shows.. but i haven watch Lord of e ring finish den my bro returned e vcd liao..... anyone has it? haha..

anyway i'm very happy i've finished my exams.. my other friends still got paper.. jia you wor! haha.. i go have a nap first.. woke quite early to study my cell biology this morning.. must compensate.. my friend can go on for two days with only bout 2hrs of sleep...... i dunno how she make it.. i cannot lah.. i need sleep one.. haha.. ok lah byebye!! sweet dreams to me..i wan dreams.. coz my dreams always very adventurous de... haha really... i like it..haha

yesterday svc was great.. Sy Rogers came.. simply love e way he speaks.. his illustration all very funny but at e same time also got logic one.. he came fr a background tt's so different from us.. yet now he's such a man of God! powerful! he talked about perseverance.. its realistic.. u nv know wad will happen unless u try..

anyway i was excused fr doing support n recycling for usher.. coz got exam e next day meaning today.. haha.. i haven really study for test.. did revision in e morning b4 catching e shuttle bus at 12plus.. but i still got duty for service.. reported n was assigned to do zone W1.. very relax coz e seats were filled up very fast.. overflow.. n pp sat on e steps..

got alter call.. if my bro had come!! never mind he's really my next n foremost target haha..

after svc went old coffeeshop find cg.. so happy.. haha.. actaully dunno y i got no appetite.. but heard got chicken cutlet rice buy 2 get 1 free.. so me, benny n jamie share.. its not e dish tt's so awful.. but i really dun haf appetite.. i din even eat 1/4 of it.. even jamie ate more than me.. haha.. bit feel like vomitting also haha..

after tt went back tamp.. had great chat with cy on e mrt.. den took pic.. e mao bing came back liaoz.. haha.. walked back home with cy,wei lin, dj.. cy went off first.. rest of us went seven eleven coz i wan buy medicine.. i feel like vomit.. at e crossroad when rest 3 of us going separate way.. we stood there n talked.. thought it would be a short one.. but we actaully took one n a half hr! tt's how long we stood haha.. i felt better n got hungry liaoz.. den went to e nearby coffeeshop to eat.. while discussing on e friends we're going to reach out to.. yes its fruitful!! name alot of friends! really must put in effort to ask e pp.. haha time flies.. already 10plus le

i really got to go home liao haha.. if not no need study le.. haha.. to my surprise..i managed to study till 1am plus without feeling any tired.. usually at eleven plus..its critical time tt i will sleep.. but i din! Praise God.. really got to do e paper by faith liao.. i just read thru.. no time to serious study..

e paper was okok.. at least i agar know how to do most questions.. agar agar.. can pass can liao haha.. one down.. three to go :)

yo sunday liaoz.. bout one week about Pastor Benny Hinn's healing crusade.. so fast.. it seemed like recent.. coz it has been always on my mind every now n then.. haha

i had my CG yesterday.. went to ping's house to cook pineapple rice coz zhi jian's n mine house cannot use.. so bo bian.. actually very sian.. must go until ubi.. wah.. got alot pro at first.. e rice starting is not cooked.. plus no tray etc.. lucky got ping n rong2 help.. if not e rice would not be a possible.. its effort..

i almost late for CG.. had to practise guitar with Benny.. managed to reach at 12.50pm.. waited for bus 15 for so long also.. felt so much like home when reached jen's place haha.. suddenly very familiar.. plus my close friends are there also ha.. soon CG started.. it's awesome man! really flow with e spirit.. let's really praise God with all of our heart.. be excited! haha..

we prayed for healing over pp who're sick.. including me.. had throat infection for few days le.. i'll be healed in e name of Jesus Christ de! plus we prayed for e Easter n for new friends.. its time for e breakthrough again.. when we believe, we shall have it!

here comes e food competition.. its fun.. but hor.. hmm... haha.. quickly touch up on our presentation.. we put some rice into e pineapple shell.. plus e decorative chili.. put pork floss over e rice.. e name is called 'huang jin zai li mian'.. got 5 groups.. every group need present their own dish n talk bout it.. got QnA session also.. so called 'formal presentation'.. very fun.. every group so happening.. talk crap.. QnA most funny lo.. haha.. zhi jian tried his best to talk.. not bad mah.. dun look down urself bro! yes its so much fun.. we tried each other's dishes.. yum..

i bit dun feel like going home.. haha.. but have to lah.. left jen's place at 6pm.. tt wei lin said wan wait for me.. den hor.. still can forget to wait for me one leh.. power.. but den me n cy they all still got meet up with them.. we went to nearby guardian look for my type of water bottle.. wei lin wan see see.. but dun haf liaoz..

at home tried to study.. ok lah abit.. haha.. den dj let me try his sweet n sour pork.. but tasty like salty pork.. at first wan go mac study.. but lazy go out liao.. haha..

my bro dreamt sth very weird.. i dunno why suddenly i talked to him bout my dream.. de he told me his also.. here goes: in his dream, there's two me.. one real me.. another is e spirit me.. same face.. everything same.. e real me n my bro were along e corridor outside my house talking.. den he caught sth at our room window.. he saw a face.. guess whose? its mine! haha.. 'I' was staring at him with eyes big big.. scary huh.. my bro bit scare coz he wonder how come i'm inside e house while actaully i'm outside.. one was e real me n e other was my spirit.. haha.. suddenly e real me n my parents all disappear.. e spirit me den go n talk to my bro.. it(spirit me) told my bro tt it wanted to report to e real me sth.. just tt it(spirit me) got seen by my bro.. e spirit me wanted to tell me tt e end times of this world is coming n tt i'm going to heaven.. all this while e spirit was reading fr a book.. it even told my bro tt all my life, what i've done, right or wrong, all written in e book.. my bro den asked how bout himself.. e spirit me said dunno n got to wait for his own spirit to tell him.. den e spirit me started telling my bro bout coming to Christ coz e end times is coming...........

weird dream huh.. but my bro said its very real.. i tink this dream got purpose one lo.. actaully e things e spirit me had said bout e end times is true.. n there is a record of wad we had really done in this world.. good or bad.. everything recorded down..

haha.. this morning went to ping's house try cook e pineapple rice.. i dunno how to cook.. need her to teach me.. i cannot be her assistant lo.. everything dunno one haha.. she super skill lo.. u shld see e way she cook haha.. we anyhow agar agar one.. den e rice turned out quite nice.. but needs more flavouring.. she got to buy char kuay teow for Maureen.. i met her when ping was admitted to hospital last year.. she's a great cook.. i 'bought' a waffle fr her.. she purposely din charge me.. also secretly lah.. e person tending e shop din notice.. haha.. she's working in e shop u see.. i reached home at 1plus.. just wanna study at home haha..

studied Bmic.. but very briefly.. i dun really like this subject.. partly is coz of my lecturer.. haha.. meanwhile also thinking how to prepare e rice for tml.. at first thought can cook at zhi jian's house.. ping offered help to cook tml.. but i tink not nice also.. hmm.. haha still.. need her kitchen.. me, zhi jian will cook lo.. maybe she just watch..

quite excited bout it.. haha.. oh yeah.. tonight e 9pm channel 8 show finished liaoz.. all happy endings.. ok lah got to practise my guitar liaoz.. signing off~ :)

yesterday stayed at home to study.. yes i did alot of things.. read thru HPI n practised my maths again.. still got alot doubts.. but manage to clear some today.. haha.. den went for bible study with cy at 6 plus.. its at Bible House n starts at 7.45pm.. we agar made our way there coz nv been there b4.. only know its near ROM haha.. reached there quite early.. meanwhile we passed by buildings tt're quite scary.. like e show 'you fang chu zhu'.. if wan see pic, can ask fr me.. haha..

we by passed a theatre tt looked mysterious.. at e same time its stylish n classic.. got another clinic so nice also.. its like i'm in another country.. so different.. there's alot places in singapore tt ought to be explored.. its fun.. trust me.. if u like this kind of anyhow-go-around, ask me along!! not forgetting if u're looking out for good food! ask me along!! haha..

oh yeah.. Bible House.. there's a bookshop there.. visit visit.. they sells alot Bibles.. those inspiration books are very little... i saw those handwritten Bibles.. selling at $1000.. wow.. not easy to write e whole bible also.. i got to see e bibles in other languages.. in Hebrew, Greek, Spanish, thai, Russian etc... e words in Hebrew are very special.. it seems weird n upside down.. all e words seem e same pattern.. yes u shld really see one.. e books there are not tt ex.. felt like buying a study Bible.. $30+ only.. plus if can.. i feel like blessing pp with those meaningful books.. haha

its nearly 7.45pm.. we went to e room at level 4.. i felt very mo shen there.. i'm used to YMCA style le haha.. actaully i've not attended BS for long time le.. coz of sch timetable.. clash.. now is just make up for my lesson 7 onwards.. previous lessons attended b4 le.. starting we n cy wondering how come nv se anyone familiar b4.. is really very mo shen.. all adult pattern also.. but soon e whole room was filled up.. of coz more youths tt time le haha.. yes n our praise n worship started!!

we really sang to our heart as we're singing to our Almighty God.. yes great presence.. Pastor Lilian was e preacher n wow.. great revelation.. e lesson was about spiritual warfare.. e things she said really impacted all of us.. we must guard our calling.. when we guard it, we'll not be easily messed up.. know wad's right n wad's wrong.. when u know tt it is going to affect ur spiritual life, flee fr e temptations.. dun allow ur body to control u! u control e body! our body is e temple of e Holy Spirit.. if we really take heed of guarding our calling, it will be able to last us till second coming of Jesus.. Most of us allow fear to takeover us.. we tend to retreat coz of fear.. dun let e devil to overcome ur mind of those negative thoughts! e Bible always tells us to walk by faith n not by fear.. faith is sth we cannot see! it is really believing in sth great is going to happen though it may seems impossible..

when fear comes in, u've got to fight it! fight e fight of faith! at e end of the fight, u will have a breakthrough! e devil always find sth to stop us from drawing near to God.. that is e time when u need to prepare for spiritual warfare.. dun have to fear.. remember that e devil is already defeated.. n we will always have a victory if we cling on to God.. so dun allow e devil to mess up ur life.. of course life as a Christian is not always a smooth-sailing.. there's bound to be things happening coz we're living in a broken-down world.. thru trials, we can be made n moulded stronger than ever.. our hearts shld not be bitter over bad things so easily.. got to be strong!

also.. being a friend cannot always be nice all e time.. it's not good for e other partner either.. when there's rebuke, there's improvement.. n tt's being true friend.. of course i'm not saying tt we cannot be nice.. but must be sensible n know when not to be.. its all bout openness n transparency..

i'm very impacted by wad Pastor Lilian had shared.. btw.. she's from St Hilda's Primary School de.. when she said tt, me n cy were looking at each other.. haha.. den Pastor Lilian asked us if we're from St Hilda's haha... we're sitting in e front row u see... haha..

den after tt went home.. forgot to bring water bottle.. so thirsty.. got blocked nose somemore.. haha.. reached home very sleepy liaoz.. wanted to call ping at eleven plus de.. haha but cannot make it laioz lah haha.. so just went to Zzz haha :)

yesterday stayed in sch to study.. wei lin came at 3 plus.. june, bren went ping's house study.. actually i feel i always pang sei ping one aiyo.. will compensate.. soon cy n dj joined us.. we talked quite often.. e two pp studying there like quite pek chek.. haha.. i studied HPI.. teacher gave alot tips.. good good.. seems like nth much to study also.. at least for this subject.. haha

me, wei lin, cy went to mensa at 6plus.. suddenly we all had craving for spagetti.. we quite scared e canteen will close.. when reached there.. all e stalls were closed.. except salad bar.. heng ar.. but hor only sell those fried stuffs.. bo bian.. den wei lin n i ordered chicken cutlet.. cy ordered fish n chips.. very little.. pathetic.. tt's e reason why i dun like to eat theirs.. business park is e best.. haha.. it tasted real bad... BAD.. i got sore throat.. still eat this.. sure kana killed by ping..

actaully we ate finished quite early one.. we talked n talked till e sky turns dark.. 8 plus.. e whole mense canteen left only us haha.. shiok lehz.. dj bit ke lian.. alone in lib.. we quickly went back.. we were told its going to be closed in 15mins.. quickly packed up.. wanted borrow a book but its cannot borrow one haha.. only for reference..

we went to buy bubbletea.. wei lin bought dunno wad.. so bitter.. i drank halfway till i'm very sick of it.. i gave mine to wei lin.. she threw away hers.. i'm quite sick.. aiyo.. wei lin, cy went my house to watch 9pm show.. coz by e time they reached home, e show would have ended.. haha.. i tink its bu fang bian for dj to come... sorry bro.. they stayed till 11pm.. very fun talking n laughing.. haha.. den wanted to study HPI again till late night.. but cannot make it lah.. eyes very heavy........... haha

haHA in sch now.. my lesson starts at 12pm.. but i felf like coming sch early to play com haha.. actually is to surf for sth.. got bmic lec at 9am de.. but i got to know it only this morning.. too last min.. so i din go.. anyway feeling sickly also.. my head quite heavy.. but still okok lah.. ping like got boil sth for me.. later she'll bring for me.. i scare its those bitter kind haha..

yesterday(mon) i pulled myself up at 7am to jog.. mind u.. i slept for 12hrs liaoz.. slept at 7pm on sun.. tt's my earliest sia.. i tink first time i slept till so long.. din wake in between somemore.. very shiok.. so refreshed.. past few days din sleep much.. tired haha..

got HPI revision lec at 12pm.. morning felt like eating Mac.. went to makan n study there awhile.. i like it.. haha.. wow e HPI lec was fruitful sia.. they practically told us wad to study n wad not to.. very good.. at least no need study till so pek chek.. this subject very heavy..

actually i wan go straight home after lec de.. can spend more time on maths.. dun feel like studying in sch also.. coz i haven touch anything for past few days.. but i reached home at bout 3plus.. aiyo.. did my maths.. even dozed off awhile.. but managed to complete e paper.. quite fruitful lah.. though alot things i dunno.. at least now i know wad i dunno haha.. at night practise while watching tv haha.. completed chap 4, abit of 5 n 6.. good good.. these chap i quite lost as to how to write statement.. nvm later i ask my friends.. haha

i wanted to use com at 11plus one.. but den lazy lah haha.. stayed on my bed n watched tv.. den dozed off.. with lights on, tv on, spec on... haha... aiyo.. i knew vaguely tt my mum switched off e lights n tv in middle of night.. n i also took off my spec.. next day i was so sickly.. my throat super dry.. i dun like e feeling.. haha.. i must drink more n more.. cannot be sick these 2weeks haha..

this morning i prayed.. i thought of e little girl whom Pastor Sun had mentioned about.. hmm.. Saudi Arabia.. i kept thinking bout this country.. why.. hmm.. i must double confirm wad is it all bout..

WOoH~ just reached home.. 5pm..

It's sunday liao.. so fast.. completed e ushering for fri, sat, sun.. e 3 days passed really fast.. coz its really very busy.. time flies.. anyway sat e 2 Rev Benny svc are super powerful n anointed...

my zone managed to get prayed n we fell.. he prayed for the Pastors, choir, ans some congregation.. yes it was e power of God.. e lame can walk, e blind can see.. it was the power of God.. Nv underestimate e power! anyway e ushering was good.. e flow of pp to places was good.. though slow.. did n learn alot things in these 3 days.. it really can help boost confidence.. haha

i have been walking up n down.. stood for long hours too.. den sat report 11am at indoor.. reached home at bout 1.30am.. den sun 8am must reach indoor.. my feets very 'suan'.. but thank God for e strength for past few days.. coz even e time for eating also dun have.. but managed to grab bread.. Bro Zhi Hua gave us his burger n fries.. haha thanks.. ushering is quite fun... deals with how u going to control e crowd.. can learn n experience new things.. makes u bolder in leadership.. as an usher.. its impt to maintain a smile no matter wad... haha.. though physically challenged, i'm glad tt i pulled thru! i truly enjoyed it! i miss it! esp with my mates at balcony.. e relationship was brought closer too..

today my zone din open.. dun have a need.. so joined North zone to attend svc.. i'm very touched.. tt time we were praying for Ronald for healing.. really prayed in faith tt he will be healed.. guess wad? he was healed! he cried.. i was very touched..

i tink i cannot lose focus.. i feel i bit neglect cg.. i dun wan either.. but usher needs pp.. i wan to stand in e gap if possible.. but somehow i din make extra effort to do things for cg also.. its ok.. at least i know where am i now.. i shld do sth bout it.. stretch my capacity.. with God, all things are possible.. but there's still some obstacle i've got to overcome.. it has been for so long...... hmm...

ate katong laksa after helping out in logistic room.. joined my cg over there... e place we at was e branch.. they dun believe me bout e franchise.. haiz.. wad can i say.....

tonight i dunno if i'll be studying or sleeping or watching tv haha... not really tired one.. but i dun tink can conc if study.. so watch tv lo haha.. watch until sleep lo haha..

sat morning.. blogging for last night.. wooh.. went for e healing crusade.. i reached indoor at bout 4pm.. well e queue was till bridge already.. very kong bu.. but i've got usher duty.. no need to queue outside with e pp.. went into e stadium straight.. i'm very excited haha.. i was doing balcony south.. behind 1000 choir pp.. starting i wondering if can see e stage clearly.. haha.. yes it's super clear!! so near somemore haha.. me, jamie taking care of 3 zones coz not enough pp.. but as e crowd comes in.. bit lost e control.. but managed to get them moved forward to e empty seats in front.. i can see there's alot foreigners.. wow e presence of God is super strong.. u shld come n experience it.. it's great.. Rev Benny Hinn helped in healing e lame, blind, deaf etc.. miracles happened one another.. it's an eye opener to me.. one man got healed fr deafness.. he couldn't hear in his both ears.. n he was healed! he can hear! den an auntie beside me suddenly told me tt e man is her dad!! she's very touched by how powerful God is.. and her father is not a christian! one thing is that if one wants to get healed.. they got to believe n trust tt they will be healed! place all ur illnesses into God's hand! and He will take away every single of them..

i was very touched by e healing of e mother's eye.. she could see now.. her daughter at first cannot believe.. but it's a fact now! I was very moved by their motherly love.. they cried n cried.. one thing tt really amazed me was e choir... Rev Benny prayed for choir n suddenly he shouted.. n all e choir pp collapsed down.. under e power of God.. they at first were all standing.. den they fell down to their seats.. somehow 'unconscious'.. bit seems tt they've fainted.. but they're not!! it's amazing.. i was up there.. i could even feel power.. after tt some choir laughed.. its e holy laughter... they dun really know wad they're doing.. but it comes just naturally.. yes u shld really see it urself..

today got 2 healing crusades.. i felt so blessed to attend e crusades.. i'll not be tired!! i'll be strengthened! gonna be so excited for it!! :)

let me just summarise wad has been happening these days haha..

on wed.. its bmic lab test day.. came sch den discovered there's some parts need to be studied but i din coz i forgot.. haha den last min study during e break.. gd thing tt i understand e reasoning.. actually its just a lab test.. but its like very long zhong like tt haha.. got 4 parts.. i agar agar.. starting i cannot really focus e slides on my microscope at 1000X.. my class is split into 2 sessions.. i was in e first session.. i finished before 4pm.. den i went home to bath n pack my thing.. coz i going ping's house to help her type things.. but i got to go june's house to lend fr her labtop.. by e time i reached ping's house.. already 9plus.. typing while conferencing with yy, cy, dj..maybe i bit tired.. so feel like sleeping while talking.. i hung up early so i can conc on my typing.. after tt wei lin called n asked bout e clothes.. talked nearly 2hrs.. wah seh.. long time din talk tt long liaoz.. haha.. but good lah i like it haha.. i was very hungry by then.. it was 12am plus.. ping n i went out to buy things to eat... e 7/11 quite far n i bought laksa cup noodle.. i like to go out in late night.. everywhere is so quiet n calm haha.. typed bit things b4 i got really sleepy.. n i slept b4 ping.. aiyo.. she ar.. always like to wake me up halfway one........

next morning.. thu.. came out fr ping's house n took bus 8.. so qiao.. met june n bren.. they were sitting in front of us only n we took few mins to know.. haha.. anyway had last cell bio lec.. i bit sad.. haha.. den had HPI.. i din really listen to wad e teachers are talking haha.. den meet up with wei lin, ben, yy for lunch.. i went back home to take shoes after tt.. den came back sch to meet june they all.. actually sth happened when i was in engin sch.. so paiseh haa.. lucky not many pp there.. at library i slept for an hour.. so shuang.. tt xiao yu crazy lehz.. when i opened my eyes.. saw her right in front of me.. staring at me somemore.. i jumped lo.. haha.. my POE class ended at 4.30pm... very fast.. i missed my PST group!

i went indoor with cy for usher briefing.. den stayed back to help out sth.. by e time i reached home.. 12am plus.. my mum very angry with me.. coz i told her i got eat dinner.. den e dinner is very cold liaoz.. she brought up some things again.. i talked back lo.. though cold.. it was tasty.. coz i was hungry mah haha.. fri, sat, sun going to be very busy.. haha... challenging.. believe e healing crusade is going to be an eye-opening thing for me!!!!!! :)

hi.. i tink i've nv blog for 3 days liaoz.. yes i was busy.. hmm sat.. wad did i do.. project.. i meet xiao yu 8.30am in sch before go xiu zhen's house at marine parade.. i was v sleepy.. xiu zhen n angeline seemed very tired.. they're in year 2.. always stay in sch till 9pm coz to rush project.. starting we dunno wad to choose for our solution for this PST project.. coz alot of problem.. cannot be too unpractical.. anyway i find xiu zhen's family very interesting.. her house is very traditional type.. her family is doing business on selling paper stuffs meant for the funeral.. alot of those boxes in her house.. we did manage to discuss all e things.. i went sch to borrow labtop fr ping.. den went to mac to help do yy's card.. spent alot time there.. but i tink it was fruitful haha.. wanted to do PST till late night.. but i just dozed off at home..

sun of course got to leave house early.. i got usher.. reported for support at 12pm.. i got greeters duty also.. quite fun.. got communion duty too.. e svc was about healing.. I believe in e miracles.. i went home with others.. i need to complete my project e next day.. i stayed up till 2plus.. finishing e report.. wanted to wake at 4.15am.. but too tired liaoz.. haha.. so mon which is yesterday.. managed to finish e report.. Praise God.. it was really rushing n hectic me.. coz i got editing n lab test which i din prepare much.. e lab test was smooth.. starting i was bit blur.. but den okok liaoz.. i tink i wan depend n be confident of my own result.. actaully i dun dare keep copying others.. n my PST presentation turn out to be good unexpectedly.. we were e last group coz we dun wan go up.. we felt our ideas was not good.. n like got out of point.. other groups got model.. but we dun have.. teacher giving us chance to do it or we'll get zero.. e LT was very cold too. my teeth chattering.. haha

today after lec went mac to eat.. yum.. long time nv eat e meal.. after tt touch up on my comic for PST.. it was great.. haha feel tired these days... need more sleep haha.. will be sleeping early today.. haha bye..

had cellgroup today.. great presence.. completed e 12 resolution to a good year.. learnt bout continually giving sacrifice of praise.. when you least feel like praising God, e more you shld praise God.. yes.. though we're in e world, we're not of e world! felt so convicted by e words.. oh ya this march is going to be a busy month.. alot of events coming up.. Benny Hinn's healing svc, Sry Roger, Easter.. etc.. need to help out more.. in indoor stadium also.. challenging.. haha

after cellgroup thought of staying home.. but jaycen said wan help me in PST. so i agreed go interchange.. me n qian yu they all went home first.. i need put my guitar.. den me, qy, wei lin, cy went TM mac find benny, hock wee, tristan.. dj cannot come out.. jaycen hor need to fix his com.. cannot help me.. haiyo.. qy wanted watch movie. i longed want to watch howl's moving castle.. in e end we just kar kar go watch haha.. tt time quite late.. me, wei lin, qian yu n tristan go watch e show at 11.50pm.. cy cannot come.. we brought in mac in.. e mac chicken suddenly taste so nice.. e cartoon movie was quite nice.. just tt i dun understand some parts.. haha.. funny also.. but its very cold inside! i was simply shivering.. e show lasted bout 2hrs.. ended at 2am... walked home together coz no buses..

later got to wake at 7plus.. meeting for project at 9am.. PST! wanna get it done asap sia... strength to be upon me! :)

it's friday now haha.. i'm blogging for yesterday.. bren pei me go find my pencil case haha.. we went to e lab.. there's a class going on.. e door was widely open.. so weird.. me n bren just stood outside e lab n peeked.. scanning thru e pigeon holes.. its quite near e door anyway.. there're bags in every hole haha.. except for one.. my pencil case was lying there.. so pathetic.. one whole night there haha.. bren saw it first.. den she quickly went in to get for me.. thanks girl.. haha.. happy ar.. actaully i haven study for my HPI quiz n prepare for my presentation.. i just read read thru lo.. no time for serious study le.. but lucky i still can do e paper.. its not tt tough.. vaguely.. i still can remember some things.. after lesson went makan b4 go library do my presentation.. i agar agar write down e things lo.. den got to change to my formal wear.. haha.. june's group only need to present to e teacher den can go liaoz.. but ours need to present to e whole class.. cannot leave after presenting lehz.. haha.. but ok lah.. can see how e other groups had progressed.. n also their business ideas are quite interesting too.. haha esp e jamming studio.. my group is doing on pawning and buying stuff.. quite complicated.. my teacher lab top very lag.. cannot detect thumb drive.. my group n another group got to go AS lab n transfer e file into floppy disk.. aiyo.. my group was e 3rd group.. ok lah.. though last min.. everything was fine.. i bit tongue-tied haha.. but one thing is tt my teacher like our idea.. he said his intuition told him tt it will succeed haha.. funny lah he..

after tt meet up with xiao yu n other PST groupmates to do PST.. went engin sch.. i tookaway carona rice.. went to e engin lab n find them.. they're busying doing other project.. so me n xiao yu stayed at staircase talk talk while i eat eat.. now got to rush my PST.. got to hand up log book n to present on coming mon.. but right now haven really started on anything..

at night went ping's house helped her in her typing.. i was quite sleepy liaoz at round 12plus.. dozed off few times.. i slept at 2am ba in e end..

anyway I thank u for sharing ya things with me.. i was kinda shocked bout some things.. one thing is tt u've bit think too much le.. somethings are not wad it seemed to be.. i guess e most impt factor tt actaully affects u is the people around u ba.. dun worry.. i'm sure u'll be able to find someone u can really confide in.. someone who would care for u.. someone who will stand by for u.. of course.. you must be a friend for other pp too... there's a solution to every problem.. jia you ba... n also dun let ya mind control ya soul.. take care :)

Tml i got HPI quiz and one presentation.. but up till now.. wad have i done? nth.. i dun feel like studying for e quiz.. or prepare for e presentation.. i did try to study hepatic system first.. but it just wun get into my head.. if can, i'll study till late late night.. i tink this is e first posting tt i'm so different.. actaully i dunno where is my pencil case.. in lab? or somewhere else? though its just a simple pencil case, it means alot to me.. it has been with me everytime i study or take test.. i just cannot conc without it.. i'm used to swirling e pencil ,which i've used since sec one, while studying.. u may feel i'm thinking too much.. but my heart really aches.. starting i'm really angry of my friend.. just a simple thing to do.. yet....... call liaoz also din pick up any... i was so agitated.. but i managed to calm myself down after talking to some pp.. i cannot lose it.. my calculator is inside too! well i've got nth much to say.. n i wun write much bout it also..

haha.. hao mang orh.. today i'm eager to attend cell bio lec.. dunno why.. its 8am.. very early huh.. i tink maybe is tt i've enough sleep last night.. managed to be attentive for e morning lec.. yes Bmic ended early.. meaning have more time to study my maths.. last night study chap 4 halfway slept till morning liaoz.. chap 3 haven touch.. ben ben they all shifted to another table to study haha.. i understand lah hha.. haha i felt i may fail my maths coz i really dunno how to do.. maths need practise de.. i din lo.. nvm after next mon i gonna be full blast engine for studies laioz.. after maths went study room at level 4 with ping.. i like being there.. air-con temperature is just nice.. tink we spent most of e time talking ba.. we brought in choco biscuit in.. munch n study n talk.. tt time june like MIA.. cannot find her.. at 4pm.. ping went for cds.. i stayed in e room until somebody comes.. coz we booked e room only till 4pm de.. meet up with wei lin at level 4 to return her e psy book.. surprisingly.. saw derek.. ping ended lesson.. she n june also come.. crap all around.. i tink i dun wan to change e mp3.. e cable so troublesome.. but hor.. 512 MB lehz... haha

tml got cell bio quiz.. i studied okok only.. later will continue ba.. but i wun stay till so late.. i need sleep one.. just finished assigning my entre group pp as to e parts to present this thu.. e slides shld be ok.. at least i'm having a peace of mind of tt.. just tt tml got to study HPI and prepare e presentation for thu.. thu after entre got to do PST project laioz.. meeting my group pp.. it must be a fruitful meeting.. cannot waste time.. must get straight to e point and dun talk rubbish haha..

'yes i understand how u feel.. i truly do.. n i'll be by your side whenever u need me..'