HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~~!!

i was out for more than 12hrs fr home.. went to bai nian at my eldest uncle's house! we din go as early as in e past.. ya as usual bai nian.. take hong bao.. gather together.. i'm glad coz its really my desire to fellowship my relatives, cousins.. even to my parents.. i tink i talk more to them now.. i'm e 3rd eldest among e cousins at my father's side.. 1st one is working adult.. 27 or 28 yrs old.. very smart one.. graduated fr NUS.. 2nd one is married! got baby le.. i've become yi ma for e baby! omg.. also called auntie?

both of them always very busy.. seldom mix with us now.. they were super close with me when i was young.. esp e 2nd one.. always stick with her one.. like to hold her hand.. haha.. now everyone has grown up.. esp all my younger cousins.. sec 3 sec 4 etc.. pri 6..etc.. we've played with one another since young also.. got alot memories one.. like rachel, sherman.. rachel already sec 4, sherman sec 1! we often play until very feng.. sherman was real cute when young.. simply love him! now became more mature le haha.. jin yan sec 3, jin hui pri 6.. both joker lah.. very noisy one.. jin yan is quite sensible though very playful.. i can click with him.. jin hui very very naughty one..

jin qiang shld be sec 3 this yr.. actually i like him alot too.. he always stick with me when young.. but did drift away as we grow older.. he was very guai n bit plump then.. but now is xiao shuai ge! very cool look n thin n tall.. though seldom see him, i can still feel there's this closeness with him one.. hai i quite sad tt he nv study le.. tink bit influence fr family n friends tt made him changed.. i'm not sure if he got kicked out or izzit he dun wan to continue.. he's just 15 this yr! i really feel for him.. my bro told me he's working in an office.. n.. he smokes.. really breaks my heart!! where's tt previous little innocent boy.... but his character is still gd lah.. caring..

those closest to me can play pool etc.. i tink we'll meet to play one.. with my bro.. wow.. haha i'm quite excited n happy to gather with them! yeah! haha tml will be going mother's side one.. going wai po's house..

oh ya one of my shu shu bless me extra money.. he secretly gave me.. thank God.. i tink i can fulfil my building fund asap le.. =)

yeah... CNY is coming.. i'm quite excited actually.. partly is coz of Pastor Kong's sermon bout fellowship with my relatives.. this makes me excited to talk to them~ haha 1st day will be going father's side.. 2nd day going mother's side.. 3rd day see got programme not haha.. if dun have, i'll stay at home revise le.. exams coming in bout 3weeks times.. hee

i simply love crowd esp in chinatown.. i wanna squeeze with them haha.. tt's wad re nao is all bout! have e qi fen.. well i was very excited to go chinatown long time ago.. to shop shop see see.. very interesting.. explore here n there.. isn't it fun? i went with jian an n grace.. jian an very scare of e crowd.. haha.. i tink grace ok one lah.. she shld be xi guan le.. chinatown really got alot stalls.. i was lured by e sausage haha.. seems nice.. long queue also.. but grace said its a permanent stall.. i den tell myself its ok.. can eat next time.. alot things.. we bought e muah chee.. very fun n cheap! i bought e windchime made of seashells.. they dun wan buy.. if not would be 3 for $10.. interesting lah there haha...

den we went to those pub area to look look.. not very extreme lah.. just tt there're some girls outside certain shops.. tink they waiting for a target.. i saw an old man enter lo.. i was so sad.. he looked so decent.. like got wife, children, grandchildren....

haha anyway we went to eat at a hawker.. i reached grace's house at 1.30am.. so fast.. i was still active.. but grace very tired le.. i stayed over at her place.. very funny lah.. we slept at 3plus.. man i really had a nice sleep... haha..

oh ya i wanna have a lao yu sheng with my previous E307 bestie sisters next week!

n lao yu sheng with grace they all...

go KTV... hunt for more guitars... buy more new clothes, shoes, accessories... n of coz to fulfil my building fund.. haha alot things lah.. i tink i wan write them down on my personal book.. if not i will forget.. haha.. so happy..

its my big day! i've finally had my guitar back! i was so happy! my beloved is back with me.. haha.. i was looking at it when going to bugis.. my heart felt so loved n peace.. its back in my hands again.. i den realise how much i really miss it haha.. i feel like taking it out to play n touch.. but i was on e train so i cannot anyhow.. i'm so contented.. sounds weird to have affection on a guitar.. but it means alot to me.. i bet it means alot to other guitarists too.. haha.. it just feels diff when u're playing ur own guitar.. oh ya it really did collect alot of dust..

oh yeah its my another big day.. terrible.. finally i've went to visit tui na shop at bugis.. i was bit nervous when e uncle started using e wooden thing to massage my sole.. coz i'm quite scare of this kind of pain.. been thru alot times.. i know how pain is e pain.. i signed when knowing i had to go thru it again.. starting i still can ren.. but at times i quite tensed up.. coz going to hit e pain level.. there's this time when he pressed onto e nerve.. i shouted.. he said he pressed quite lightly only.. maybe its really serious.. but he's concerned if it hurts everytime he changed e way he press.. my tears came out.. but still got to continue ren until everything is over.. almost every part has been massaged.. both legs, hands, back, neck, eye area.. but i got feel tt its better.. but now there's still a weird feeling in my left knee,feet,toe.. i tink there'll be blue-black over my arms.. but shld be alright as long as i dun jog for time being.. i'm restrained fr eating fried food n drinking cold drink.. ping sure treat me very strict..

oh man.. i kana sore throat.. must be drink milo put too much milo powder le.. really.. haha.. den i ate chicken cutlet n drank ice-coffee in e afternoon.. activated everything to sore e throat.. next wk CNY.. wan get it healed man.. n i dun wan fall sick! i'm shivering while typing this..

actually its e first day of open house.. alot sec sch pp touring.. so crowded.. to get to IT sch, i had to go up to level 5, walk across to IT side n go down e stairs.. saw my friends at Biotechnology booth there.. i tink Jed did a good job in presenting e talk.. we got a display showing real rat tt had been dissected.. its stomach, intestine etc is showed out fr e body.. den we've got bottles of e rat's organ collected.. suspended in solution.. e sec sch girls were like kinda stunned.. well if interested, tt's under vet science =) ya i would wan share gd things about my course too.. coz tt's my course! anyway its my first choice! so i actually should LOVE my course haha..

there's this joke between me, denise,ping ting in e girl's toilet.. very funny.. but not nice if say here.. there's another one which is at e lab.. we finished our lab n need to wash hands.. so denise was washing her hands at one sink.. suddenly she burst into laughter which startled me.. she pointed to a bottle beside which obviously is hand soap.. but den e words tt's written on e bottle is "Hand Soup".. haha.. it was really hilarious man.. got another bottle also like tt.. maybe its intentionally one..or maybe e person really dunno how to spell "Soap".. haha..

we 3 very childish lo.. were playing pepsi cola outside e lab.. dunno why play also.. i always lose first sia.. haha

i was talking with yilun yesterday night on e phone.. ya lo haven really talk to her ever since of e combined cg.. b4 tt had a powerful BS with her.. she so on sia.. i was just joking of her coming tamp to eat breakfast with me during weekdays.. she ok lo.. its very early.. at least for her to come down to tamp.. but i'm looking forward ot it.. feel quite comfortable thru e talking on e phone.. haha.. shared alot things.. bout myself n some other pp.. she said she feel so blessed tt i shared so much with her.. coz she's a very good listener.. someone who understands n really share e joy, sorrow as we were sharing.. she commented tt actually i'm quite blessed n asked if i know tt.. well now i know.. ya i'm blessed to be under her too.. she's my cgl now.. yup i'm really blessed.. she just got e joy in her tt's infectious to others.. oh ya she can guide me thru spiritually in guitar too!!!!

i told her bout my leg.. ya i tink i shld just stop jogging first or it gets worsen.. i tink i wanna go tui na n make everything in my leg right.. if not next time old liaoz sure pain.. she told me bout her case.. alamak.. got liquid in her knee.. scary.. e moment i thot of go tui na, i really very scare of e pain sia.. haha been thru so many times, i'd had enough.. e pain is killing! i wanna find e bugis uncle.. dunno e shop still there not..

my cg went to fellowship at dhoby ghaut today.. makan at long john first.. not many pp came but at least some were there haha.. i really wanna get to know more about them.. bei en came too! lynn came with a sec 1 boy.. fr children church.. he received salvation last sun! haha.. his name is jian kai.. starting he super shy.. he dun wan bother me when i talked to him.. dun dare look at me.. haha.. funny lo.. but after warm up he became so talkative..

we went to e mind cafe.. to play board game.. haha so fun lo!! on e way met jasmine's cg.. nv see jeremy.. my cg split into 2 groups to play.. finally jian an came.. so me, jian an, lynn, yiting, elaine, jian kai PLAYED>> MONOPOLY.... haha sounds so un-interesting rite.. coz of e sec 1 jian kai lo.. haha.. carrie, yilun, bei en, linus, dewen playing dunno wad game.. nv see b4.. our group very fun sia.. alot jokes cracked.. its Simpson monopoly.. we played very fast so as to save time.. mine, elaine's rule is always so diff fr jian an's.. haha starting keep arguing how it shld be done.. generation gap sia.. haha.. wadever property we land, we just buy.. keep buying lo haha.. den when pp passby, u'll get money.. hee.. got one time nobody visited mine lo.. den i stomachache.. do business. when i go back, they told me i earned alot haha.. they keep "tio" my land..!! haha.. suddenly i became very rich.. i've been in jail e most no. times! 3! jian kai 2 times.. other din.. at 4pm, some went off coz go svc or ministry..

rest of us den go parklane see guitar! whao not bad lah.. got one shop e uncle very friendly.. keep laughing to wadever we say.. haha.. but e guitar too striking n ex le.. pink colour leh! after tt we headed to PS.. rest of them walked so fast.. me, jian an so behind.. leg pain lah.. meet up with melissa.. haha she's got loads of shopped item! we pei jian an eat.. was thinking to see guitar at city hall.. jian an going with me.. rest of them went home.. thot of meeting with wei lin's, cy's cg pp.. but they've left quite early fr bugis.. so i might as well go city hall le haha..

me, elaine, linus, jian an taking same train.. so funny lo.. e train was here.. but got alot pp queuing to get in.. so we squeezed our way to e back of train to see if can get in.. there's this bit of space.. got quite no. of pp too.. tt time e announcement already saying going to close e door le.. elaine, linus wanted to get in but i was afraid n i strained back.. elaine also held up by me.. den dunno y i tink two of 2 or either of us pushed linus into e train while e door is closing!! e door closed n so linus is inside!! we broke out in laughter very loudly.. haha.. its was so funny.. e pp inside train saw wad happened.. i bet they wan to laugh but just ren.. linus called us back haha.. we said sorry.. den we asked who pushed him in.. jian an commented how would he know whose hand.. funny lo.. we told him to go back first lo.. but he waited for us at city hall.. den we departed.. me, jian an went bras brasah.. den his friend came along.. we went to peninsular there..

dunno why i've nv really like any leh.. e feel isn't there.. very niao.. but i must keep lookout.. i wanna buy one acoustic myself.. i dun wan use other pp's guitar.. i wun have flow.. i wan my classical guitar back.. i miss it.. i bet its inside e bag without season-ing.. cannot lo.. sure become lag.. sure dust everywhere.. i just wan it back.. its my own.. to take good care of it.. but i need to buy an acoustic for myself too.. its a need lah.. got to save up..

Argh! i kana my old injury again.. maybe coz of e running tt exert too much pressure le.. i've sprained my left wrist, left knee, left ankle before.. all left side.. haha.. so tt's explains also why my left side limbs are weak.. i tink e left knee haven fully recover at all since sec 3.. e person asked me go back to treat but i din coz no money tt time.. haha.. so i just let it heal itself.. but now e weird feeling on e knee is back again.. i walk abit bai kar now.. somehow e bone inside also bit painful.. i shall see if it gets better for next few days.. if not i have to see doc liaoz...... haiz.. scare of those pain sia.. so dreadful! its a nightmare!

it has been raining and raining.. whole day for past 2 days.. i've just read e newspaper.. it says tt it'll still continue to rain for 2 more days..
seems tt i dun like? well, i love it man.. haha

grace is in Korea now.. hao ming.. haha.. her mum very cute n special.. play maple story, so mad bout pei yong jun (korean actor)! she was a committee member in his fan club before! haha! so crazy bout him! and one thing!... grace really look like her mum! haha.. fei hua lah..

oh ya recently there's alot changes.. my cg combined with bro dewen's cg.. den my cgl is Sis Yilun! A sub-zone leader who's leading more than 1 cg now.. a church staff too.. once in e same class with me in e Intermediate Guitar Class! she's ever so smiling n friendly! i've always like her since e guitar class.. n.. she's my cgl now! she's giving me BS now too! its really an opportunity to learn fr her! yup! n she can train me in guitar spiritually too!

bro dewen is a nice bro.. his cg has got all e girls! he's e only guy! haha.. so plus linus, jian an, fuquan.. total there'll be 4 bro in my new cg.. others all girls! alot fr sec sch also haha.. they're nice, funny, friendly n beautiful pp! quite like them.. haha.. small jeremy has been transferred to Jasmine's cg.. wei lin has been transferred back to Benny's cg.. it might be good to her n might be good to me too.. its time when i need to stand in e gap more.. i shldn't be just keep depending on others.. its all bout initiatives too.. changes is also constant lah.. must learn to adapt quick.. i learn fr Joyce Meyer's msg bout:" Dun do things based on I feel, I feel!" ya.. i wanna throw away all my "I feel, I feel".. and to do e things tt is right though i dun feel its right.. haha sad is sad lah.. but moving on is more impt than "i feel, i feel".. n i've gotta over all e changes n i should now focus on building relationship on my current cg! yeah~

seriously i've been trying to lift all my burdens to God.. Yilun shared tt after we pray, we shld stand up n feel convicted in e possibilities.. Dr. Joyce Meyer also said tt since tt we've prayed for e things, it'll be a total waste of time if we still worry bout it.. i tink i'm still on e right track.. slowly n slowly.. i'm releasing all my burdens to Him.. i'm trying to really lift up everything to Him after e prayer and dun have to worry a single thing..

Dr. Joyce Meyer said tt we follow God! n not follow pp! we dun have to follow wad pp do.. they may do wad we cannot do.. but they might not be able to do wad we can do! all of us are unique in a sense we do things differently.. same thing but different style.. so each one of us is special.. so just Follow God! n not Follow pp! carrie asked me if i'm ready to take up follow-up once again.. i paused.. n i said to give me some time till this sun.. carrie den said she'll wait for me to tell her i'm ready n tt not to drag too long.. i was wondering wad am i afraid of.. just be myself n befriend..

somehow i just feel like pursuing into music thingy.. at e same time maybe able to focus on cg too.. i have e passion in songs, music, rhythm, beats etc.. not forgetting guitar, drum, piano etc.. i love it.. i borrowed a song on song writing fr sch.. i was looking for some guitar books den i came across this song writing book.. i was thinking hey i can try to compose.. haha but its quite hard.. u need feelings to construct lyrics, music..

smile =)

Applied Microbiology!

Its just an elective.. yet it has so so much work to do! more than those core subjects..

Got back most term test papers.. lucky i passed my Analytical Biochem.. thot cannot make it! its an open book.. u will have e mindset: aiya open book ma.. wad to study?

yup tt was on my mind too.. so frankly i din study.. ended up i dunno how to do.. but i passed?! cannot believe it sia.. cannot lah.. must put in effort in this subject n others too! i wanna shine for Jesus! laziness often lead to destruction.. i dun wan to be a lazy person anymore!! =)

sailing thru e times in TP.. i tink its skiing fr a motorboat.. i'm heading YEAR 3 after this term! OMG!.. SIP, FYP.. imagine tt i'll be working in a lab.. preparing this n tt.. woah.. fun is fun.. but responsibility is heavy.. later "ping piang" here n there....

yeah i'm glad tt i'm on path once again.. it has been a terrible time.. at least i manage to divert myself fr e wrong direction.. i begin to learn n see light.. i shld face e problems instead of running away.. coz someday i'll still meet e same problem.. n history will repeat..

why not might as well face it n solve it now! ya.. i shld.. i know tt i can do it.. since God really did try to avert me fr doing e wrong stuff.. it cannot be so coincident! tt's when i started picking myself up.. i fell but i wan to stand up n climb again.. but i still need some time to overcome.. yup its a process.. Seow Li jia you!