God is good all the time.. and all the time God is good..

sometimes things are more than just a coincidence.. just like fuquan.. i really pray tt i can enter his life.. to help him in his spiritual walk with God.. until now.. i haven really talk much to him.. it is e spirit tt's prompting me to take note about him.. there are alot of things coming up.. it may get tiring.. my capacity is going to be stretched.. at e same time got to handle studies too.. i wan to do well.. to bear a living testimony.. i just wan to depend on my Almighty God.. knowing tt He is my source.. I wan to hold on.. carry on.. walk on.. impacting pp..

YeS! i've made iT! fasted for 24hrs! 6am to 6am.. managed to resist every temptation! in sch, at ymca etc.. it was during e night i felt really really hungry.. i had difficulty sleeping also.. tossing here n there.. 2am.. 3am.. 4am.. keep waking up at every an hr.. so woke at 6am.. i've completed my fasting! haha can start eating liao.. i drank 2 cups of milk.. suddenly it tasted so nice.. plus 2 pieces of bread n some biscuits.. seems alot mah? no rite.. haha.. i felt sense of satisfication to have completed e fasting as a church with other members, leaders, pastors etc.. :)

Breakthrough is awaiting for us!!
God is doing something great in us!!
God is doing something great in us that u and i can ever imagine :)

thu liao.. wah.. really fast sia.. but i'm looking forward to fri! haha.. yeah.. me feeling happy.. yes we shld be happy in our life.. cherish every time u have now.. time wun go back just because u're unhappy.. so SmiLE!! SmiLe Tt u'vE hAD aNoThEr neW DaY tO enjoY!! tO haVe Fun.. StRess is just pArT of a coLoUrfUL liFe.. iT adds flavour.. without it, i tink life would be so boring.. SMiLe at e NEw DAY whIcH iS anOthEr nEw aDventuRe wIth oUr Almighty GoD!! :)

FrI!! haha actually now already sat le.. haha.. dun care lah.. still like fri mood.. haha.. i'm happy.. i tink partly coz its fri.. going weekend.. yeah.. best part of e week.. yup this wk was indeed busy.. real busy.. no time to eat at other sch canteens.. this morning slept till very shuang.. enough rest le.. my breakfast was heavy sia.. coz also no time to eat when my lesson starts at 12pm.. i started begin to catch up in my june bible reading.. YES! i've finished New Testement for June le.. others got to catch up le.. going end of e month le..

we've had meeting skills practice for CSAS.. while my group was 'acting', a group observed us.. other groups were at e other end of e room practising too.. so funny.. so fake haha.. i just couldn't help myself laughing.. i tried to stop.. i managed to.. just tt still got e smile on my face.. i talked also got those laughing tone.. haha.. so all of us just laughed lo.. free n easy session..

after tt had 4 hrs lec.. seemed very fast.. i slept bit during mgen.. cannot open my eye leh haha.. talked alot with ben ben.. really like sharing things with her de haha.. after lesson celebrated felicia's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!! haha tt tai tai.. getting prettier liao.. AB23 is together again.. her present was necklace. not cheap ok.. wrapped until so big.. alot newspapers..she unwrapped until pek chek haha.. took alot photos.. there's tis time i was supposedly to pok jo's cheek.. but i poked june's mouth.. i cannot see u see.. so i dunno also.. haha.. dunno y she also diam diam.. we laughed until cannot make it haha..

felt like going TM with ping they all.. but i lazy.. so went home to do some drawing.. meet up with jamie they all at 9plus.. i was hungry.. haven eaten lunch n dinner.. so went to bedok to eat. wow e food was nice!! esp satay!! yum.. nearly 12am.. quickly rush for 69 bus.. i ran like mad to catch it.. i scare no more bus haha.. yup i got on it..

i've got to practise guitar first.. n quiet time b4 i sleep.. tml need give tuition first.. before go for cg.. hmmm need to study tml night sia.. term test coming..

oh ya.. i'm proud of my class man.. got 3 fr my class got director's list.. greatest no. of pp lo.. haha..

love fri!! love going out at night!! love to go out at fri night!! :)

after this post n my quiet time.. i'm really going to have good sleep le..

haha but i just wan update e things happening now haha.. well i've got a new phone.. haha.. bought it on mon with my father.. upgraded my mum's line.. so cost only $68.. before buying i dun really like e phone one.. but coz on budget den no choice.. but after buying.. i quite like e phone.. small, compact, functions not bad too.. it will save my sent msg.. haha.. i love it man.. i like to look at wad i've msg n who i've msg at e end of e day.. haha.. can help me keep track of no. of sms per day.. i've keyed in all my contacts.. still, i hoped my V200 can revive.. haha.. everyday i would just try to switch it on.. but to no avail..

oh ya.. my seedlings going to die liao haha.. got contamination le.. got its not air-tight.. e parafilm came loose.. its exposed.. so got fungi growing in e agar liao.. hai.. haha.. oh ya this whole week have been having my lunch fr mobile canteen.. its really no time to eat at other canteen sia :/

i've got my term test timetable..
mon: AIMM
Tue: Fpath, PCT
Wed: CSAS
Thu: Biochem
fri: MGen
i'm looking forward for e term break again le.. haha.. KBOX!! :)

*refreshed*

just reached home not long ago.. i was physical tired.. really tired.. haha.. i tink this wk was e busiest one for me.. *stretching myself*.. but i'm still strong lah :) i had to hand up my AIMM report, PCT lab report on wed.. so practically stared into com screen fr evening till night on tue.. yup completed all.. wed was a long day.. lab n tut.. tut n lab.. Praise God tt my Fpath lab ended early.. practically just looking at slides of cells.. so i can make it for 6pm BS at YMCA.. i'm taking foundation truth 2.. e books all changed.. i feel like taking VL again.. coz got diff lesson.. GS book very cute one haha.. e queue for registration was long.. xia si ren.. by e time i got into e room.. going end of worship le.. but nevertheless i enjoyed e whole session.. building strong foundation.. so that e higher we climb, we can still be ever stable..

Bro Bobby shared with us tt:"If u love God, u would love e Word of God".

Word of God refers to our Holy Bible! It would not just be a chore! but rather being always hungry.. being always longing for e WorD n revelation.. :)

benny was there too.. haha.. i went back with jamie, cy.. on e train rite.. suddenly got a smell sia.. so 'thick'.. haha.. talked bout each other's calling.. i tink its not just coincidence tt we would bring up this topic....... well supposedly to study for biochem quiz de.. but i dozed off on e bed sia.. Praise God i woke up at 12am.. really miracle.. den i studied seriously.. coz quite alot to study.. i slept at 3plus.. woke at 7am.. which is today.. 8am is e quiz.. very rushing rite.. den tut suddenly got so many things to do.. even over time for 10mins.. my break is shortened to 45mins.. i've yet to prepare for teaching Apel to class later.. I tink e presentation was good.. me, xiao yu, ping.. i shared with my personal experiences of negative peer pressure.. Thank God tt words just flow.. haha..

went for CDS at 3pm.. before tt i was sleepy.. went to library to rest.. sleep awhile.. i rememebered i was dreaming bout sth (i forgot liao).. quite fun de.. den ping woke me up.. to attend lesson.. hai.. this wk cds lesson was interesting.. interior drawing.. i think its my best drawing haha.. keep drawing.. till 6 plus.. i was super sleepy tt time.. but had to go give tuition.. after tt i become giddy sia.. really needed some rest.. hai hao tml starts lesson at 12pm.. can sleep longer.. need some good sleep haha..

dj gave me few pizza.. i ate all.. coz i was hungry sia.. my first meal today was only during dinner.. so really starving.. but now my stomach very full.. haha

Chicken pie fr mobile canteen is TASTY~!!

kinda fallen in love with it.. though got e green pea inside..
haha

i had my lesson since 8am.. till 3pm haven eaten anything.. not tt i dun wan.. is tt no time to eat.. my lesson supposedly fr 8 to 5pm w/o break..

8 to 9am PCT lec
9 to 12pm MGEN Lab
12 to 3pm PCT Lab
3 to 5pm PCT lec

my lecturer gave us 15mins break b4 start 3pm lec.. starving.. haha alot plant things today.. did explant etc.. my seedlings grew!! no contamination!! beautiful.. we dealt with roses also.. now my labs are always very interesting de.. i'm not bluffing wor.. i starting to like my present class.. starting getting along well with denise.. good good.. got to hand in 2 assignments by wed.. thu got quiz.. got to plan time well..

oh ya i dun wan to get out of point haha..
wad i wan to say is tt......... again..

Chicken pie fr mobile canteen is TASTY~!! hahaha =)

yup i had a wonderful weekend.. wonderful time.. wonderful moment..

felt so happy after ending lesson on friday.. went out with cg to safra.. wanted to go bowling one.. in e end got competition there haha.. so qiao lo.. quite big event there.. a group of us just gong gong standing there.. looking around at those players.. we decided go play billard.. guys must wear long pants de.. its a rule there.. we booked 2 tables.. e tables are big.. e balls are smaller than pool.. difficulty also increases haha.. very fun.. i dun feel like going home early.. so some of us went TM to play arcade after tt.. suddenly e things there like very complicated.. nth to play.. my stomach started growling.. i was hungry.. i haven eaten lunch n dinner.. so we went long john to makan.. waited for chris b4 we buy.. good rite.. whoa.. MaD cOw DiSeAsE fr DaNiEL iS SpReAdInG.. billy, me, jamie kana.. crap n crap.. all of us were really talking rubbish.. very fun.. laughed until muscle cramp.. den daniel, billy shared bout spiritual stuffs.. bit eerie.. but interesting.. we chatted till 11 plus sia.. i was bit scare as when going home alone.. but i spoke in tongues to myself to strengthen myself up..

sat had cg.. very rushing.. tuition den straightaway on e way to cg.. plus i nv practise e ministering song as i got it only in e morning.. i practised only after reaching daniel's house.. cg started.. yup e atmosphere was lifted up.. Praise God.. yeah had BBQ!!! tt time was bout 3plus.. bbq in e afternoon.. haha.. alot food.. e bro keep playing PS2.. had hard time persuading them to let sisters play.. i played with wei lin in e fighting.. haha.. gao xiao lo.. shout here n there.. so exciting sia.. haha.. we anyhow press one.. i actually believed tt she bought a new phone.. haiyo.. den ar.. i got alot internal n external injuries fr her sia..

we spent whole day at daniek's house.. yup.. i enjoyed myself.. haha.. by e time i left e house.. it was 10pm.. wow.. planned to do project till late night de.. i meant to lie on bed awhile only.. in e end slept till next morning... haiyo..

SUn!! WOoH~ I've got busing duty.. i was excited anyway coz its my first time doing it.. under e sun.. of coz we did drink lots water.. my cg were sitting at musician's floor area there.. i sat with fuquan.. felt an urge to get to know him better.. to build e friendship up.. i hope he will feel belonged to e cg.. he's quite friendly one.. just tt sometimes he like very lonely.. we ate at KFC.. shared with wei lin e $8.45 meal.. looks like alot.. but i wasn't full lehz... suddenly i tink yy's army ration food is disgusting.. haha.. some of us went over to city hall.. i wan see guitar.. alot shops sia!! i love it! BUT>>>>>>>>>> they were closed.. i was utterly disappointed sia.. haha but hai hao got a shop haven.. e blue acoustic guitar was nice.. can plug in.. bout $310.. okok lah.. haha by this yr i wan invest in guitar liao.. haha ya.. buying good one.. one i can flow with.. one tt belongs to me.. haha.. one i can bring around playing for other cgs.. :)

GUITAR!!!!!! e FiRe oF pLaYiNg iT Is EvEr BuRnInG~~

sometimes i'm just wondering to myself why pp likes to have god-brothers or god-sisters.. isit they're lacked of love or care and concern? in e terms.. its more intimacy than just friends.. they show care and concern only based on e term or they really care fr bottom of e heart? haha diff pp got diff views ba..

ya there's alot of cute, different pp in this cute,strange world.. haha..

memories suddenly flooded my mind.. i'll write bout my sec life.. haha.. feel like keeping e memories in words here haha.. keep u updated!! :)

yes!! fRidaY!! Yeah!! towards weekend~!! lalala~~~~

its a time when i can rest abit.. but must keep up my project work still.. i've got bout 3 projects at hand.. plus got other assignments too.. got to keep up with studies too.. all those theory.. i've studied for my 2 quizzes.. till late night.. i pray that i will do well.. in every little thing.. must do it to e best!

Matt 5:16 "LEt your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven." YuP.. those reading this post.. hope it will encourage you haha :)

i'm trying my best to do well.. been trying to pay attention in lec, tut, lab..
one thing tt's hindering me fr doing well is coz i'm lazy.. haha.. aiyo.. SeOW Li.. cannot like this wor.. my lecturer told us that a good student is someone who would look beyond lec notes..

actually my class pp very crap one.. some jokes are really funny.. during AIMM tut.. e teacher kana suan so badly.. but she's ok one lah.. also join in e fun de.. she said she've tried everything before under e sun.. haha.. den my class: Orh~~~~.. haha u get wad i mean? den talked alot rubbish.. seems logical but also stupid..

" no wonder u getting married.."
"Cher.. so u really getting married? which void deck?"

i just knew tt got a guy fr my class knows how to play guitar one.. cool~~~ hehehe~~

dragonboat~ dragonboat~ have been whirling on my mind.. i wan to go.. yesterday i ran n walked 8 rounds of sch running track.. its just run for fun de.. not dragonboat.. i like e moment after running.. felt healthier.. haha.. bit of sweating is good.. no way will i stay in air-con room whole day!! =)

*YaWn* mouth big big.. sometimes will cover my mouth lah haha.. xing xiang.. waiting for CDS to start at 3pm.. finally got e time to online.. i'm not kidding.. this week busy with quizzes, tuition, projects etc.. den not much time to use com for leisure..

i wanted to go for my first dragonboat training on wed.. but i had to give tuition.. it was supposedly on tue.. but e mum forgot.. she went to dentist.. i gave bs to jeremy on tue too.. i'm glad to hear him saying his mum wanted to come our church for svc.. she din go for a long time de..

these days i was kinda sleepy.. i din do much studying at night which i wanted to do so.. i slept before 1am these few days haha.. i left 2 quizzes which is on fri.. i dun really feel stress though like got 4 quizzes etc.. like okok.. yup assignments come liao haha..

"....There's a vibe in the air, of your presence everywhere, i can feel it~(feel it in my soul) Your joy has filled my heart, no reason to despair, Jesus your name we declare~~ ...." I like this part best!!!

haha my today is fruitful!

gave tuition, give BS to jeremy, meet kehui, visit samsung service shop, call up friends, study, eating out with family, project, play guitar, and now online..

my tuition's kid's mum like very sad.. she quitted her job.. was on e way for interview while i was going to her house.. when she came back house.. she's like troubled.. she went to talk with her husband in e room.. suddenly he just shouted.. they quarrelled.. e mum went out fr e room n scolded words to him.. hmm.. i just continued teaching melvern.. he ar.. he's smart.. just tt he's lazy.. haha cute lah.. i like his bro also.. javern.. super cute.. hehe

gave BS to jeremy but forgot to bring bible.. haiyo.. wad a blur me.. lucky he got extra one.. phew.. haha.. den went to visit kehui awhile.. they live within same area.. i went to samsung service centre at century square.. i was utterly shocked when i heard e price of repairing of my V200.. its $200+.. haven plus $26 for consultation fee.. i might as well as get phone? i quite like my phone lah.. so bit heartache.. haha.. thank God i can still copy n paste e phonelist fr e hp to com.. if not i'm going to lose alot alot of contact numbers..

studied n studied.. got clearer pic of biochem n PCT.. haha.. really studied very seriously.. like i've said.. must catch up.. next week got 4 quizzes.. mon got PCT.. jia you..

i was quite happy tt my father brought e whole family out to eat.. when's a last time? he said tt nan de i'm at home.. so just eat together outside.. haha.. we ate e claypot rice.. not really tt nice one haha.. bit salty.. den e chicken meat so fatty de.. but i still ate it anyway.. these few weeks haven been eating much.. so just enjoy enjoy..

wah today i used hp alot sia.. call n msg.. call n msg.. bit heavy.. haha but i rather have my hp keep beeping than having it being so quiet.. my hp needs to be with me wherever i go haha.. every now n then.. even when i'm sleeping.. its always near me haha.. i'm looking around for good n budget phone.. i've eyed one.. but i dun wan change my number.. i like it too much liao.. if upgrade need pay $100 more.. haha.. so give me advice wad i shld do ok.. haha..

SeOw Li Aka NiCoLe Is eNjOyiNg EvErY bIt oF hEr LiFe.. StReSs ShaLL nOt PuT hEr DoWn!! :)

haha i'm in IT lab now.. tiao cao fr AS blk.. later still got lesson at 3pm.. so got to write quickly Emerge is still on.. tonight is e last night.. shall be ever life-changing.. first night had my pos.. i tink we did great.. we had given our best! "moshi moshi" haha.. e part is so funny.. yup.. after all e trainings.. we gave everything on tt night.. other schs were good too! NTU, NUS etc.. sec night sat at e overflow room.. but e excitment n presence is there.. we sang indonesia song.. it was NICE! my heart was truly locked unto God.. e msg.. convicted me.. i wan to see my parents, my friends as when going to heaven.. i wan them to be with me.. souls saved.. angels rejoicing.. let e fire keep burning inside of us! putting words into action too!

i wan reach out to Richie.. but i've nv talked to him before.. he's in my class.. starting he like very quiet.. but hor he's very noisy now.. with my guys classmates.. he jokes alot.. but scold alot of "words" also one haha.. he'd got a gf since sec sch until now.. she's in AS sch too.. somehow i felt bit hard to reach out to him.. but i dunno why i would thought of him suddeny.. i wan to try.. prob need some time.. i will keep him in my prayer everyday..

before reaching out.. need to build friendship with e pp.. i need e wisdom to know how to handle.. coz somehow i felt i dun really know how.. so bit struggle within me.. but i just wan to trust God to change me.. to untie e knot in my heart.. yes i believe there will be a breakthrough!

my studies.. hmm.. must work hard lah.. i was lag behind.. every subject.. i din really revise.. so haha e tutorials or quizzes i dunno how to do.. ya got 3 projects at hand.. got a report got to hand in on mon.. haven do yet.. WOoH.. Gambette YO~ keep me in prayer!:)

mon blue.. i was soooo sleepy.. i managed to pull myself up for sch which starts at 8am.. den had mgen lab.. interesting lah.. e chromosomes within us.. wad makes up of us.. but alot things i cannot remember such as chi-square.. den had another lab.. PCT.. but we did pour plate at e lamina air flow.. after tt got to record things in our book.. this time i was going to sleep.. haha.. stoning.. tt sharon also..

my mon lesson was long.. w/o breaks.. its just when lesson ended early den can use e free time to munch sth.. but i'm fasting today.. yeah.. quite impacted fr wad Bro Nick had shared with us during cg meeting.. i really got alot things to share.. haha.. see how much i can write ba.. can see feeling also..

ok past few nights have been practising POS every night till ten.. in tp.. sat supposedly had practise in e morning n at night too.. but i got tuition.. den at night i feel like resting.. had my cg tt day also.. actually e praise i dun really know how to play.. coz i felt very weird.. but on e actual praise n worship.. i tink God really bring me thru it.. i felt very powerful n excited as when i was playing.. i enjoyed it! i hope e cg enjoyed too! haha.. but.. sth funny happened.. e 3rd string of e guitar sprung.. i was stunned haha.. coz e string kinda got stuck with other strings.. den made weird sounds.. i tried to shoo it away while still playing.. i managed to haha.. anyway e song was ending tt time.. so i just got to change guitar to play for worship.. hmm i dun like e sound.. very soft n dull.. plus my fingertips hurt when pressing e string.. i was bit distracted by e pain in e starting.. but slowly okok liao.. i just started to flow with e song also le :)

so ya it was good.. at night i managed to complete my drawing which is to handed up on thu.. coz of emerge conference.. i guess i might not have e energy n time to draw.. next morning (sun).. reached church early for usher support.. valerie is leaving.. i like her.. bit dun bear haha.. i did Zone A3.. like always e same.. i talked n shared alot with Eunice.. she's quite spiritual person.. someone whom i respect n admire.. my zone filled up very quickly n i get to enjoy praise n worship.. my cg sitting at my zone haha.. after svc i din do recycling coz of POS supposedly to report at 5pm.. so i went to makan with cg.. small portion.. but i ended up very full..

so me, cy, wei lin, jamie went off to church for POS.. starting we dunno where to assemble.. so everybody just gathered at e 242 bus stop there.. time passes n we just changed n put on thick make-ups.. we started late.. we did 2 rounds.. end of 2 rounds.. i was bit sleepy liao.. we left church at 11 plus.. took cab home.. i slept thru out e journey.. very shuang.. i felt energetic again.. i need e energy lah.. coz got to do bit of project b4 i sleep.. i managed to lah.. but dozed off few times.. haha.. so tt explains why i'm so sleepy in sch..

i'm quite excited.. tml is emerge conference liao.. POS COMPETITION IS JUST TML.. all of e practises.. is for tml.. so today needless to say.. got practise also.. imagine performing to 2000+ pp on stage.. representing TRP! rehearsals is diff fr e actual thing.. i believe everyone is going to give their very best! yes i'm happy :)

ya i took back my hp.. they haven even check.. haiyo.. but lucky still can switch on.. but hang alot times.. haha but its ok lah.. at least it has been revived haha.. oh ya one thing is tt i need catch up on my studies.. sometimes dunno wad's going on haha.. yo! jia you!

OH! OH! now is tt everyday going to have POS training in e evening.. quite xiong.. e real thing is just next tue.. so got to really buck up n commit liao.. last night got training also.. i was very hungry tt time.. so meeting cy to eat.. we were talking bout some stuffs.. den got bit of interruption.. starting on e way to POS.. we were diverted to engin sch there.. near swimming pool.. heard tt sports hall cannot be used.. it were just bout 10 dancers? haha.. i've learnt e new dance steps.. e changes.. but i need practice to get things right.. e cd got problem.. e radio cannot read e cd.. so we practised without e music.. e 'bow' and 'moshi moshi' is cute.. haha..

there's a time when we got together n like si@o liao.. so excited.. yes we really wanna give our best.. to sharpen our steps all we can.. den we sat together with yq n shared things.. for once.. i felt e unity.. yes we all are tired.. but we just wan to pull thru till e final thing.. we dun mind even if everyday just train n train.. we began to share like we dance is not coz of winning.. its coz we wan to show to e youths out there tt how excited we are.. and yes.. tt's wad i wan to bring e idea across also.. yq needs us to really commit.. he's also stress if pp just come at last min n wan to dance.. he hopes we can come for training as many as possible.. yes i'm coming for all.. e stunts pp are stress also coz its not easy.. so got to pray for them and God shall do e rest..

we ended our whole thing at 10pm.. i was really tired beat.. i felt like sleeping.. i walked home really slowly.. so when i reached home.. i ate dinner n began to do revise my stuffs.. but i dozed off.. but i manage to get up.. n chatted on e phone with cy n ping.. by e time i can really bath.. it was 2am.. suddenly i felt very giddy.. haha had my quiet time liao den go sleep.. my head is very heavy.. this morning woke up even worse.. i think i'm being heaty lah.. 8am got lec.. i at there.. kept yawning.. eyes watery one.. wan sleep.. haha.. aiyo i got alot breaks lo.. bu san bu si.. coz dun have tut.. next wk den start.. this week really very relac..

anyway i was very surprised of e things tt ping can see thru.. really.. actually she's very understanding.. super understanding.. e things she thinks.. is very pure n innocent one.. ya very helpful also.. always at e expense of herself.. long time ago she said i'm just like her source of support.. now it is vice versa ba.. tt's y when i got to know she's not in same class with me.. i was kinda lost.. haha.. in fact i miss my kuku family gang.. really.. with ping, ben ben, june, xiao yu, da jie da and vonne.. they've been really good n helpful buddies to me.. so really thank God for them :) of coz i wan to reach out to them.. they're open.. but must pray they will come..

i'm getting to like listening to songs n music even more.. my body just feel like moving with the beats.. jumping around..its fun.. happening.. will feel very happy one haha.. aiya dunno if u all know wad am i talking.. haha agar agar can? :P

wed liao.. its fast.. already 2nd weeks of sch liao.. these 2 weeks bit relax.. lab always like cancel.. den tutorial haven really started yet.. e things to be done is just csas.. but i haven really filter out e infor needed.. its PBL. so got to do research on our own.. there's lec notes to be printed.. i haven print yet.. haha.. but later i'll print lah.. yesterday had lec whole day.. but my conc wasn't there.. one thing is i dunno wad Ms Rozi is talking.. she likes to say things in complicated manner.. somemore in long sentence.. by e way we break it up into shorter sentence to know wad's happening.. we're way behind liao.. its complicated stuffs.. i tink she shld use drawings to assist us.. just by words is not enough..

haha actually practically i wasn't paying full attention for e other lec too.. e engine haven activated yet.. some lec just read out fr e lec notes.. sometimes i tinking i can just read it myself.. haha.. sometimes to think of it.. my timetable is quite good as compared to my other classmates.. within AS lah.. some of them got 3 days 8am lesson, 3 days till 6pm n 1 day till 7pm.. most is coz of their cds.. mine ok lah.. 3 days 8am, 3 days till 6pm.. now is tt we've got alot lab sessions.. i like my plant cell teacher.. alan pham.. he's like bit rebellious one haha.. but understanding.. coz he's young.. haha..

i'm glad i went to PM last night.. at first i really dunno wad to do sia.. db or pm.. if i go db, i felt uneasy.. if i dun go, i felt apologetic to my frenz.. actually i feel tt i dun have much time to commit in db one.. tuition clash here n there.. in e first place its me who want join.. n my frenz kana influence too.. they joined too.. now if i were to back out.. i felt really paiseh.. how am i going to be a living testimony like tt? so i very mao dun tt time.. even till 4plus i still haven made e decision.. so i just prayed which shld i go.. my heart began to let go of db.. as in i decided to go for pm ytd.. suddenly e guilt n burden in my heart just loosen.. my mind is just set for e pm.. so i went.. n i knew i made e right decision :)