ho ho ho!! wah bout a week nv blog liao.. its time ba.. haha.. was busy.. my online time was reduced alot.. seldom see me online also rite.. haha.. i was supposed to reach sch only at 3 to 5pm.. coz my 2 lab sessions cancelled.. but had to come sch for biochem project.. did till qi qi ba ba le.. i gave jeremy bs on tue and shared with him e word of e cg n svc he had missed.. i tink it was good!! haha.. he was feeling much better also le.. he cut his hair.. really is my cute cute little boy.. oh ya went to watch red candy too.. i was not interested in e show one.. dun intend to go to watch either.. but aiya feel like joining my cg friends.. den go lo haha..

hmm.. e show was nice.. at least got story line.. not like Ju-On.. e red candy show not really tt scary one.. but i cannot help it but to scream.. i knew tt sth is popping out.. but i would auto scream one.. tt wei lin warmed up me first haha.. starting i even closed my eyes lo.. haha.. e show quite touching sia.. i feel like watching the island and e chocolate factory.. i've read e story of chocolate factory b4.. i love it!

i truly love BS given by Pastor Lilian.. she would always say sth tt would strike me one.. really speaks to my heart.. i've finally got back all my term test papers.. SeOw Li!! Hao Hao Nu li!! =) haha.. oh ya i did some drawing on thu for cds.. outdoor drawing.. draw sch building sia.. starting i kept getting stuck.. rub n rub.. draw n draw..finally got abit of e structure.. not easy.. haha.. but Praise God tt its halfway done le wor.. i went for PM with bro nick they all at church office.. its my first time entering so inside.. i like e lounge.. we prayed n worshipped there.. wow.. God's presence is so thick.. yup.. Benny n bro nick spoke to my heart too.. i felt e presence n power just fall upon me.. i like.. :)

fri le.. time flies.................. started lesson only at 12pm.. i was 10mins late according to my hp.. i walked real fast.. my legs ached.. in e end e teacher haven come.. e clock in e room indicated 12.02pm.. diao.. haha.. we had our minutes test.. there was alot things to be written.. by e time i finished, it was almost 2pm.. i din go for fpath lecture.. i stayed in library to study my previous fpath things.. it was fruitful.. e teacher practically read out fr e note one.. ping come n pei me.. she qi guai how come i suddenly study so serious... haha quite touched by her.. she helped me go all e way up to level 7 to find books for me.. i din ask her to.. den we went for mgen lec.. i understood wad's happening.. coz i was listening very attentively.. haha.. den after sch celebrated huat's birthday.. his cake was smashed onto his face.............. hahaha... happy birthday!!

fri night.. dun feel like going out.. haha sometimes it just feels nice to be at home.. meet up with wei lin to pass her books.. n cy to practise guitar at central park..wah my guitar needs to re-string liao lah.. dunno how long nv change.. got to brush up n polish my guitar skills leh.. i wan to learn more.. there's alot more.. haha.. yeah i'm looking forward to tml cg n e steamboat sia..

suddenly e post like very long.. oh ya... e pasar malam is finished liao.......... huh!! my muah ji...... disappear le haha....

wah.. pray for me sia.. i'm feeling giddy these days.. it is those dun make me feel like doing anything.. at times if make any move, e whole world will revolve around me.. i dun like e feeling.. i had to be careful when i walked down e stairs.. even my classmate asked me why am i looking so restless.. haha.. am i? tink coz of bit sickly lo.. indication of my body needed some rest haha.. i slept fr 8pm to 11.30pm.. after coming back fr sch.. had a good talk with jamie.. let go and let God =)

i'm fully awake.. completed my assignments to be handed up later.. i felt tt i've recovered e rest i needed.. but still bit giddy.. feeling much better le.. haha dun feel like sleeping now liao.. feel like watching Initial D again.. i'm okok with e show only.. but dunno why feel like watching another time.. haha.. ok lah dun feel like writing much.. lazy.. =)

*LoVe JeSuS wItH aLL yOuR heaRt, SouL, MiNd*

yesterday monday blue.. sch term starts again.. haha.. got to pick up on lec notes n projects again liao.. today had all lectures.. bit lost in biochem.. coz kah meng was talking so fast.. enzyme here n there.. but i like him lah.. he can explains complicated things really.. my aimm lecturer is officially changed to Alvin Poh.. everyone was punctual for e lec.. coz he's very particular bout this.. he's strict.. super strict.. he's going to be my tut teacher too.. i tink he teaches well.. i understand better.. just tt very scary one haha..

i was shivering all over.. in e lec hall.. super cold leh.. my practical labs dunno why put in all those lights.. so bright.. haha.. i would thought its at night liao.. i'm at kehui's house anyway.. waiting for time to pass.. i've just given bs to jeremy.. got bout 2 hrs free b4 my tuition kid comes home.. so i shall use this time to blog.. i've got a report to be handed up tml.. teacher last min say one.. hmm.. so night chiong le wor.. must pray for strength.. i get sleepy easily these days.. do give me calls at night make sure i'm not sleeping away without finishing my report!! haha..

i'm kinda crazy over comics now.. e wei qi.. hong jia lent me e anime.. my friend lent me e comic too.. ping lent me 'open sesame'.. i love it lo haha.. its funny..

i'm reading 'You The Leader' too.. u shld read it!! its marvellous!! "Great leaders lead by revelation"

i feel like going to alot places.. haha explore.. food, places............. who wanna go........ haha call me anytime.... :)

i'm having lesson now.. =)

this term break.. just feel like relaxing myself.. of course got to do project lah.. haha but so-so lah.. doing bit by bit.. i'm really relaxing sia.. going out n going out.. haha.. if not sleep, or read comic.. not forgetting quiet time etc..

badminton.. my fav sports.. e feeling of being back in e court is great.. i dunno how to describe it.. but its just feeling so happy to be back in e court competing with ur opponent.. i've even thought of training myself to play n represent s'pore de.. haha but i've not been playing for a long long time.. so eventually my stamina had dropped.. haha.. nvm can train one.. :) i'm kinda really hooked up by comics again.. i've haven been reading for 2yrs le.. so membership due.. din renew.. but my friends lending me alot sia..

i've just went for kbox n fantastic four movie.. e kbox was fun.. just tt very ex.. lucky beiqi came with e card.. e movie was okok lo.. but very funny.. e four of them can only be powerful when they unite.. one helping one another.. to destroy e evil.. this makes me think of the friends around me.. they will support me when i'm falling.. i will support them when they're falling too.. qy's two norway cousins went with us to watch.. we began to really talk only after e show.. haha.. their country n language is very interesting!! i cannot pronounce properly one.. haha they're cute.. ok lah.. update again :)

cAnnot cannot.. cannot be affected by this.. need to get my track right.. i was shocked when i got to know this.. i'm "excited".. but i dun wan this kind of excitment.. oh pls.. get off fr my inner!!

i'm here finally.. busy these few days haha.. ended my paper on fri.. mgen.. i dunno wad i'm writing.. but i hope can pass haha.. i was happy tt my tests were over.. i managed to find my way thru fr boon lay mrt walk to church.. with wei lin.. haha but just at e starting i walked e wrong way le.. everything seemed so unfamiliar.. thank God i remembered which way.. i wasn't confident e way also.. i just agar agar one haha.. we walked really slowly sia.. took bout 30mins.. there's this pri sch we've walked past.. e leaves on e wall seems half fake n half real.. one thing is tt.. it was bout 9 plus tt time.. flats all around us.. very eerie..

we were having prayer meeting which starts at 11pm.. by luck, we got e seats at A2 in e middle.. forth row.. very front.. e whole PM was very very very good!! i was physically tired.. but e more i speak in tongues.. e more i'm strengthen in e spirit.. we ended e whole session at 5plus.. i slept thruout e bus journey home.. haha den me, wei lin went to eat breakfast.. tinking maybe dun haf to sleep liao.. coz got to give tuition at 10am.. i reached home at 7plus in e morning.. bath n refreshed.. but feeling sleepy.. i really cannot take it.. went to sleep bout an hr before going for tuition.. den went for cg.. we had shi zi lu kou.. reached home at bout 12plus.. really sleepy sia.. haha..

sun i've got usher support duty.. i served A2.. tink its my first time? a challenge.. yup seats filled up quickly though e flow was slow.. :) my section was not doing gd for e svc.. i dunno why also.. hmm.. i've got to really pray for e exact amount sia.. bit unrealistic leh.. i tink e individual meeting was good.. :) oh yes! me, cy, jamie bought hotdog waffle!! yum~ actually i've got alot things to say.. but hard to type lah haha.. too many things liao.. so bye~ haha

this com is so lagged.. haha.. yeah i'm left with one more paper.. molecular genetics.. just had my biochemistry paper.. i tink it was good.. i know how to answer.. i enjoyed studying for this subject.. but not during yr 1 sem 1.. i understand how's going on.. its bout e reaction taking place in our body.. we need energy rite.. so we study how our body produce the energy from glucose.. our brain can only use glucose.. tt's y eat something before go for exam haha.. or ur brain cannot work well.. coz lack of glucose! so cannot think well.. u learning sth new today mah? haha..

i tink i'm quite ok with rest of e papers.. except fpath.. wah totally crap one.. cannot lah.. must work harder liao.. i quite like e subjects i'm having now actually.. just tt e difficulty is higher.. oh ya.. exam period.. i think i sleep alot this wk lo.. but got study of coz lah.. i tink i cannot sit n study liao.. must stand up liao.. haha..

do i look like fu po (rich lady)? haha how come stranger always ask me for money one.. i've just met one when i was going out to sch.. i was walking out of e lift n i din notice this woman.. i was walking quite a dist across e carpark n she shouted "excuse ME...!!!" haha.. scary leh.. i turned n looked of coz.. thinking maybe i've dropped sth.. she gestured me to come while taking out a paper.. i thought maybe she's trying to find her way.. so i approached her.. she asked if she can share with me her problem.. i said ya? den she's like trying to find a seat so we could talk.. but tt time i was going for exam.. so i just asked wad is it.. she showed me e paper.. n said tt she'd just out fr prison.. n she's carrying her children around.. n asked if i've got any money to give her.. well.. e truth is tt i din bring any money.. really.. go sch take test only mah.. i also lazy bring.. i said i dun haf any cash.. she kinda like very disappointed.. later when i'm going back.. i'll go see if she's still there..

dunno lehz.. maybe she's telling truth or telling a lie.. but maybe i'll give.. n maybe not.. u may think tt i'm very gullible.. but den i would think tt wad if she's really in need? yes she may be lying.. but its she herself who's not doing herself good.. actually i dun really mind how's she doing to do with e money.. but i just hope tt she wun go around n cheat.. tt's all.. i'll pray for her.. if she's really lying, i would pray tt she'll have a change of heart.. if she's really in need, i would pray for blessing to be upon her.. God is the judge..

yeah i've completed my 2nd 24hrs fasting.. not easy.. i'm glad i've made it.. i have a vision.. tt by e time we are moving to expo as a church.. every member will go as a church.. smiling faces will be all around.. happy.. atmosphere is so filled with fun, joy, faith! even those unbelieved who are working in expo envied us.. they are wondering why on earth that these pp are so happy bout? actually deep inside their heart, they're longing to join us.. they wan to be happy too.. to be leading a purposeful life.. all their life is only bout work n work n more work.. so let's lookout n befriend with e pp there.. to spread our love over e lost souls there :)

yes i'm happy with e way i am now.. e life.. but there's more goals for me to achieve.. i'm happy.. coz i'm saved.. 2yrs plus ago.. my old has passed.. e new has come.. i'm happy.. coz i'm baptised.. having my new man to be raised again.. i'm no longer e previous me living in darkness.. i'm in e light now.. All things are possible with the God we're serving now.. He's e creator of this Heaven and Earth.. who is ever greater than Him? e truth is tt He love us more than we love Him.. wad more can we ask? therefore we shld be happy!! we are happy people!! haha..

just had my cg meeting.. now feeling really sleepy liao.. had e overnight pm yesterday.. i slept at 7plus in e morning.. but had to wake up at 9am.. coz giving tuition.. Pastor Kong was leading e meeting last night.. he's still fasting.. yet really sacrificing himself.. prayed for alot of things.. svc, arise n build, cg, new building space etc..

gave tuition liao go for cg.. i reached daniel's house early to practise my ministry song.. haven practise at all.. just got e song only.. n also helped to cut e mangoes into smaller cube.. cg started.. i played praise song " One way" with alan.. i tink its was okok lo.. not really as good as wad i hoped for after all.. i felt e entire meeting was okok only also.. i tink e members weren't tt much excited at all.. e ministry song i played until very xin ku again.. my fingers really hurts.. haha..

wah cannot write liao lah.. very sleepy liao.. bye.. haha..

have been sleeping this week.. need e rest.. next wk term test le.. sure study till very hard.. coz alot things blur blur.. i wan to do well.. i wan to prove to my parents, my cgl n God.. thank God i have grace to teach me AIMM.. i tink i kinda got e basic concept wrong.. haha.. well its going to be my mon paper.. chiong all e way to fri.. my last paper is mgen.. wOoH~ so fast sia..

i felt like putting some things down.. i've got things on my mind.. but i dunno how to start with.. haha.. its not affecting me.. but it's just sth i felt like knocking into sense on somebody.. dun be a 2-faced person.. show me ur real.. u are just destroying urself.. nobody is e greatest enemy except u urself.. how long can u hold? how long u wan to hold.. someday u would blow up.. n u would think tt nobody cares for u.. tt's just ur own mind playing a stupid n childish trick on u.. renew ur mind man.. life is not sth u can control.. i hope u are enlightened.. just get off fr where u were left in misery.. come on lah.. grow up.. if u are ready.. i'm most willing to help.. other pp will be there for u.. trust me..

yes it's harsh.. but tt's really wad i wish to convey lo.. e person might not know i'm actually referring to he/she.. i'm not afraid if e person is going to hate me not.. i dun care.. its really e msg i wan bring to he/she..

ok forget bout tt.. haha.. now happy mood.. going to study soon.. at night i going for pm.. i wanna go.. so now got to study hard first.. haha bye..