sorry ar just now long story.. but its really spoken from my bottom heart.. just feel like writing down for memories.. i dun wan to lost them.. its too precious for me to lose.. maybe sometimes i may give u a cold feeling, but deep down i'm not.. haha.. these days something is running thru my mind.. i asked why why and why.. i tink e pp involved also wonder why.. e feeling of getting together is not there ba.. actually shldn't be this way.. i know tt.. its quite sad.. we seldom contact one another.. go out also like so sian.. no direction.. dunno which specific place going.. going out for e sake of going out.. so is just qian jiu.. but i also really dunno why will land to this state.. wad each other is thinking is also very complicated.. i dun like.. i'm tired of this.. maybe i can really find e affinity fr other pp ba.. sorry.. it's really how i feel.. e close-ness just about to die.. it has been so so long.. yet... i'm ok.. i feel like rescuing it.. i just dun wan all this to happen.. i wan everybody to be happy.. to see their smiles again...