God is reminding me not to forget to do e work for Him though i'm working now.. i felt its strongly emphasized in integrating pp in my cg.. not forgetting building up better n stronger communication n relationship in cg.. with new friends, younger n older members.. n also to our leader.. now tt my work is always at night.. i shld do sth in e daytime.. i dun wan to keep resting, sleeping, watching tv, play com at home.. i wan do sth tt is more meaningful.. yeah live recording, overnight prayer meeting, sentosa outing.. i'm so excited for it.. oh ya.. not forgetting today's ping's birthday~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY! cannot help celebrate.. cannot attend tml bbq also.. aiyo.. i tink i shld take up some time to meet up my class pp too :) i dun wan to neglect them.. nor my old friends.. haha..

anyway i wan to be stronger n firmer in God.. i'm learning to be patient.. me quite impatient.. yes i wanna change.. there's some things tt have been whirling my mind.. i tink i shldn't conc on this mindset.. so it'll get worsen.. haha its just tt i very easy irritated by it haha.. hmm.. nvm i'll pray for it.. Holy Spirit works in us..

sometimes i feel tt our decision is always relied on e decision made by friends around us.. yes i understand we wan pp's company.. but i tink shld try decisions ourselves rather than always following wad ur friend had chosen.. make a say too.. dun wait for pp to say.. be firm too.. while knowing e purpose n reason of our stand.. of coz of good purposesn reasons.. :)