oh yeah.. its 3 days after my baptism.. i dun really know how to describe my feelings now.. haha.. but of coz e feelings are good.. now that i've made a commitment to follow Jesus for rest of my life.. during worship.. its like really really wan to lift my whole heart.. being more serious n focused.. would really wan to give Him all e glory.. as wad stated in e Bible Jas 4 ' Draw near to God and He shall draw near to you'.. His presence is even stronger now.. now is that in every little thing.. i just feel like praying and praying.. a Prayer is a power.. out of abundance of e heart, e mouth speaks.. i wan to share verses.. my experiences.. having greater love for guitar also.. Thank God for everything.. i do have fears in me when considering e baptism.. everyhing just happen in a wink of an eye.. but benny told me tt as long as I'm doing sth tt is in e will of God.. i dun haf to worry or fear bout e later chap of my life.. responsibility of coz will grow.. but we're not just alone to shoulder it.. so i just go ahead.. i know i will regret if i missed e baptism.. so i just go for it.. rejoicing tt i've been risen up with Jesus.. being a new creation.. my old man has died.. i'm Nicole.. it means victory of the people! qing tuo tuo zhi jiao! :)