mm.. 1.13am.. haven sleep yet.. not feeling sleepy.. haha.. i had my cg.. i tink it was a great meeting.. i like e praise n worship.. has been since a long time i can rest n enjoy it haha.. yes i truly enjoyed it! so exciting.. Daniel shared his testimony which impacted me like a kick within me.. forgiving pp.. e last sentence he said was : Let go and Let God..
yeah.. breakthrough in him.. and a revelation for me..
bro nick told us tt shldn't God deserve all our worship.. he asked us to come to God n be in peace at heart.. wow.. tt's wad i need.. i tink others too :) e worship was superb.. e presence.. my focus was totally locked unto God.. i know i cannot accomplish so much things without His strength.. n i need it.. e msg was good.. commitment.. friendship commitment.. yup i do need to contact with other friends.. i dun wan e new to come n e old to go.. i played guitar for ministering.. i forgot to bring my own pick.. i used alan's.. i'm not really used to it.. so haha.. always wan to drop.. but haha.. i like e whole meeting :)
maybe a combine would be better? we can learn fr them.. everytime during cg.. i gets excited n motivated.. i felt it was good.. just tt still bit weird coz not really know e pp well.. so need time also..
cy played guitar with me.. practise with her.. fruitful.. haha.. yeah just playing for fun is diff fr playing for cg.. seems like learning chords n strumming is easy.. playing for cg is another thing.. n btw.. learning chords n strumming is not easy.. it only comes with practice.. fr e start.. i just learnt for fun.. nv thought to become a guitarist for cg.. well i'm glad to say i'm playing for E307.. n its my cellgroup.. ya.. got e sense of belonging one ba.. my journey isn't easy.. there're times i felt like giving up.. running away n not to play anymore.. to leave cg w/o any pp playng for.. but i'm glad i din give up.. coming this far.. i really wan to thank God.. for e desire n passion to play n play.. i get over-sensitive when i hear guitar sound.. i will just turn n look to see who's playing.. meanwhile trying to catch wad n how e person is playing.. yes up till now.. i still have alot to learn.. its nv ending.. i wan bring music into life.. to deliver message.. to convict pp.. to minister.. so its not just bout skills n knowing how.. there's once when alot pp were on fire for guitar playing.. but now leh? their fire is simply gone.. so know where n what u really wan do.. wandering around doesn't gets u anywhere sometimes.. haha.. so whoever really wants to play.. CONVICT URSELF! N GO TOWARDS IT!
haha there's still things i wan share.. but next time ba.. i wan go lala land le haha..