its sun.. evening.. normally wun see me online at this hr de.. but now my church has moved to expo! so we had our first sun svc today.. 10am.. i sat with cg coz got new friends.. so just helping out usher in my zone.. my friends last min din come.. at first i was kinda bit disappointed.. but nvm lah there's still next time.. haha.. i was sitting with jiayu's friend.. tink she's quite cute n innocent.. i forgot e name le.. oops.. e svc was good.. i simply love my pastor~! Pastor Kong! his words can send impact to pp de.. he's a gd speaker.. u'll be surprised n will learn alot of things fr him.. i was quite inspired by his word today.. bout our God (Abba).. A father would nv allow his children to be harmed.. how bout our God Almighty who is in heaven always watching us? He loves us just like how a father would love his children.. and His love is eternal n everlasting.. we must be convinced tt we're taken care of! no matter how big a problem may seems.. we must be assured tt our heavenly Father will take good care of us n bring us thru if we're willing to abide in Him! So WE HAVE TO CAST OUT ALL FEARS!! FEAR OF FAILURE, FEAR OF REJECTION.. For our Heavenly Father truly love us!
i was really impacted by his message.. haha
oh ya i did recycling.. with ju n yun.. so happy.. haha.. my Jamie left le.. we helped to clear e hall.. i simply love e feeling.. preparing e hall etc.. den ju lost her paper.. quite impt to her.. i saw James.. poor guy.. he seemed so tired.. msut take a good rest.. take a break.. den i joined my cg at burger king at Changi Airport.. haha.. far to e East.. Grace, Linus, Zi yang can cry.. hehe.. had great time fellowshipping.. played games ha.. xian jun smart lo.. always give those long long sentence.. zi yang chinese also not bad de.. my chinese cannot make it sia.. still need others to help me.. haha.. i tink jamie cannot tahan most of us pronouncing.. haha.. linus laugh until very happy.. vic trying his best.. zi chian very wad lo.. keep laughing at us.. den ownself dun wan to play.. haha..
wad have i been doing? its really true tt promotion comes fr God.. but just tt sometimes i chose to submit myself to my own flesh.. not doing this n tt.. not obeying leaders.. talk back etc.. etc etc... i wanna myself to do it.. its really something i need to overcome.. i cannot being so lazy.. n also not to depend on my own strength.. n also other areas which i need to improve on.. its has been a long struggling deep within.. i'm trying to break it open.. i wanna free myself!! i know tt i can do it... if i'm really willing to sacrifice.. to obey God.. to go thru all sorts all trials.. to mould me.. to humble me.. tt's wad i really need.. or else i wun learn.. yup.. i just dun care how pp would see me.. but pls be careful not to look down on pp.. someone may just look down on u one day..