very free now..i'm left with 2 more weeks b4 sch reopen..after working for 1 month n 1 week..finally time to rest le..e feeling is so shiok tt when u wake up, u dun have to bother bout rushing for work etc..but ever since working..haven been really jogging le..so now got to restart training le..! yesterday went swimming with wei lin! our swimming complex open le! so happy..actually din really change much.. just tt its more upgraded..i like e surrounding! we soaked in e water for more than 2hrs..my skin wan rot le.. i'm getting tanner..which i like.. but i tend to return to white if nv expose to sun.. i love sun! today going with jen they all de.. but hai i cannot go....

very happy tt this morning an auntie who knows my mum said tt my qi se is very gd.. we first see each other..i'm glad i looked healthy! hee.. so must exercise more to maintain!

yesterday was my father's birthday! happy birthday! my mum n dad were surprised tt i remembered.. of coz i remember.. past few yrs i really forgot..i felt quite guilty n sad tt i forgot..i wan make them happy.. to show them tt all e cares tt they had showered over me since young is not wasted! i love my family more n more le.. really thank God for tt..its quite a miracle coz last time always on bad terms with them de.. esp with bro.. now he would share with me things.. its really nice when u can sit down with ur parents n share things with them.. i wan to be a support for them when they meeting any problem.. next time i wanna them to live a good life! my dad also xin ku lah.. have been working so hard for this family.. my mum also.. every early morning wake up wash our clothes n tend e house.. i'm glad my bro also notice all these.. i was so afraid last time tt he would mix wrong company n turn bad..but he din..he's considered quite sensible in his group of friends le.. so really thank God! i'm getting closer to some my cousins too.. i feel so blessed!

i love my cg.. i love my members.. i love my leaders.. i love my friends..

its great to be in E402.. i learn things.. i'm glad E307 is combining with us for time being.. they will be blessed! now wei lin under jasmine.. i'm sure she'll learn alot too! her cg members also very cute.. oh ya.. last week cg meeting.. its e first time i play guitar for e whole meeting! praise God~ after e fall n i took a break.. slowly play for makeup cg.. den praise for own cg.. n now whole thing! without God, i am nth! =) still got to improve e flow.. but i believe i can do it thru e anointing! n i began to start doing follow-up again le.. after so long long time.. so got to build up stronger myself le!

willingness and obedience is totally 2 diff thing.. u can be obedience but not willingly.. its not good.. being willing is an attitude which we have to learn.. when we serve, its really to serve God n not men! God promotes e faithful! have a good attitude of willingness!! =)

i just wanna put all my emotions onto e altar!... i wan to be focus..n not to be distracted!