tue morning.. jus came back fr jogging.. last jog on last wed! tt's quite long ago huh.. so today really discipline myself go! feel so shiok!! thank God tt my stamina hasn't de-proved.. can stil go on for a dist w/o stoppping.. really like e feeling after u've exercised! u feel good n healthier!

actually had bit of ache over my body.. coz of e pasir ris outing on sun after svc.. after svc xiao yu had gastric n its pretty serious.. we took care of her n ger, jian an took her see doc den jian an sent her home.. rest of us made our way to white sands to makan.. on e way somehow every1 spirit was like dampen.. me also bit sian.. but tried cheering rest up.. maybe all of us hungry lah.. eat le shld be ok.. true enough.. xueting seems tired n she slept at e foodcourt.. after tt she wanted to go home so i acc her to mrt.. after tt yishi, minhao, linus, germaine joined us.. elaine's fren came too! jing yan was e game master n rest were separated into 2 groups.. my group got germaine, ziyang, jing xiong.. group name is SUPER SL! haha.. e other group got elaine, yishi, linus, minhao.. group name i 4got liaoz.. we got to perform a cheer.. its like competition coz got points earned in every game etc.. we played total 6 games! all very fun sia.. really brighten everyone's day.. everyone enjoy!! laughter n jokes everywhere!! i love e team spirit!

we really got to run around.. like BMT.. every1 sweating n panting haha.. e best game is e water bomb thing!! my group keep winning like tt!! haha so funny lo.. e other group got to stand still n we throw e bombs onto them! but of coz we did get thrown too hee.. got one time we sabo jing yan.. he din knw.. both groups aim him! ziyang really go run after him! all of us laugh like dunno wad.. finally end of e game gt prize presentation! we cheered for jing yan, jing xiong n everyone of us!! e team spirit really there.. i love it!! i feel jing yan really did a gd job.. every1 had fun! though starting he bit discouraged coz nt many pp going.. but turns out well.. i understand his feeling.. tt's i wanna go to support him! mh went to bath.. rest us sat together talk crap n took pic.. den we played games again hee.. finally mh came back.. we go chiong for e bus.. coz its turning to e bus stop.. if miss got to wait another 15mins! we managed to hop onto e bus! den we went makan.. we busy taking pic, forgetting bout ordering food hee.. but we had fun lah.. den we eat eat talk talk.. gd fellowship! after tt we gg hm le.. i was e 1st to alight coz tamp.. aiyo den walk hm alone again!! i bit xi guan alone le haha..

E409 rox! i tink nv a moment we're quiet.. haha.. got my cousin around aiyo.. haha.. but i'm v happy tt he's on fire for God.. but there's still alot things for him to learn.. hope to see him growing together with me! den gt other pp who likes to talk alot haha.. wah.. headache hehe.. but i like.. tt time talking to elaine.. we were saying this cg very special haha.. coz got diff kind of pp one.. its our 1st time facing this.. fun is fun.. but we mus help them grow!! we got to stand in e gap for carrie also!! really pray tt they'll become more mature in Christ! =)

alot things happening in my life.. but i'll not 4get e friends i have de lah.. like cy, wei lin, , jamie,qy, kehui, joy, jen, clara, des, ronald, jas, jollie, jing, christine, kwan yu, cindy lim, tee yong, dj , ping, bren, june, vonne etc etc.. will really make time for them! i love my friends n family members! :)

i'm in crossroad again.. tinking to leave usher coz i knw tt usher is really nt for me.. i cannot see myself there de leh.. cannot focus while in usher.. my mind is always filled with cg stuff.. carrie gave me few suggestions.. i feel gd bout it.. i've informed my usher ic bout it.. see how things go.. maybe i'll really focus fully on CG ministry.. or maybe to try out choir at e same time.. really need directions fr God!!

haha yeah me n jian an were prayed by yilun le! Praise God! actually feel quite blessed lah.. tt yilun approved of us n tt she prayed for us personally! she nv share much due to time constraint.. but carrie will help her to talk to both us.. i feel gd after e prayer! its a journey for me n him together! e feeling is diff sia when talking to e guy u're attached to n when talking to other guy friends.. he told me its really nt easy to be christian couple.. ya lo its true.. coz e guy always gt to rise up! n tt we gt to be a living testimony! he said tt he hope we can go thru it together.. yup i hope so too! we can do it one! i've told my dad bout him.. he very cool leh.. he jus said as long as jian an is good to me den ok lo haha.. my bro knw le too.. soon mum will knw.. haha.. nw almost e whole world knw bout it le.. my cg pp lah aiyo keep teasing us.. i believe he'll try his best to grow de.. i dun wan to pressure him.. let God do e work in him! In me too! i hope this relationship will really bring us into a higher level!! =)