haha here i am again! today had a tremendous svc and deliverance session! really awesome.. as usual woke up early to help queue up with some regular early-birds.. can see tt they're tired n sleepy.. yet they still made an effort to help queue up..! thank God for them! Rev Mike Connell came and he preached e word.. telling us bout demons.. ya lo true is tt only thru drawing power of God only den can we break forth the bondages! one got to let go and let God so e power can be released.. so here comes the ministering session after e svc.. i'm very excited for it.. some my members quite nervous n scare.. ya coz its their first time attending deliverance svc.. last yr felt like responding but i din.. i felt so regretted n wasted! so this time i knw there's bound to have some thing tt applies to me!

at e 1st altar call, i din response coz doesn't really applies much.. few of my members went down.. i jus help to make my cg members feel assured tt no need be afraid.. coz all my members there nv attend this kind svc b4!! at e 2nd altar call, i feel like vomiting.. i dun feel well.. told elaine bout it.. she encouraged me to go down.. i wanted to.. on e other hand i bring dear's cousin down first.. hers more serious.. den dear came down n pei her while i go get prayed for by e ministering team.. so elaine pei me.. so there's this sister who come pray for me.. i felt different e moment she speak.. i fell down.. i knew tt i'm struggling.. e sister kept demanding it to come out.. i started to cough n next thing b4 i knew.. i vomitted.. e sister kept praying for me.. she feels i've got this spirit of fear.. yup true lah.. n also i told her bout another area.. after tt i felt better.. i felt released in tt area.. really.. i'm happy.. as to spirit of fear i've got to pray regularly hard for myself.. thank God for e sister and also elaine!! she helped me hold e plastic bag.. n i did vomit bit on her hand.. so sorry.. but really thank God for her being there with me! =) sounds scary but actually its nt.. i nv expect myself to manifest.. God is good.. nw is my part is really pray n read e Word to keep my heart pure..

ytd cg meeting was great too~ i led games.. tink its quite fun.. haha but of coz some area i got to take note! e msg carrie shared was gd too! about valleys of darkness.. there's an end to every valley.. so jus persever n u'll see e light! its thru all these valleys where u learn maturity! u dun praise God when everything is going smoothly for u.. its when ur real faith is tested when u walking thru e dark valleys.. love e msg.. n yeah linus gave offering msg!! so proud of him! =) after tt few us went geylang eat dim sum n durian.. saw fireworks!! love it!! so nice!! yeah national day coming~ very excited for it!! i feel alot for s'pore sia..! really love it when see all of us s'poreans standing together feeling proud of our homeland..

miss e days in NPCC.. how i wish i can be part of e contingent marching in NDP.. i love this kind of thing de.. ya lah all e trainings n rehearsals sure very xiong de.. but i will feel enjoyment n satisfaction n happy after e real thing.. of coz i'm sure e friendship will sure be built there also de.. Thank God i've at least experienced this "one for all, all for one" spirit in my NPCC days.. miss e camping days.. miss OBS.. miss slping in e tent.. miss telling stories at night time.. miss campfire.. miss cooking maggie n canned food for my friends.. miss e unity.. miss marching with my squad.. miss e tough times together.. miss e punishments haha.. miss e friends.. miss e times.. really miss it~

3 more weeks to study week den exam le.. only got 2 papers for exam.. rest of 3 weeks hand up reports den will finish e module le sia.. this week will have ddct presentation n csas interview tests.. after tt can chiong reports den ok le! actually this semester really slack leh.. nth much lo haha.. nt so rushing at all.. only kwok fung will be presenting e ddct coz he's a very gd speaker.. he shall represent us haha.. no limit to how many mus present.. i'm confident for e interview.. haha.. jus ans wad e teacher ask lo.. tt time mock interview nt bad.. teacher said tt its impt to have confident n she commented i have it.. so after tt i'll be gg for SIP.. dunno where i'll be attached to.. but hor one ting i knw.. sure in e west area!! oh no... haha.. i live in e east sia.. dun wan tuas can laioz.. my teacher said i sure in research thingy de.. haha hope gt pay sia...~ pay for transport.. really need financial blessings too!

looking forward to start SIP!
looking forward to grace to come back!
looking forward to hang-out with my ka-kis!
looking forward to NDP! wan watch fireworks!

my cg is growing! yeah! n e members are growing too! haha.. carrie is officially our cgl le!! E409!! haha i typed wrongly for e songsheet sia.. "E402".. haha.. yeah i training myself to play guitar w/o having to see e chords.. for praise n worship.. =) training zy.. really need him to be faithful in little things.. he has e skills.. really hope he can rise up! =) fq also growing.. xiao yu etc.. n e rest too! oh ya keiko is back with us again!! bout 4 members fr jasmine's cg will join us.. wahh my cg getting bigger n bigger le =) me n xueting n dewen's cg went for e Big Groove.. haha fun neh.. alot pp wear until very hip hop! very nice! tink i shld get a cap! =) hee.. e dance steps quite chim lo.. haha.. 3 sets in just 2hrs.. e music so fast.. but we agar agar lah haha.. e hardest is e 3rd set!! i also blur at first.. but after tt try catch up! like lynn's cap.. she cute sia.. with e cap.. haha.. my cutie pie.. oh yeah FOP n 17th anniversary coming! time really flies lehz.. still can rem last yr got to usher here n there for e event.. so many many pp! den e last day FOP went with grace, fuquan.. its when i really start get to knw them!

haha he has been very good to me lah.. tink he has been really compromising n patient with me.. i got to learn fr him sia haha.. he has given more than what i have given.. but really thank him for entering into my life lah.. at least there's someone behind supporting me when i'm down.. his sis n bro quite pretty n shuai de.. haha.. e niece n nephews also cutie sia.. my 8th uncle's baby 1 month le.. his name is nicholas.. nice..i like.. hee.. i love my cousins they all.. seen them fr small to big.. haha.. love ah xiang.. v shuai.. eyes very pretty.. super playful lo.. rest also ruBBish alot haha.. jus feel so sad for my er jie and jin qiang.. i wanted to help them.. hmm.. i'll tink of some way..

ok lah end here.. long entry hee

byebye!