i wanna change blogskin le.. haha coz e i realise e space for pp to view e posting is very small.. i read also xin ku.. so still finding one tt i like.. plus i wanna put e "torn" song.. e song very long time ago.. i wanted to find it for a long time le.. jus tt i dunno e title or sang by who.. nw i found it liaoz.. so happy haha..

i wanna aim to jian fei by 3 more kg.. give me 2months.. tink can de.. as long as watch my diet n maintain jogging + swimming.. i lost quite alot weight during last sem holiday.. tt time i nv really exercise.. coz working.. den somehow my appetite wasn't gd.. nt easy hungry.. den when hungry, eat abit full liao.. maybe tt's hw i manage to shed those fats.. actually i'm used to exercising le coz it makes me feel gd n healthy.. i like.. wan to be fit n healthy.. nt very meant to jian fei de.. but quite happy tt i've returned to e weight in e past.. but wanna lose more to look better.. n also to pei he him! really believe and hope he can grow n train to bigger size!

wah another week is gone.. very fast sia.. i tink this yr realli flies.. july liaoz.. gg towards end of e year again.. i'm at e 2nd week of e 2nd term of e 1st semester of my 3rd year.. haha chim.. so i got back all my term test papers le.. i did well for BPT.. recomb surprisingly nt bad though i thot i might fail coz its hard.. TE so-so n can be better.. i din do well for ddct.. bit disappointed.. haha but tink can do better de lah.. projects stil doing fine.. deadlines is few weeks fr nw.. but every week mus get sth done.. i dun feel stress leh.. still holiday mood.. weird lehz.. like nth much to do one.. jus tt got to revise lah.. all my friends also same feeling as me.. hee..

seriously i like every single day.. other than mon n wed.. coz long hours in sch.. but hor mon night got superband! so still ok haha.. n wed got bs n can meet for dinner! so still alright.. haha contradicting.. rest of e days nt so bad.. leave sch early.. n can have programme at night! hee.. thu onwards i will start hanging out liao.. love fri, sat n sun!! fri very special to me coz its start of weekend.. love fri night!! sat got cg etc.. sun svc but most of time will go back earlier to rest..

i've cfm tt i'll be leaving usher.. have submitted e ministry form to carrie le.. so i'll focus more on cg le.. i wanna do more.. to minister, to teach.. tink i still need to learn to love pp more.. i wan to love my cg pp n friends n family.. so i need to increase my love for God so i can pour out this love to them.. i wanna be there for them.. i'm glad quite few will share things with me.. i wanna be somebody who can help them solve too! nt jus being a listener! let e wisdom of God fills me! pressing into their lives is nt easy.. into my leader's live is nt easy too! but i wanna do my best! i need to humble myself n put off every pride fr my heart.. pride is sth will lead to destruction in a person's life.. being a guitarist for so long.. i thank God for e skills n anointing.. but i need to increase this anointing day by day! we shld nv get satisfy with where we are nw! a wise person nv thinks tt he/she has learnt enough! so i need to press into God's presence more n be more sensitive in e atmosphere.. so tt i would flow with my leader too.. w/o vision, pp perish.. i thank God for e vision He has given to me.. so i jus wanna hold on to it; trusting tt as long as i dun give up, i'll be getting nearer to my vision.. sometimes really xin ku n discouraged but i dun wan give up!! jian chi dao di!! =)

haha my mum knew bout him liao.. ok lah its normal for her to ask things.. coz i'm still young n plus i'm a girl.. she's ok bout it lah haha.. some my relatives also knw liao.. news spread fast! nw still so far so gd for both of us.. last week carrie shared with us e sexual ladder.. so funny lo.. tink quite normal lah e things she shared.. ownself shld also knw de.. we learning roller blading! he quite gd leh.. i still scare.. dunno how to brake.. if e ground is in diff texture i so scare might fall.. but i wanna overcome.. aiyo i still got e phobia coz of e fall fr e past! we went watch superman! so long e show! 2hr plus.. nt very very nice lah.. okok only.. e effects quite fake.. oh ya bought a shirt for him.. i feel bit big for him.. but its e smallest size le.. actually looks ok if he wears another shirt inside.. went with kehui n jia xing to shop for it on fri.. jia xing is our model tt time haha!! jus feel like buying for him coz he spend quite abit on me.. so i shld do sth also! hope we get closer n to know each other better.. n really hope he can get a better job.. sth he likes, gd prospect n wun clash with cg, svc de.. tt would be e best! or unless he's promoted n fell in love in his current job haha..

i'm in sch typing everything.. got free time.. might as well jus update bit.. hee.. gg back lab only at 5pm.. today i fasting.. for breakthru for some pp etc.. wanna keep fasting a part of my daily life! ok lah stop here.. pretty long entry again haa.. bye!